Quick Bits

Was actually dozing off 30min ago, feeling really tired. But thought that I should do a quick update here after reading my friend's blog.

I am still in a state of transition. Trying hard to absorb and remember. There is too much to learn, too much to experience, and simply too much sometimes. That explains the "Lost-ness" I am (still) in.

This morning met SZ on our way to work, and evening met up with H and CS. Before we knew it, we are already talking about our work, and about things uncommon in each others lives. That's just life perhaps.

Seems like my posts are getting negative... No worries friends! JY is perfectly alright (or al-left even).

On the lighter note... CS-friend brought us (me, H and CS) to a restaurant in Little India just now. One of the first encounter in such restaurant. The food are quite nice, and very much affordable. HAHA, although the combination of us are abit weird, but it was enjoyable. Heard that the guys went for a drink after that... but old lady here is too tired and need to return home to rest. (muahahhahha)

ok... old lady is really sleepy le. zzzzZzZzZZZZzZzZzZzZZzZZzZZZzZZZZZ

I Wanna Say

有很多话想说。

但是，对谁说？怎么说？

紊乱的思绪不想去理会。

越理会越乱吗？

还是，不想理？不会理？

理清的思绪清楚得难过。

那就让它乱吧。

反正，无所谓。没关系。

乱得累了，应该会遗忘。

我想要说的，哽在胸口。

打乱的字句，不见天日。

明天的秒针，还要跳动。

2nd week?

This is the 2nd week from the start of IA. Feeling tired and sleepy, from waking up early, from travelling, and also from working. Currently praying hard that I can cope with whatever that comes.

Apart from job, I'm missing my days in schools... more than I expected. The simple days in school where we just mug like book worms, and chat during lunch break, and chatting all day long. Student life is so simple.

I dunnoe how many times I had mentioned this, but human beings (like me) only learn after going through the hard way.

下一次

失去了，才懂得珍惜。越靠近，越看不见。越想说，越说不出。

告诉自己下一次一定改，但下一次还有下一次，每个下一次都不是最后一次。

是不是不会再有下一次？下一次，会不会还像这次？这一次，会不会太晚？

The Past One Week

Just some randoms bout the past one week:

Industrial Attachment
I begin my 22+1 weeks long of Industrial Attachment, that is one week earlier than most other people. I am glad I survived through the first week, even though I am constantly overwhelmed with information and new things. (note... all are in present tense. haha). And I am glad I started early, cos that allows me to meet some of the senior batch IA students there. They really helps alot in my adaption period. And of cos, helps me to be less lonely.
Now, even before the official start of IA (which is 9th July 2007), I am already visualizing the end of it. hahha! There's one song which I would like to sing.... "I'm a survivor, I'm a survivor, I will survive, keep on surviving~~~".

28/03 Meet Up
That is a better than expected turn-up. When we only expect it to be a 4-persons gathering, it turn out to be 8-persons. Had a good time updating each other of our current status. Basically just a chatting session.

AHS Chinese Drama 翔鹰 2007 (08 July 2007, 3pm)
Answering the call of Andrew, me, SL, mousey and SM went to support his performance. And this might possibly be Andrew's 告别作. Abit 可惜 if this is really gonna be the last, but good things always have an end. I believe the 永恒的美好记忆 will stay. Anyway, the show is good, and I enjoyed. One of the few time I watch as a 100%-audience, without the need to worry about other stuff like photographing. But the even more 印象深刻 scene was not from the drama, but 含泪的眼睛, 心血的感动和不舍. If that's the last, it's a good one. Congrats le.

100th Post -- Blogging

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(Fireworks + Applause + Drumming)

Celebrating the 100th post in this blog. I never thought I ll come this far.

I was reading one of my friend's post on blogging, why he did not blog, and why the blogging-project always suffer from pre-mature death. Same here, this blog has been existing for very long (I can't remember when it was set up), but I didnt post, and nobody realise of its existence. Even myself, I forgot of this blog.

"nothing to blog", "nobody will read", "no time", are just some of the excuses overused. Until about half a year ago, motivated by friends, I started blogging. Now that I look back, it was not as difficult as I thought. Need not blog of fantastic or huge events, just some thoughts and feelings, or little things in life worth mentioning.

Like what I saw in my friend's blog post, "what if you have just one thing to say?" What if that one thing is so important that your entire blog has only one post? What if you bothers to update whenever you have a new understanding of that issue?

