Christmas Eve

To all people
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
May all your wishes come true. Enjoy and best years ahead.

REAL HOLIDAY!!!

The start of real holiday~! so happy, so enjoyable, so nice, so lazy, so my-style! hahaha... today..(or maybe yesterday) is the real start of my holiday!!! the jiayee's style holiday, laze at home, sleep like nobody's business, and watch dvd and tv, and ignore all other ppl, do things that i like, roar as i want. ahahaha! so happy~~~.

cos the past few days have been going out, with my roomie, and with my friends. showing roomie around, and mesmerising her with the food around my place... muahahah!!! she is soooo enticed by carrot cake (aka cai tou kui). haha.

oh~ it's rainy season now, real cold, and sometimes unpredictable weather too. people out there please take care of yourself, remember to eat well and sleep well. dun tired out. especially those already sick de... (hmpf, you should know who you are... the one with stomach flu and big hole in the mouth, and the one who vomitted and headache... ).

oh and also send my season greeting here. hope everyone enjoyed and still enjoying their holiday, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Freedom~ (plus Useful Softwares)

YEAH! finally my holiday arrived! REAL holiday! so happy.

oh, today is my last day of work. i have been working since 1st Dec, right after exam on 30Nov. so basically i din rest until now. BUT! tml i ll wake early to do a tidy up of the entire house still, because my roomie is coming over to stay for a couple of days! haha.

bout my work today, i cultivate super-patience in myself. download and do system scan of virus and spyware for my boss's computer (which did not do window update, no antivirus, no spyware removal, no firewall update, and is bugs infested). the most horrid part is the internet connection... is a 52kbps that is downloading at 2kb/s. can u imagine? to download a 11Mb, i waited for 1 and half hours! in the end, AVG failed to install because of the "already-existing" spyware. and i have to download even more things to clear the bugs and worms and trogan. when everything is finally done after lightyears of waiting and 花儿也谢了. me finally run a scan... incomplete scan due to time constrain already dig out 133 infected files. my god. that computer is 中毒很深. hmm... shall not grumble bout the comp anymore...

but i have a 深切的感慨... people, if you all still didn't have a strong and up-to-date antivirus and spyware removal... please~ go get one quick. is it important ok! dun wait till problem arise then panick. and if some people out there are lost... here's some that you can use...

Useful softwares:
avast! antivirus... www.avast.com (i use this one... good and easy to use)
AVG... www.grisoft.com (my bro use this... and they have a spyware removal too! my bro highly recommend AVG)
Spybot... www.spybot.com (spyware remover that is free.. easy to use.. average grade)
Lavasoft... www.lavasoft.com (adware remover.. easy to use too)
Trendmicro housecall... www.trendmicro.com (available free online virus scan. but limited capability in deleting/repairing the virus)
for more program can search from www.download.com alot of things there.

yup, that's all i think of now... abit sleepy liaoz.. enjoy!

Birth Date Quiz

saw this on my fren's blog, so when to try out. it is "What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?"... so here's what Nov 8 supposed to be:

"You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single.Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you!Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time.Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 3You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month. "

hahah~ just for fun.. me oso dun believe.

here's the link if you wanna try
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanforyourlovelifequiz/

Joke of the Year?!

wah~ counting down again~ 4 more days to end of work!!! haha!
anyway... I am gonna share a joke today... my evil demon bro say it's not joke of the day/week/month/year... it is joke of the decade. what duh?! how can say me like that.?!

my office now only have me, my supervisor and the cleaner aunty that comes during afternoon to clean up the place (the rest on leave). and last fri, when i came back from the washroom, i overheard their conversation... they speak in cantonese, but me understand... haha...they say... "Jia Yee 很乖 hor"..."Hai-lor hai-lor. 看她样子就知道，静静的，很乖的."... and they continue... saying how good a girl i am. today, they repeated that again. hahah!!! i am right there, and they say... "jia yee is very good girl"... "can see her mum must dotes her very much. so lovable hor~?" and she turn to me and ask..."jia yee ar... ur mum loves u alot hor?"... me feel sooo... so... 心虚. hahah!!! ok... my mum loves me la.. but... hmm... hahah...never mind. yea...

