想

也许人在脆弱的时候会思考得比较多。
体力上的不支，更能激发脑细胞活动吧。
还是世界转动得太快？
时间不够用，怎么办？
把该做的事都赶完，可是错过的又如何？
或许，时间过得太快，快得我无法思考。
这两天想得比较多，可是自己也不知道在想什么。
人类的文字还是有局限吧。英文？华文？I don't know.
要不然，就是我的语言掌握能力有待加强。
再多一点时间，也许我就会知道自己在想什么。

CNY... ill... again

eve's eve of CNY... me fell ill... again.
sneeze sneeze... runny nose... stuffy nose...
anyway...

Happy Chinese New Year.
May all my wishes come true.

心想事成
身体健康
如意平安
新年快乐

Dance Performance

17 Jan 2009 @ Victoria Concert Hall
InDancity Dance Performance (PH performing)

Long time since I step into VCH.

JY, me, YY

JY, YY, PH (the dancer), SL

(Picture from the-other-JY)

ATP's 2009 First Celebration

13 Jan 2009 @ Chin Huat Steamboat Novena
'Xmas-Happy New Year-Jan Birthday-CNY-Valentine Day-Feb Birthday' REUNION DINNER
(The effect of recession and economic downturn is absolutely clear from this reunion dinner. Due to budget constrain, we have to "cum" multiple events together and celebrate once only.)

Classical Chocolate from Four Leaves

Jan Birthday: SZ, L, ML, ZR. Feb Birthday: R

To protect the privacy of birthday (****) boy, content of the card is intentionally blur.

What is so shocking on SZ's card?

ZR & SZ + Choc mashmellow


Girls in Black ML & R

ATP - 5 girls

ATP - 5 guys

Clockwise from top: JY, TK, H, R, ML

Parental guidance needed. 小孩子不要模仿，阿姨有练过.

Cause: eat & eat...

Effect: You'll need priority seat like CS.

Belated Picture Post

Did I vaguely remember I said I will post picture of my birthday celebration, gatherings, etc. Sound really distance huh? Yea, as promised, I shan't 欠过年.

2008-Series

05 Nov 2008 @ Azabu Sabo Marina Square
Jia Yee's Birthday Celebration

(*clap clap*) Welcome ATP (Absent without MC: L)

Excellent illustration of 貌合神离

JB, TK, H, CS (L missing)

Oh! look whose birthday

Me & ZR, who always disturb SZ with this action.

The "culprit" of many blur photos. She "hahahahah~" while taking photos.

26 Nov 2008 @ TopOne KTV Bugis
Just to satisfy the urge to roar~

Just to illustrate the smoke. Special appearance: SZ (enjoying herself singing her opening song)

From left: TK, JY, H, SZ, ZR, ML

独居动物

嗨！那个谁。
也是独居动物吧？
也是在人山人海中独居吗？
偶尔也想变成群居动物吧？
可怎么办？走不出？还是不想走出？

气馁吧？
小小的种种累积着，却希望不要再期望。
然后，重复着。

了解吧？

得到再多的赞赏，却希望能更好一点。

再一点点，一点就好。

也是吧？
阳光明媚的太阳，照射着灿烂的脸庞，
却希望身后的漆黑一样灿烂。

嗨！那个谁。
懂吧？认同吧？是这样吧？
所以独居动物并不孤独吧。

Trojan - Dark Knight

Recently, my laboratory equipment computer caught a trojan*. (I've some idea who might have infect the computer, but no point mentioning here.)
That computer does not has antivirus, or rather, the antivirus is outdated.
It didn't cost me any lost, and my home computer can remove the trojan. But it is still irritating to scan for virus everytime I want to use my thumbdrive and scary to delete trojan everytime, never know when the trojan deletion will wipe out all the hard earn data (*touch wood*). It is in school computer, so it might just spread very easily. Do take note ya.

Anyway, here's what I've found out.

Name
"Dark Knight", or "Knight Disk".

Syptom
The driver/thumbdrive icon in My Computer become a 4-colours shield, instead of the normal rectangular box icon.
Window Task Manager shows an application "Disk Knight" and "Knight.exe".

What harm?
It automatically install itself to any hard drives, C drive, Thumbdrives etc. In fact it is a antivirus itself, to protect computer from autorun virus, but, it install itself in any drives uncontrollably, making it spread, and hence undesirable. It does not have major harm to the computer, but it will continue spreading. If your computer has an antivirus that manage to detect it, your antivirus might stop you from opening the thumbdrive.

