Strawberries Attack

This place is OMG-ly full of strawberries merchandise. JYing finally got hold of her strawberries muffler. Post pic when i m back.

Greetings from Cameron Highlands

At e lobby waiting for check in now.. cold here.. and feeling nua nua. JYing s feeling sleepy le!

Life is Wonderful

Was listening to Jason Mraz's Life is Wonderful this morning... try and catch the lyrics, really meaningful.

无聊的坚持

常常坚持一些无聊的坚持
顽固也罢，执著也罢，奇怪也罢。
I know.

Two Dozen

Thanks for all the wishes. Yup, I will be happy always.

Took leave and spent 2 days staying at home... nothing fanciful, sleep in late, watch TV, tidy up my room... 感觉很实在.

桃花行

林黛玉又一诗 - 桃花行。非常呼应葬花词，可是没有葬花词那么广为人知。七十回出现的这首诗特别之处在于没有太多渲染。像二十七回宝玉听了葬花词后就怔得发呆。可是这回众人说这是好诗，宝玉看了便知道这出自黛玉之笔，并不称赞就暗自滚下泪。宝琴（宝钗的妹妹）说这是她写的，可是宝玉说有此哀音只有黛玉。

第七十回 林黛玉重建桃花社 史湘云偶添柳絮词

桃花帘外东风软，桃花帘内晨妆懒。
帘外桃花帘内人，人与桃花隔不远。
东风有意揭帘栊，花欲窥人帘不卷。
桃花帘外开仍旧，帘中人比桃花瘦。
花解怜人花亦愁，隔帘消息风吹透。
风透帘栊花满庭，庭前春色倍伤情。
闲苔院落门空掩，斜日栏杆人自凭。
凭栏人向东风泣，茜裙偷傍桃花立。
桃花桃叶乱纷纷，花绽新红叶凝碧。
雾裹烟封一万株，烘楼照壁红模糊。
天机烧破鸳鸯锦，春酣欲醒移珊枕。
侍女金盆进水来，香泉影蘸胭脂冷！
胭脂鲜艳何相类，花之颜色人之泪。
若将人泪比桃花，泪自长流花自媚。
泪眼观花泪易干，泪干春尽花憔悴。
憔悴花遮憔悴人，花飞人倦易黄昏。
一声杜宇春归尽，寂寞帘栊空月痕！

我不孤独

谁说我在孤军作战？
I still have my shadow with me.

复杂

因为很复杂，所以选择抽离。
请原谅我，如果一步一步远去。
因为很复杂，所以选择抽离。
请原谅我，如果字字句句吞去。
因为很复杂，所以选择抽离。
请原谅我，如果简单了这复杂。
请原谅我，如果没有请你原谅我。

Coordinate

Just ended one week of coordination. Coordinated 4 lunchs & 2 dinners, drinks and taxi. Ha.

I can't stop myself but to post these. Really nice.

Jason Mraz - Song For A Friend

Jason Mraz - Plane

There's a acoustic version of Plane also very nice, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RsuwRPtn7TY&feature=related

Nice MVs

蔡依林 - 无言以对

郑秀文 - 不要惊动爱情

Hebe 田馥甄 - 寂寞寂寞就好

好了歌

红楼梦第一回，甄士隐听到跛足道人唱的好了歌。

世人都曉神仙好　唯有功名忘不了
古今將相在何方　荒塚一堆草沒了
世人都曉神仙好　只有金銀忘不了
終朝只恨聚無多　及到多時眼閉了
世人都曉神仙好　只有嬌妻忘不了
君生日日說恩情　君死又隨人去了
世人都曉神仙好　只有兒孫忘不了
癡心父母古來多　孝順子孫誰見了

葬花词

二十七回黛玉葬花，红楼梦中级著名的一回，葬花词更是受到很高的艺术评价。

花谢花飞花满天，红消香断有谁怜？
游丝软系飘春榭，落絮轻沾扑绣帘。
闺中女儿惜春暮，愁绪满怀无释处，
手把花锄出绣闺，忍踏落花来复去。
柳丝榆荚自芳菲，不管桃飘与李飞。
桃李明年能再发，明年闺中知有谁？
三月香巢已垒成，梁间燕子太无情！
明年花发虽可啄，却不道人去梁空巢也倾。
一年三百六十日，风刀霜剑严相逼，
明媚鲜妍能几时，一朝飘泊难寻觅。
花开易见落难寻，阶前闷杀葬花人，
独倚花锄泪暗洒，洒上空枝见血痕。
杜鹃无语正黄昏，荷锄归去掩重门。
青灯照壁人初睡，冷雨敲窗被未温。
怪奴底事倍伤神，半为怜春半恼春：
怜春忽至恼忽去，至又无言去不闻。
昨宵庭外悲歌发，知是花魂与鸟魂？
花魂鸟魂总难留，鸟自无言花自羞。
愿奴胁下生双翼，随花飞到天尽头。
天尽头，何处有香丘？
未若锦囊收艳骨，一抔净土掩风流。
质本洁来还洁去，强于污淖陷渠沟。
尔今死去侬收葬，未卜侬身何日丧？
侬今葬花人笑痴，他年葬侬知是谁？
试看春残花渐落，便是红颜老死时。
一朝春尽红颜老，花落人亡两不知！