and so i narrated the "story" to my evil bro, he laugh and laugh and say..."WHAT?! These people are NUTTERS... did they know what they are saying???"... and he say this is real funny.
FUNNY MEH??!!! 我不乖 meh?! hahahhah!!!!

yeah~ finally added hitcounter and shoutbox

Yeah! congrats me!
programming idiot like me finally managed to add a shoutbox/tag and hit counter in my blog. somehow i cant access the user friendly version of layout editer from blogger, have to edit the code myself.. ROAR~ nvm... now add le. i think super little ppl will come though.. haha... i can count with my 10fingers. hahah!!!
that's all folks!

which am i?

mousey sent this to me... and i thought certain points are quite accurate... see wad it say bout me...

Nov... Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

haha... wad do you think??? any correct description of me?? (*shall not clutter the main page with the other month's description... shall post them in comment... look for yourself!*)

Tarot card

saw this on tata's OD.... here s my result...

You are The Wheel of Fortune
Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success
The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

Take test at http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot

Killing Braincells

ROAR!!!! i m killing more of my braincells now. Translation is soooo difficult ar!
me felt exploited lo! where got people hire "admin-cum-receptionist" to do translation de? should pay more lo! very TOUGH job leh... make my hair drop and braincell pops (bursting that is). ROAR!
but there's always the good side to everything, time spent pondering over the terms passby quicker. very soon... it is home sweet home time. haha.

ENDURE~ Thee shall. i can see rays of light shining upon me on 15dec, when i have money to spend for the remaining of the holiday. i can sleep like nobody business once and again. muahahhahah!!!!! @@ forward ar... 向前看 & 向钱看. for them two, thee shall endure! hahahh! yesh de... very fast... 8 more working days only.
oh~ share with u all something "interesting"...
when is the last time u all use a Window 98 computer that runs at 64MB Ram and harddisk space of 9GB and having to open a ulu chinese software to read chinese words??? cant remember???! me too! but my ulu company now uses that!
Oh My 天! i cannot imagine how they stand that kinda speed. juz using it for one day typing word doc already frusfrate me... let alone surfing net... and they use 56k pacific net... grrr~~~ (@_@)U. so scary. that s why i dun even wanna try using that to do my subject registration. i intend to let my bro help me in the end. hm... the ironical part?! they use a rather new and good HP printer... so dotz right... get a good and new printer... but a darn lao-ya lok-kok computer... diaoz... dunnoe what they thinking de. hahha! everybody... let us thank for the blessing that heaven befalls on us... that we dun have to use that computer for Mathematica or C-programming. (*pray pray*).

back to the subject registration, the system is so screwed up.. they say CBE yr2 are to register on 05dec 1130, but then, somehow few of us have to register today 04dec 1200, unknowingly, we missed the time, and were frantically trying to register whatever we need in the LAST minute. ROAR! hopefully the rest of them can successfully register for the tut-group and lab-group. and i have assigned my demon bro the utmost important task of helping me do any registration tml (if necessary). hopefully everything goes smoothly. (*pray pray*). Yesh de. Pray darn hard. and ATPs out there, if u see "JiaYee" log on to msn tml... that's my bro... PLEASE~~~ help him along... he's darn blur de.. dun wan me to end up in some strange tut group with weird people. hahha... 拜托了!

