Celeb? Console?

I assume blogging tonight will reflect the closest and most immediate feelings.

I told mama in the evening, if I get good results, I'll eat a piece of bakgua to celebrate, otherwise, if I get bad results, I'll eat a piece of bakgua to console myself.

In the end, I had a piece of bakgua before the results are release, cos I was afraid that eating that oily unhealthy stuff too late at night might get myself indigestion.

When the midnight clock strike, I was in the midst of watching movie from Takuya Kimura, the most exciting section of the movie. That kind of lightened the mood of anticipation.

An when I see my result... oh well... thank god another sem passed. Quoting from TK, 无惊无险. Bakgua for Celeb or Console? For me to reflect. But anyway, I had my bakgua already.

Dust

Finally did something useful on a sunny lazy saturday.

Finally...
cleared my desk
filed my dusty notes
washed my bag
wiped my mini hi-fi
packed my cupboard

oh well... all in all... clearing dust.
One less item to do before 2008 comes to an end.

Coming to...

Yo yo!
(*ok. I tried to make that sound energetic, but I deemed I failed*).

I am tired ok!
(*now. that's a frank exclaim. I welcome anyone who don't believe to come see my swollen eyes*)

So, coming to what?
(*which one do you wanna know?*)

ok... a couple of things. Factually, 2008 is coming to... an end.
(*you means it is?! omg! I didnt realise that! I hardly remember I spent time living in 2008. but anyway... what else?*)

Following the end of 2008, signified that final year sem1 is coming to... an end, and it is the beginning of final year final sem.
(*OMG! that's one big shock! I didnt know I was that OLD! I always thought I was born in year 2000! gosh!*)

And FYP is also coming to... an end.
(*go away liar! dont bluff! it is coming to an end only in your DREAM! I am darn busy and freaking out over it k! if yours come to an end, come do mine. I can pay you. eh... how bout 5000 per hour? S$?! Indonesia Rupiah la!*)

And me... I am coming to... a mental state of bizarreness. Multiple unsound nights of weird dreams.
(*oh well... enough of blabbering. now go sleep!*)

有谁能够告诉我

。。。

A Series of Weird Dreams

(Warning very long fictitious post)

As the title suggest, this post is about my long series of weird dreams, which began, umm, very long ago. Too interesting to not blog. Here's snapshots of them. (not in chronological order)

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1976 Tonnes

I was a volunteer in some ulu part of China. Working in an organisation to help poor villagers shave sheep's wool. According to the dream, maintaining a sheep will cost US$40 per year, but our organisation only charge US$4 per year per sheep. In the beginning of the dream, I was shaving a sheep for an old uncle. I was an expert in it! And the setting of the place... A BIG BIG indoor court with a BIG electronic scoreboard showing the number of tonnes of sheep's wool collected. At the glance of it, showing 1976 tonnes. Oh, the sheep's wool collected will be used to make cloth/clothes, income to aid running of the organisation and help the needy!

(I am so philanthropic even in my dream.)

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Soyabean Cookies

WB was the teacher-of-the-day teaching us (me, SZ, etc) how to make soyabean cookies. And he himself is unsure of how much eggs/ flour to put. Did I mention I don't really know WB well.

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Fire - Illusion?

It was nighttime, I was in a carpark staircase, running up and down and cant find the exit. At last, I saw a door leading to LT. But when I was at the LT door, I saw 2 girls with a shocked face looking into the LT. I was so scared I ran off. And then, I went to the roof of the carpark and saw a lady walking towards a car. My hope! I ran over and ask her to give me a lift away from this scary place. She ignored me. Until I wave frantically over her, she gave me an acknowledgement. And she asked what I was doing there. I told her I was trapped, and suddenly saw the staircase I came out from was on fire. BIG fire! I asked the lady to go as there was a huge fire, but she look and say there is no fire. Is that my illusion? Is she real?

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故宫的厕所

I was at 台湾故宫 with my parents. But this museum did not look like it actually is. It looked like a run down chinese style coffee shop. I was looking for toilet, found it, but there were many many kids running around in the toilet. Argh! I need the the toilet.

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Hair+Swimming+CNY

First I had my hair cut and rebonded, then I was on a boat to and met my JC senior on the way. Then I was in a swimming pool swimming. Wah! I became very good in swimming. And the next thing, the toilet is so crowded that there is no room to swim. Alot of uncles around in the swimming pool. Then people start to leave the pool as it is too crowded. That left room for me to continue swimming. And suddenly, there is no more water in the pool, and rows and rows of chairs appeared in the dried pool. Many aunties and uncles were seated. So, me and my mum went to ask one of the aunty what was the event. She angrily show us the notice. It was a CNY AngBao Collection for Low Income Senior Citizens, so she was angry that me, who was not poor and old, want to get angbao too. All this while, me and mama were in swim suits and all wet!

(This must be a nightmare from SZ. Rebonded/Cut hair + Swimming + CNY. oh no~)

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无求便是得

希望。 渴望。 欲望。

望，因为遥远，因为不拥有。

那就追吧，哪怕遥不可及。

人可是因梦想才伟大的啊！

可是累吗？

可是得到什么？可是失去什么？

那就无求吧！

哪怕摊开的手掌只捧着空气。