从写景，写人，以春拟人，以花拟人，最后花人都亡。曹雪芹是厉害的咯！很少普上现代曲，凤飞飞有一首，改编了词，可是还蛮好听的。

红豆词

真真希望早点认识这些词，和有心人为这些词谱的曲。今天红豆词打头阵。

红豆词/相思词（红楼梦中这首词没有名，是后人起的吧）
滴不尽相思血泪拋紅豆，开不完春柳春花滿画楼，睡不稳纱窗风雨黃昏后，忘不了新愁与旧愁，咽不下玉粒金莼噎滿喉，照不见菱花镜里形容瘦。展不开的眉頭，捱不明的更漏。呀！恰便似遮不住的青山隱隱，流不断的绿水悠悠。

有人说，有空可以试着解这词，以己浅见，大概意思如下。
要知道这词的意思就要知道词从何而来。这是宝玉二十八回和薛蟠一群人喝酒时唱的。在二十八回之前的几回，宝玉多次与黛玉吵架/拌嘴/起冲突却还没有解释和解（前面有黛玉吃闭门羹，葬花，黛玉不理宝玉，宝玉又不理黛玉的）。所以喝酒作词时，宝玉想的都是黛玉。

滴不尽相思血泪拋紅豆（红豆，也叫相思豆，这里也指眼泪），开不完春柳春花滿画楼（当时应该是春天，黛玉葬花后，想起那情景），睡不稳纱窗风雨黃昏后（还没和解哪里睡得好），忘不了新愁与旧愁（吵架很多次，而且黛玉常常会想起宝钗而吃醋），咽不下玉粒金莼噎滿喉（玉粒指好米，金莼指美味佳肴），照不见菱花镜里形容瘦（菱花镜是古代铜镜，镜子里看不见黛玉吧。红楼梦中，很多时候“形容”不是describe，而指“形态、容貌”。黛玉是瘦瘦的）。展不开的眉頭，捱不明的更漏（更漏是古代报时的。愁眉苦展等不到天明）。呀！恰便似遮不住的青山隱隱，流不断的绿水悠悠（描绘思念）。

梁文福谱曲的红豆词，后面是他添上去的。

红楼梦

闷闷的日子，书中的词句反萦绕。也想“赤条条来去无牵挂”。

第二十二回（听曲文宝玉悟禅机）

巧者劳而智者忧，无能者无所求，饱食而遨游，凡若不系之舟

菩提本非树，明镜亦非台，本来无一物，何处染尘埃？

你证我证，心证意证。
是无有证，斯可云证。
无可云证，是立足境。
无立足境，是方干净。

PE

Heard of this super apt analogy yesterday. I think so too.
Really a bad day today. Got all wet from the morning rain. Then got shoot... once again.
Way to go... SGW

看不见

惨白、冷汗、皱眉、屈身。
头痛 once again, a little nausea
昏昏沉沉的样子
希望没人看得见

Helix & SG Flyer

29 June, went to Helix & SG Flyer myself. Tourist J for a day.

@ KL

12-13 June @ KL M'sia with SL, PF, JYing.

Stayed at Mid Valley area. A little like Orchard, many hotels and shopping malls there, all linked up by underpass. We got lost quite a few times.

@ Petronas Twin Towers.

能者多劳

能者多劳
劳者多死
勇敢的请上前
反应快的请出列
能者，谢了。

Mask

人们常说，人们常带着面具示人。
微笑吧，人儿。

Picture from: http://www.flickr.com/photos/nodx2/1224040959/

筋斗云

那白眼 在心中 乘坐上 筋斗云 翻越了 十万八千里

feeling...

feeling like ...

特色

今天有人问我，“有没有人说你有大众脸？”
是哦, 好像蛮常的。有时会听到，“你有点像那个谁谁谁”，“我好像见过你”。
拜托，阿宅是呆在家里的，没出门，怎么见过我？
大众脸，简单来说，就是没特色。
就是那种，见过，却记不起。没见过，又好像在哪见过。
你也见过我吗？

Last Week. New Week

Last week was pretty grumpy. All sorts of nonsense. 有够闷的.
Take a deep breath. Take a long sleep. Take a good break.
It's a new week. Forward shall be.

叹

无能为力的时候，是不是只能叹气
听不见的呐喊，是不是只能叹气
是放弃吗
还是释放一点不愿意
继续走下去

Addictive

Everyday - Buddy Holly


忆苦思甜 - 黄耀明


作伴 - 田广润创作

Energy

寻觅。。。逝去的能量

Ultra Ulcer

Got a Ultra Ulcer on my tongue last Thurs-Sun.