1st day of work

yesterday was my first day of work... and i am already counting down to end of work. hahah! 1 down, 9 to go!!! looking forwards to 15dec le! then the real holiday shall start. muahahhah!!!

it ended up very similar job as my previous admin job. i sit right in front of the main door, as a receptionist. then, answer incoming phone call..."Good morning. XXX Automation.....i transfer your call... a moment pls." and i need to do phone-calling too... then job that i hated most... grr~ "good afternoon! XXX automation...may i speak to YYY pls? i would like to do a follow up on our quotation send on XX/YY/2006... .....blah blah blah" So irritating... feel like slamming the phone.
and somehow.. again.. i m being exploited as the admin-cum-receptionist to become Translater.. i got translation job to do again.. the 1st on is on vetting through the Eng-to-Chi translation done. to check if all are correctly done.. guess the topic???? hahahh~ the proposal is about "Municipal Waste-To-Energy. Using Biomass energy and Organic Rankine Cycle" My GOD! is like thermo-cum-environmental mgt modules. read and read... about the benefits of using biomass energy converting system... and how the organic rankine cycle is useful and efficient. soooo familiar. and indeed i learn alot more. anyway... the boss say the english version is written in America... and the chinese translation by china ppl... but! the english is HORRID... must be written by an engineer... no language 可言. imagine he write... "...considering the environmental side".... "side"..... so dotz... environmental aspect/issue all sounds better lo! side... dotz... "we have solid foundation" dotz... solid... so... so... ah beng sound-alike. but the chinese translation also abit pengz de... "Work Process" become "工作程序"...isnt it "运作程序" better? haiz... but hor... cannot complain too much... cos my next task on list is to do one whole eng-chi translation on monday.. die le... later super horrid..
should pay me more right... translation should pay more lo... not "admin" neither is it "reception" job leh! grumble grumble...
nevermind... better than calling... and i m already looking forward to 15dec le... last day of work... the real holiday shall start.

and today... i sooo powerful.. really sleep till "my bro thought i m dead"... i slept from 3am to
7pm!!! night time... till he wake me for dinner. my god... i m so powerful! hahhaha!

JiaYee's Award 2006

Yeah!!!! Today is independent day... celebrating the day we gain freedom once again (*temporary though*)
Last paper... Ch3003 Chemical Thermodynamic mark the end of Year2 Sem1. 30th Nov 2006, 11:45am i (we) walked out of the COLD~ hall C.... relief and free~.... Last paper done!!!! yeah!

To conclude this sem... i shall give out a few awards to certain people... for being special this semester. Not that the rest are not important, but in certain period of time, there are bound to be people that play a more significant role, and less in other time... so before the mediacorp 红星大奖 starts, the 嘉仪大奖 (or 讲..haha) shall go first. here it goes.

(format as follows....
Award ------ Awardee ------
reason)

Best MSN ChatMate: Slackie--Chiu Seng
midnight chat on msn till 5am in the morning, and an active participant of shuzheng-jiayee's sister-talk. also has weird sleeping habits like me, study till dawn and sleep till the sun is above the head. always on msn to talk crap... sooo 实至名归!!

Best LectureMate: Crazie--Shu Zheng--Panda dean
lecture partner throughout the semester. always beside to let me disturb and gossip. haha... started the shuzheng-jiayee's sister-talk and conference. protect me from certain orange-highlighter... make me sooo 感动! thanks girl!

Best Helpline & Sii-Fuu: Farnie--Tata Kuan--He-Who-Get-One-More-Mark-Than-Me
The origin and sii-fuu (师傅) of cold-aura... under his 细心教导 和 循循善诱, i acquired the ultimate cold-aura power... thanks for nagging and bearing with my "hello~ 我是嘉仪，我有问题!!!"... always a phone call away to solutions! thank you thank you.

Best LabReport-Support-Group: ATP--All Types of Professors
Always around to help with lab report... without them... i might have chew up all my lab report already... special thanks to the excel-kings and bookworm coli.

Best Tolerant: Roomie--Fin
able to tolerate one whole semester of lame joke, constant "roarings", weird sleeping habits and other funny behavoirs. note that previous recipent of this award includes weiling (ex-roomie). and the ultimate lifettime holder of the award by my evil bro. 16years of torture, and yet still alive and kicking... that is POWERFUL! hahha

Best Manufacturer: Papa & Mama
a must-thank in all award ceremony... they definitely deserve an award. Produced the Limited-Edition Poh-Siblings in the year 1986 and 1990 respectively... the first product being the better one (obviously!). After service and maintenance is superb!!!

