ROAR!!!!!!

I wanna RRRRRROOOOOOAAAAAAAARRRRRR~

Now is 12:33am. I know "most" mankind should be sleeping now... but I am no normal mankind! I am "girl-unkind"... or if you wanna say.... "woman-unkind". Why do I still have to be deprived of my holiday entertainment and MY-lifestyle?

Why does Parents and Nagging always come in a package? ok... I am pretty immune to nagging and scolding and whatever you call it. But excessive really can get me irritated sometimes... (like my evil bro says).

And I must also agree... (my fault I know)... I do get over obsessive sometimes. Obsessiveness seems like a double edged sword to me. It can take up all my time and soul, engulf me, blind me of other things, but it can also make me excel in things I am really passionate about (at least in some areas I believe).

But that's not the point... Now is my holiday! I haven really rested for a long time. Whole-heartedly do want I want to do. Why do I need to be nagged by a himself-never-grow-up-old-man-gonnabe?

And this strike me once again... How am I going to cope with staying home in coming sem(s)? I have been relatively free in sch for the past sems. HOW???!!!

I know I know.... parents do all these for my own good. they care, that's why. and I should cherish all these. I KNOW.

Pardon me... Just let me Roar for the time being. Let me ROAR inside, let me roar within, like I have always did. I ll be fine in awhile time. No worries... just wanna type abit and release the Roary-feelings. I ll be fine. I ll be happy home and smiley soon. And I ll get over my obsession pretty soon too. I hope.

~~~~~~RRRRRRROOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRR~~~~~~~