At its max, it span a horrifying 5mm, it is painful even to talk and drink water/ swallow saliva, not to say eat/ chew food. Friday it was so pain, my colleague suggest me to speed up the healing and put some salt (*BAD MOVE*). 伤口上撒盐是痛的咯! 痛到~~~ I got fever after putting salt on the Ultra Ulcer. Yes, 原来 pain really can trigger fever. First time I seen doctor for Ulcer, first time I realise I can take pain killer to ease an Ulcer pain, first time I need to put local anaesthesia on an Ulcer before meal. Over the weekend, I full time drink 凉茶 & eat watermelon.

Finally the Ultra Ulcer is under control already, like 1mm now.

想起了

最近聊天聊了很多，老了吧。过去，那么远，那么近。

想起小学的 Science card and badges, young zoologist, botanist 的。
想起 JC 的 PE lesson。
想起老师的坚持和热忱。
想起 NTU 的 discussion room。

Good Friday

02 Apr 2010, Good Friday, another day of high calories. Had lunch at TM, then sat in BK to rest and have a drink, then Robertson Quay for dinner, then another drink, ... sleepy~~~

Adventurous night I must say. Not as bad as I thought. Thanks JYing & SL. According to YY, is an engineer, a student & a teacher. I say, we are 3 pandas.

Clockwise from left: me, JYing, SM, PF, YY, PH, SL.

April Fool Joke

My phone 脑进水.

April fool joke of the day, my phone dropped into my bowl of soup during lunch. Maybe just me being paranoid, but I think it still smell like 伊面汤.

The phone abit sot now, the on/off button don't work, can only remove & put in battery, to off/ on it.

zombie

Didnt know I can be so sleepy. Drop dead in the train and overshot that day. So so glad that this week has passed. Had a good afternoon of chat at alumni gathering, then a good long nap. Zombie came to live! Yeah!

Weekend

Another weekend...
Woke up super early at 5am and spent a rainy saturday at Lower Seletar. Fun, though sleepy.
And a calorie filled sunday with SL & JYing. Happy birthday girl... Cya soon.
I am already looking forward to next weekend.

Sleep zzzZZZ

I wanna sleep.
I need sleep.
I wanna sleep so that I can bury it all.
I need more sleep so that I can bury more.
And yes, I am gonna sleep now.

Beijing 2010

Second time in Beijing, cold this time.

Snow? or Ice?

Bird nest that you cant eat.

Water Cube, or maybe Ice Cube.

Great Wall. Great!
Wall's chocolate ice cream with sugar powder? It's -6degC

Stronger

Stronger, I need to be.
Grumble, suan le ba.
Sleep, bury off I shall.
Tomorrow, another day.

最佳不受欢迎

现实啊 现实
你好像不太受欢迎
你要学会梳妆打扮啊
漂亮的示人可是你的责任

Tiger

新年快乐
情人节快乐

2010

经历了，放下了
告别了那个她
新的你，加油啊

Independence Day

习惯，依赖
侵蚀感触的心
击垮独立的躯壳
捍卫，也挣扎

看

世界是眼睛看到的。。。可怜了。

不说了

没有说的话，有人听见吗?

有些事，吞了吧。

有些话，不说了。

my Foot

Yesterday went to collect my foot's X-ray film. Everything is under control! No fracture etc. So I will just need to keep observing and don't over strain the foot for a period of time.

Some other things are not so under control though. I think I should hide myself.
Anyway, next week going to be a busy week I guess. Gotta recharge myself well this weekend. May the Force be with Me.

Complicated Feelings

Yesterday is the first time I enjoyed attending wedding dinner, with some unbelieveable feeling.
It's 老板 & 老板娘's wedding, first among my JC/uni friends to get married. Here's wishing 老板 & 老板娘 百年好合 永结同心.

Lao Ban's into another phase in life... And I am still feeling like a kid... how?! This is also a week of 吃很饱, many meals of unhealthy lunch and dinner, which I limped my way to attend. 每一餐的感觉都不一样. Very complicated...

坚持

有一种东西叫坚持。很可恶的东西。

Limping

Argh~ I think I 反应迟钝 already.
Yesterday morning woke up with a pain in the foot. I don't even know when I got the sprain/injury/whatever. But that foot, should be an old injury, which I also don't know when I got it. Just know that it always come and go, sometimes when I accidentally overstretch that muscle.
A tiny swell now. Pain pain de.

World Peace

New Year 2010

Wah! So fast, it is 2010. In the past 201-something only appear in Sci-fic, now it is today! OMG-ly amazing.

Yeah! Happy New Year to all. May 2010 be fruitful & joyful, good health, happiness, prosperity (and progress for our nation!).

Some random thought in the last few days of 2009, and first few days of 2010... eh, random really...

- 不为五斗米折腰. I don't live to eat.
- Channel energy to where it is worthwhile.
- More than meets the eye.
- Alone may not equal to lonely.
- This is home truly, where I know I must be...