These are the special awards (me dun wanna be 长气 and go on and on like old-grand-mama).. last but not least, thanks to all, whether or not you are mentioned..

Enjoy your holiday to the fullest!

Meaningful

to those people that have enough of my laming and cold-jokes... here's something meaningful...

from the best sheep in the world... he said he learnt this, and he wanna share with me... and i thought that i should post this. here it goes...

Every yesterday is already a dream
Every tomorrow is only a vision
But every today well lived makes every yesterday a dream of happiness
and every tomorrow a vision of hope

Few words, but a lifetime to learn.

Hot Bath~ Best Companion

Introducing my Hall Life Best Companion---(*druming*)---
HOT BATH!

when i say hot bath... it is REALLY HOT... not warm... is HOT... so hot your fingers cannot tahan the heat.
My hall life has negligible entertainment... apart from the laptop (which is my only contact with the outside world... )... Bathing become my favourite past time. HAHAHAH!!!

I had a real bad headache just now... feeling more discomfort than usual headache... after resting... i conclude lying down itself dun help... i need a HOT SHOWER.. so there i go... hoping that the heat can curb the cracking head.

I stood under the intense HOT water... that came gushing down on my tensed up neck and shoulder. RELIEF~~~ the feeling is sooooo GOOD~
and so i thought maybe a little massage can help too... my right hand reach out and massage my left shoulder... Argh! hot! my fingers couldnt stand the heat... then my left hand... both retract in the end to let the water do the job. at this moment, i realise the bathroom became really blur~ and misty~. MY GOD! the water was That HOT! I half-cooked myself!! finally.... i came back... with a satisfied soul... what can i say... hot hot bath in NTU never let me down. POWERFUL heater that always relief the tensed shoulder.

Super-Hot-bath -->
-Increase Heat Transfer
-Dilate the Blood Vessels
-Relief the Tensed-Neck&Shoulder
-Curb the Cracking Head
-Physical Cleansing that Remove Impurities
-Refresh the Senses
-Favourite PastTime
-BEST COMPANION!
(*Clap Clap Clap*)
(Wah i think i have potential to be advertisement script writer. hahah!)

In a Grumpy Mood

Well I am in a grumpy mood since i came back into this room after drowning-fluids exam.. maybe is the lighting, the only light source is my table lamp (and a little from the window).... the rest of the room is gloomy (and infested with mozzie i think)... just bear with me... let me grumble and whine abit... i promise i ll make it short k! (*finger crossed*)

Grumble 1: Letter to the mozzies!
I know i have been into the mozzie thing alot these days... BUT.... not enough! here s letter to the mozzies.

Dearest mozzie,
Hi mozzie, I am jiayee, your food source here. I have a little request regarding your meals.
As a real kind hearted soul, I sincerely dun mind donating a little of my precious blood as your sumptious meals (i know i am sweet... muahahha). but the itchiness is irritating... can you feed properly next time, and make sure you dun drool all over my skin... all the dunnoe-what-secretion from you make me real itchy. hmpf~~~
And, more IMPORTANTLY!! can you pleaaassseee STOP feeding on my sole??? maybe you didnt take biology, but human sole has the thickest skin in the entire body. cutting thru that thick skin can spoil your razor! DUMB! and... i m sure there are better blood elsewhere... like the hands or legs... not the sole please. you dunnoe how horrible it feels when you have a itchy sole... but wear shoe and cannot scratch. even if can scratch, it gets more and more itchy, together with alittle painfulness. PLEASE STOP THIS!!! ROAR!
And that s all i wanna say. Seek your coorperation and understanding. Any inconvenience is utmost apologised.
Yours sincerely
Jia Yee

Grumble 2: Conversation of Michael-Stomacher and Brain-Pitt Part 2
After many days of quarrelling...
Michael-Stomacher and Brain-Pitt just came back from an after-fluid-paper-meal at canteenA. Michael-Stomacher finally had a VERY FULL lunch... fishball-noodles... with volumous amount of noodle. So much that Michael-Stomacher cant finish. here s there conversation...