What to do?
If your computer has an antivirus that prompt you to remove it, it is safe to delete the trojan. (Disclaimer: At least for me! I delete and my thumbdrive work fine, no info lost. I shall not be responsible for any data lost.)
For more info on how to remove, you can check out this website http://the11throck.wordpress.com/2008/01/14/remove-viruses-that-use-autorun/


*Trojan: A program that appears legitimate, but performs some illicit activity when it is run. It may be used to locate password information or make the system more vulnerable to future entry or simply destroy programs or data on the hard disk. A Trojan is similar to a virus, except that it does not replicate itself. It stays in the computer doing its damage or allowing somebody from a remote site to take control of the computer. Trojans often sneak in attached to a free game or other utility. (From: www.answers.com)

2009

I wanna say....

HUAT AH!

Celeb? Console?

I assume blogging tonight will reflect the closest and most immediate feelings.

I told mama in the evening, if I get good results, I'll eat a piece of bakgua to celebrate, otherwise, if I get bad results, I'll eat a piece of bakgua to console myself.

In the end, I had a piece of bakgua before the results are release, cos I was afraid that eating that oily unhealthy stuff too late at night might get myself indigestion.

When the midnight clock strike, I was in the midst of watching movie from Takuya Kimura, the most exciting section of the movie. That kind of lightened the mood of anticipation.

An when I see my result... oh well... thank god another sem passed. Quoting from TK, 无惊无险. Bakgua for Celeb or Console? For me to reflect. But anyway, I had my bakgua already.

Dust

Finally did something useful on a sunny lazy saturday.

Finally...
cleared my desk
filed my dusty notes
washed my bag
wiped my mini hi-fi
packed my cupboard

oh well... all in all... clearing dust.
One less item to do before 2008 comes to an end.

Coming to...

Yo yo!
(*ok. I tried to make that sound energetic, but I deemed I failed*).

I am tired ok!
(*now. that's a frank exclaim. I welcome anyone who don't believe to come see my swollen eyes*)

So, coming to what?
(*which one do you wanna know?*)

ok... a couple of things. Factually, 2008 is coming to... an end.
(*you means it is?! omg! I didnt realise that! I hardly remember I spent time living in 2008. but anyway... what else?*)

Following the end of 2008, signified that final year sem1 is coming to... an end, and it is the beginning of final year final sem.
(*OMG! that's one big shock! I didnt know I was that OLD! I always thought I was born in year 2000! gosh!*)

And FYP is also coming to... an end.
(*go away liar! dont bluff! it is coming to an end only in your DREAM! I am darn busy and freaking out over it k! if yours come to an end, come do mine. I can pay you. eh... how bout 5000 per hour? S$?! Indonesia Rupiah la!*)

And me... I am coming to... a mental state of bizarreness. Multiple unsound nights of weird dreams.
(*oh well... enough of blabbering. now go sleep!*)

有谁能够告诉我

。。。

A Series of Weird Dreams

(Warning very long fictitious post)

As the title suggest, this post is about my long series of weird dreams, which began, umm, very long ago. Too interesting to not blog. Here's snapshots of them. (not in chronological order)

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1976 Tonnes

I was a volunteer in some ulu part of China. Working in an organisation to help poor villagers shave sheep's wool. According to the dream, maintaining a sheep will cost US$40 per year, but our organisation only charge US$4 per year per sheep. In the beginning of the dream, I was shaving a sheep for an old uncle. I was an expert in it! And the setting of the place... A BIG BIG indoor court with a BIG electronic scoreboard showing the number of tonnes of sheep's wool collected. At the glance of it, showing 1976 tonnes. Oh, the sheep's wool collected will be used to make cloth/clothes, income to aid running of the organisation and help the needy!

(I am so philanthropic even in my dream.)

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Soyabean Cookies

WB was the teacher-of-the-day teaching us (me, SZ, etc) how to make soyabean cookies. And he himself is unsure of how much eggs/ flour to put. Did I mention I don't really know WB well.

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Fire - Illusion?

It was nighttime, I was in a carpark staircase, running up and down and cant find the exit. At last, I saw a door leading to LT. But when I was at the LT door, I saw 2 girls with a shocked face looking into the LT. I was so scared I ran off. And then, I went to the roof of the carpark and saw a lady walking towards a car. My hope! I ran over and ask her to give me a lift away from this scary place. She ignored me. Until I wave frantically over her, she gave me an acknowledgement. And she asked what I was doing there. I told her I was trapped, and suddenly saw the staircase I came out from was on fire. BIG fire! I asked the lady to go as there was a huge fire, but she look and say there is no fire. Is that my illusion? Is she real?

