讨厌 讨厌

讨厌空虚的数字
更讨厌看图说故事
讨厌爱表现
更讨厌躲起来
讨厌一个人
更讨厌一堆人
讨厌沉默
更讨厌说话
讨厌讨厌的
自己
累了
算了

First Oil Painting - The Sea

Woohoo! After 5 x 4 x 2 = 40 man-hour, spanned over 2 months, our first oil paint of "The Sea" (40 x 50cm) is finally completed today! Master piece & per session progression, documented evidence as above. Yeah!

Quarter Century

活过四分一个世纪，不得不觉得老了。四分一世纪，也没有什么成就，只是庆幸我还是我。
谢谢记得的，希望活过半世纪时，还是可以这样，你还是你，我还是我，我们还是我们。

礼物二号拍出来的礼物一号。

熊猫这辈子最遗憾的，就是拍不出彩色照片；而相机这辈子最遗憾的，就是不能自拍。

White Horse Princesses

3 of us went on our project "White Horse Princesses" on 15Oct, a sunny Saturday, at Horse Valley JB.

Woohoo! That's me riding Batman, the horse. We did the basic horse riding first. "Batman trot on..." and I went "up-down-up-down-up-down..." just doing that for 10min gave me muscles ache... at strange places like inner thighs and back of my arms.
Although none of us get to ride a white horse, we did see one. White horse off duty that day.
And behind us is the track where the horses gave us a walk. Nice quiet place.
深切的体会到“人善被人欺，马善被人骑”。根据导游说，Batman 以前是警马，但是太胆小了，警察不要它。众多马匹中，它最温驯，所以初级骑马训练都用它。其他的马是退休的赛马。这么老了还得工作。。。hmmm

Shy wrist rest

Piglet started work on Thursday...

On Friday morning, a curious person walked passed and spotted piglet, and stripped off piglet from its blanket!

Piglet is shy~

请叫我...

请叫我... 胆小鬼.

开不了口

也许不能完全明白那有多难

但因该还是会感到很骄傲
计划 策划 原来还得先说话
也许有一点遗憾
但遗憾所以更可贵
一切不是理所当然

凡事都有第一次

第一次被一只鸡感动

第一次打保龄球

第一次一天电召8辆的士

第一次看露天电影
第一次为梦境惭愧

第N次睡眼惺忪说GN

善忘

善忘也好，不想记得的快快忘了。

只是想记得的，需要用力的记得。

周末真好。周周抹掉疲惫，周周抹掉黑眼圈。

只是，又末了。

休息中

不要被“很努力”影响，这一个星期的我过得很好。实实在在的生活中，休息中，虽然很多食物不能吃。在最舒服的地方，穿最舒服的衣服，以最舒服的步调安排时间。也许太舒服了，一直想睡呢。
休息，为了走更长远的路。今天绵绵细雨下不停，但是我很开心。没有什么原因，也不需要理由。

很努力

人很妙。
因为有目标而努力，希望努力了就会怎样。
却也因为没目标而继续努力，因为除了继续努力，也不知道还能怎样。
怎样呢？
每天都忙着努力，努力的让自己看起来很忙，忙得让自己相信已经很努力。
好了，努力了！目标，怎样了？

Wisdom Tooth Extraction (Again)

3 years after my right wisdom tooth extraction, I had the left one removed yesterday! Chickened out back then and cancelled the 2nd removal, partly because it has not emerge and wasn't giving me any problem. But sometimes in March, I started to feel it, certain point in time I even had a hard time eating as I tend to bite my gum. Yes, March till August is a long time, that's because I need to schedule it such that the 5days MC doesn't affect my work.

Must say this time is much better, I was better prepared in the sense I knew what to expect, and also completed my crave-list way before the extraction (no wonder my colleague said I put on weight). The dentist was also better, more experienced, gentle, fast and also comforting. Procedure is the same as previous time, with my eyes covered, the dentist constantly iterate what was she doing and what to expect.
"I am going to put some instrument into your mouth now to loosen the tooth, you will feel pressure and water. Pressure... water... pressure... doing very well... ok the tooth is out now... are you feeling ok?"