Ok... Ending this post here... cos i dont want to clutter my 100th post with other random stuff.

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Post IA-Briefing Chinatown K-session

Event: Post-IA-Briefing Activities (KTV plus TK's present giving ceremony & chinatown walk walk session)
Date: 05 July 2007
Venue: KBox @ Chinatown
Time: 1200 to 2000
Attendance: JY, SZ, ZR, TK, JB, H

Yeah~ Today we had a quite 无聊 IA briefing session. But I was quite excited and looking forwards to today... reason being I ll be off from work, and also meeting up with ATP and KTV session.

So after the wu-liao session, we had lunch at Canteen B. Not a big problem since we will not be eating in school for the next 6months. And also because can save money (BUDGET BUDGET!). After finishing our food... me presented (very belated) birthday cards to CS and TK. And also TK's b'day present. (to TK: The flower is sooooo suitable for you! eh~ remember to display it and look at it often. sooo nice lo!)

At Chinatown

Arriving at chinatown, we started to walk around in search of a 传说中的 Ten Dollar KTV. Finally, we decided that we will not take the risk of trying out an unknown place. In the process, as usual, we side tracked. We saw the newly opened 佛牙寺 and decided to take a look in there. The place is soooooo nice... and blinking with GOLD. I can feel the dollar sign surrounding me. And everything is so untouchable and fragile to me. Somehow, I feel that a temple (or any religion place) no need to be like that. Using alot of money to build is not what gods and buddhas want. 虔诚 is definitely more important that the outer look. An unapproachable expensive and manificent temple wont make me any better person inside. (ok... sorry... long side track)

Back to K-session

Here are some features of today's K-session:

• Me & SZ getting more and more horrible 暧昧关系. We sang ALOT of Duets. 今天你要嫁给我，爱的主旋律，选择，如果的事，是你决定我的伤心. And before singing, we ll always ask... "你要唱女的还是男的?" OH NO~~~~~~~
• Alot of chickens got killed. With many of us feeling uncomfy-throat and tired, we still tried to achieve many Mission Impossible Songs, and as expected, we kill chicken (aka 杀鸡). 善哉，善哉.
• H and ZR sang alot more!!... under the influential power of dean and vice-dean. They had no choice. ahahhhaha!
• Songlist infested with OLDIES. Like we were having 怀旧之夜. OH NO~ sign of getting old???

K-Instructor of the day: TK

• Student 1-- H. Learning objective: How to hold mic properly. Learning outcome: Successful. Instructor fee: $50!!! (expensive hor? No discount or sale??? GST hike ar??)
• Student 2--JY. Learning objective: How to sing high-notes using head voice. Learning outcome: still in process learning, no time to practice yet. Instructor fee: Unknown.
• Part-time student-- SZ. Learning objective: Not laughing while singing
• Part-time student-- ZR. Learning objective: Dont be shy training
  (Both in process. SZ case seem uncurable.)

Upcoming projects:

ATP are planning on a gathering about one month later, after we had our first pay. More details to be given then. In the mean time, wish all members of ATP have a good and exciting IA.

Grumbles

Warning: Read At Your Own Risk! Not-Interesting-At-All-Grumbles

This saturday (just passed), and sunday (now) are the last 2 days before my IA start... so how is it well-spent??? ROAR~ Not the way I want (which is laze around at home doing nothing). I ended up being free labour for parents... "the carpenter's helper" at factory. ROAR~

But just now met up with Andrew and YY. Nothing much, just to chat and catch up abit. (That's what holidays are for right?? Catch up with old friends and 聊天). Gonna welcome them back into 学生生涯 now, after 2years of 精忠报国.

And the feeling of old-ness kept surrounding me, especially this "holiday". Suddenly the phrase "Year 3 liao leh!!!" kept popping out in conversations.
WH and I went... "OH MY GOD!! We are year 3 liao leh!!!"
and Andrew went... "Wah... Year 3 le... mmm... year3 liao leh"

Grr~ I know I am year 3 la... no need to keep reminding me. Making me feel real old. And the thought that very soon I cannot get student-meal/ student-price/ student-offer really starts to freak me out (OK! not really the offer that matters ok... is the student-identity I am talking about)...

ROAR~ nevermind. Enough of my grumbling. GRRR~~~ I ll get myself something better to do.

(See?! Toldya... NOT interesting at all post)