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故宫的厕所

I was at 台湾故宫 with my parents. But this museum did not look like it actually is. It looked like a run down chinese style coffee shop. I was looking for toilet, found it, but there were many many kids running around in the toilet. Argh! I need the the toilet.

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Hair+Swimming+CNY

First I had my hair cut and rebonded, then I was on a boat to and met my JC senior on the way. Then I was in a swimming pool swimming. Wah! I became very good in swimming. And the next thing, the toilet is so crowded that there is no room to swim. Alot of uncles around in the swimming pool. Then people start to leave the pool as it is too crowded. That left room for me to continue swimming. And suddenly, there is no more water in the pool, and rows and rows of chairs appeared in the dried pool. Many aunties and uncles were seated. So, me and my mum went to ask one of the aunty what was the event. She angrily show us the notice. It was a CNY AngBao Collection for Low Income Senior Citizens, so she was angry that me, who was not poor and old, want to get angbao too. All this while, me and mama were in swim suits and all wet!

(This must be a nightmare from SZ. Rebonded/Cut hair + Swimming + CNY. oh no~)

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无求便是得

希望。 渴望。 欲望。

望，因为遥远，因为不拥有。

那就追吧，哪怕遥不可及。

人可是因梦想才伟大的啊！

可是累吗？

可是得到什么？可是失去什么？

那就无求吧！

哪怕摊开的手掌只捧着空气。

Busy still

Exam ended. But hectics can't seems to bear to leave me.

Hmm... this exam... I think I've to reflect a little on myself. Alot of things not right. Something must be not right. That's on my part though, 自己的问题. Studying in school this time round spark quite a few light moments, spiced up with ample number of jokes. That's the good part, nothing to do with me.

Has been so held up, that I didn't post for very long. I'll post my birthday celebration photos, gathering pictures, some other time. Oh! Yesterday is a fun one. Laugh so much that I've muscle ache, mouth very tired and sore throat today. Shall update more together with the pictures next time.

Well so much for a quick update. Busy still... I foresee a never-before "Dec holiday". May the force be with me!

22

22.

Indulgence of coffee & tea after 24 days of abstinence.

Luxury of 2 movies on Ch5.

Wishes from many.

Divergence from notes. Now, I need to do something about this.

You are the World

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

(Well, this don't sound like me, but I do hope what it describe is true.)

3 weeks 4 weeks

3 weeks since my previous post.

"No coffee no tea no milk no dairy product no spicy no oily no fried food, but you can eat yoghurt, and sleep earlier."

I've been living on the advice doc gave since, ok, accept for the sleep earlier part.
There's so much to do. And so much procrastination. Difficult.

The first one week of "no coffee" really torture me. Flu, with withdrawal syndrome of headache is a killer. Anyway. I've decided to break my hard earn routine of no coffee soon. Exam coming, I cant afford to keep falling asleep while studying.

Recently, alot happened. Interviews, quiz, projects, tutorials, programming... People got stressed and tensed, people come and go, people I see, people I don't get to see, people talk, people don't talk. Hmm... anyway... it will get better.

That's all for now. More updates when I've time (and inspiration).

Sick... Again

Sick... again.

Yea, I am sick again. Not sick of someone/something, but myself falling sick.

As far as my deteriorating memory can recall, this is the second time in 6 weeks.

4th - 5th week of semester, I was horribly down with ColdVirus.2008.ver1.0. I can still remember vividly myself sticking a coiled up tissue into both my nostrils, eyes watery and struggling to open, and typing my report while trying to do tutorials and project.

9th-10th week of semester, here I am, down with ColdVirus.2008.ver1.1. Well, this time I went to see doctor on the 3rd day of ignition. I'm on the road to recovery... again.

Maybe purely coincident, maybe not. I've been on poor health this semester. Remember not-so-long-ago, before the semester even start, I was food poisoned, twice. One month of living with "gentle-on-the-stomach-food". Plus the two weeks of food deprived after wisdom tooth removal. Perhaps my immune system has happily declared holiday, and still on holiday.

Please~ don't let me down. I need you to come back. I promise I'll triple the pay & double the benefits. Plus another 6months bonus? Sponsored holiday, sponsored transportation, sponsored accommodation, sponsored housing, sponsored meals...

Now! Take it or leave it! I SAY COME BACK FROM YOUR DARN HOLIDAY!!!

A Pride Engineer

I don't understand.
Someone who dislike what he/she learn.
Someone who dislike what he/she tried.
Someone who believe that the unknown will be much better.

I don't know in the past.
Or did I simply don't realise.
I take pride in who I am.