The wound did not bleed as much too, almost stopped when I reached home, and I didn't have to use any of the extra gauze to bite on. Less facial swelling (until now), though it is still a little painful.

Did I say my tooth came out in one BIG piece once again? Still pretty fresh!

The previous tooth can be found in an older post. 不愧两只都是我的牙齿，长得还挺像的。Haha!

http://pohjiayee.blogspot.com/2008/08/wisdom-tooth-extraction.html

10,000 Year Clock

Saw this super cool article on 10,000 year clock. A clock about 200 feet tall that is built to tick for 10,000 year in mountain in west Texas.

Casually told my parents about this and browsed through some commentaries posted by readers, some thought it was wu liao.

The concept of time and sophisticated technology of clock has always intrigue me, let alone technology put into mechanism built to outlive civilization. This project is wonderful, idealistic it may be. Perhaps I watch too much sci-fic that imagine people discovering civilisation from past/future. But great project almost always requires some crazy persistent visionaries to realise. Just like 10,000 years ago, who would have thought there would be The Great Wall, The Pyramids, aeroplanes, space travel, mobile phone, or ridiculous idea of cyber space.

Read more from these websites:
http://www.10000yearclock.net/learnmore.html
http://www.kk.org/thetechnium/archives/2011/06/the_clock_in_th.php

那把火

今天和朋友聊天，聊到了“那把火”。我们聊的是老师对教育的那把火。其实那把火也是每个人对梦想，对工作的热诚。我想，每个人心中都有一把火，只是火势的大小不同，是否能持续的燃烧，是否能控制那把火。
看到在求职的朋友，好像两年前在求职的自己，一样的包着希望与期待，又持着迷惘与不安。一直都羡慕有明确目标的人，即使最后没有达到目的地，即使那把火在现实的环境下得要收在心底的最深处，可是他们知道自己已经努力过。梦想与现实的战争延续了千百年依然如是，好像永远都无法和平的共同进退。也不是没有，只是不是每个人都可以把梦想当饭吃。
有人跟我说过，喜欢的，不一定做得好；做得好的，不一定喜欢；会做的，不代表只会做的；没做过，也不一定不会做。
当事与愿违的时候，就会问自己，到底要为工作燃烧多少的自己？工作真的只是工作吗？毕竟一个人的一生有1/3的时间都是在工作。关键应该还是以正面的心态控制那把火，火不需要太大，但是要能持久，燃烧的方向要正确，不要把自己给烧坏了。

心想事成

每个人都希望心想事成, 希望地球按照自己的方式运转. 还好, 地球够坚定, 也不偏心, 从来不为了谁改变. 可是人呢? 可以吗?

美妙生活

这星期真的忙。忙到没时间睡觉，没时间吃饭，没时间知道在忙什么。真的老了，不像以前可以轻松熬夜至天明。家的温暖，和冷冰冰的四方格形成强烈对比。体谅，鼓励，感动了。难得周末，一起吃早餐，再一个人逛最熟悉的地方添置生活日用品，才觉得还真正的活着，过着最熟悉的生活。

孙悟空

电视又播新的西游记。看过无数次的西游记，再拍还是再看。
喜欢孙悟空。
喜欢他的性格。真。
喜欢他率直又真诚，不阿谀奉承，不刻意讨好。
愿像孙悟空以自己的方式生活。

Busy

Feeling busy now. Buu-get is not fun.
And to make busi-ness more "interesting", upsize it!

Fly

有人说... take it and fly off.
可是我从来都没说过我要飞... 我只要一步一脚印...
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Stranger Tides

I am on Stranger Tides...

... so I just have to Keep Swimming... just Keep Swimming...

(Thanks...)