Michael-Stomacher: SOOOOO FULL~~~~ the aunty mad le! gimme sooo much noodle... she thought i infinite capacity de! CRAZY! now i feel so uncomfy.
Brain-Pitt: OH! Still dare to say! now i feel darn drowsy... all you fault! all the Blood goes to you... and you dare to complain somemore... you din finish your noodle lo! throw away so much!!!! BAD KARMA!
Michael-Stomacher: Eh~ i eat is for your sake lo! i dun eat, you where got energy to think of World Peace~~?! you think i like to eat alot meh! have to work very hard leh!!!
Brain-Pitt: EH~? for me!?! i dun think so ba! you always say..."I Live to EAT!" greedy-noisy-spastic-stomach says it's for my sake! i puke! good-for-nothing but make noise.. aunty give too little tofu you complain, too much noodle you complain, hungry complain, full also must complain. ROAR! shall Ignore you... me go shut-down and rest le.!
Michael-Stomacher: ....... (*one person say everything... i ve no more 台词了*)

ok~ done with it... did i say i ll keep it short? hohoho... k... me sleepy le. no more energy to grumble... so shall end here.

Mozziology

That night, cold and quiet, with the humid air that soften even the coldest and hardest fluids notes (to become as nuan~ as toilet paper, the soft kind). The 3 musketeers gather at NIE. The three, has secluded themselves for many days, hopeing that the evil night never comes. But... here comes the day.... what has to come, has to come... none of them can escape.

"All for one, and one for ALL". And then... it all begins...

The strongest of them all, RenJian, begins his night of BLOODSHED~ Together, he brought his formidable shield--Mozzie Repellent.
The weakest of the three, Lamie, got attacked yet and again, feeling defenceless~ Still, she has her last resort--Nothing-Compare-Cream... aka 无比膏!
The not-so-strong-and-weak, RongZheng, was too desensitised, tired of all the killings and fighting, he choose to sit and watch the brave RenJian protect us all.

For our victory~ For renjian gege~

(*below is the picture of our victory. the gruesome photo may cause discomfort in some individuals*)

These are just part of them, another few are at another table. The white cream are Insect-Repellent, idea of the evil 2 RJ & RZ, to suffocate the dying mozzies.

oh my god!

Oh My God!!!
Now is 4:16AM... why am i blogging at this hour? good question~ because a real funny/horrid/kua-zhang thing happened!
I AM HUNGRY~
yesh~ i am real hungry now, hungry, but don't feel like eating. so here's the psychological vs. physical battle... my body is lack of glucose and ATPs, but the brain refuse to eat. here's their conversation...

Michael-Stomacher says: ARGH~ I want FOOD!!!!

Brain-Pitt says: Dun want lah! you very pig leh~ so late already, gonna sleep soon le, eat now later indigestion. fall asleep wont feel the hunger le.. maybe can dream of a feast! muahahha~

Michael-Stomacher says: You idiot ar!? tell lies will have BAD karma de~ and you think so easy to dream of what you want ar? dream tonight saved for exam questions de, hopefully dream of the answers as well!! kkkekekeke!!

Brain-Pitt says: Spastic! never seen a more spastic stomach than you... think of food all day! can you pleassssse upgrade yourself, be more interllectual and class like me... think of the past, the present and the future, think of how to create "World-Peace~".

Michael-Stomacher says: EH~?! Who is the spastic one lo! I am STOMACH leh, dun think of food think of what???!!! and i repeat... I want FOOD~ no food no ATPs no pyruvate no acetyl-coA and you'll die~ dun even need to think of world peace.

Brain-Pitt says: grumble grumble... make noise all the time... RoAr! purposedly DUN eat~ lallalal~~~ dun eat dun eat~ see you how la~ hahahhah!!!

Michael-Stomacher says: WHEY~~~~

BUT.... that's not the main point
Main point is, my unhappy-stomach is making so much noise, or can call it a concert-band-performance. So loud and high, that it is disturbing my asleep-roomie!
(*she's a light-sleeper though, hmm...am i trying to defend myself the "noise" isnt "that" loud?*)

half of exam done

Yeah, half of the examination for this sem is over. (i wonder should i be happy bout that, another 3 more papers to agonise over... and there goes my roomie, over and done with exam and off to vivocity to shop. roar~~~).

So far, HS803 Comparative society, CH2007 Computational methods for chemical engineering, and Ch2005 Biomolecular engineering II are done! shihlingling is real kind, her paper is so "user-friendly", finished it in 1hour.
hmmppf... make me angry talking about computing. sunshine had joined the evil force, he is no longer sunshine. set some difficult and sure-not-enough-time-to-do qns. ROAR! error here and there. and some spastic mistake i dun even know why i made them. tata is right, "as spastic as jiayee".
and bio! i dun even know why i bother to sleep this morning, went to bed at 5am (note is not a typo error, 5AM), and couldnt sleep, the oxaloacetate and acetyl-coA and lipid protein glucose just couldnt stop oscillating in my brain (brain has lots of protein and use large amount of glucose and ATPs, so you can understand, they are yi4 huo3 de). 7am, my phone rang, someone msg me goodluck for exam, and i barely slept yet. and 7.30am, declare time to wake up. i bathed, drank my ginseng-infested-concentrated-drink and stuffed 3 cheese-buns into my mouth. yesh, i stuffed, just to make such my stomach dont have orchestra performance in the midst of my bio paper. guessed like 1/4 of the answers. haiz... at least now it's over.

came back just now and had a 2 hours nap. the weather is soooo good~. if not for the urban planning paper tml, i would have slept more. but cannot le! so much more to go!!! and why am i still here typing? roar~ (*fly off*)

I WANT SLEEP

it has been shown scientifically human beings are animal with some basic instinct and innate drives that we cannot run away from. this friend of mine is craving for chicken soup... thinking of it since the beginning of the week till sunday morning 4am, waiting for sun to shine, and soup to come. Me? i cant think of any food that i crave for now... all i can think of is... SLEEP. Yesh~

I want sleep... I need sleep... I desire sleep....
I want to sleep
Alot alot alot of sleep
Sleep like it's nobody's business
Sleep without setting alarm clock
Sleep till I am too tired of sleeping
Sleep till the sun rise and set
Sleep till my bro think I'm dead
I want to sleep

ROAR~ can u feel how badly i want to sleep? how badly i want to enjoy one of the best and beloved joy of my life? the kind of sleep that you know you are totally relax. nothing waiting for you to rush when you open your eyes. laze on the bed like you are a worm squirmming there. laze there watching the clock tick, watching it pass 2pm.. thinking of the "lunch" you wanna eat when you wake up..later. and confused over the choice of food. haiz... in conclusion, i want to sleep.

exam inspiration

Yesterday night, or should i say this morning, yea, i came up with this short short paragraph of "article" (too short to be considered one). here it goes...

把心灵填满，在空的世界也不会感到空虚，因为心中没有容得下寂寞的位子。空空的心，再多的声音也不会赶走午夜的寂静。路是自己的，再蜿蜒，再曲折，都要自己走下去，因为世界不会为你停留，你也不能停留在自己的世界。身边的过路人，只能给予暂时的鼓励，剩下的只有自己了。走下去的勇气，来自填满的心灵。自信的心，我握在手里。平淡的心，我放在心里。风大雨大，我漫步风雨。

Abit lame, but never mind. not exactly in a Arty~ mood for good writing (was studying computing at that time, so you can understand kinda mood i m in..) shall improve after the exam!

Battle of Bairstow & ATPs

today is the 10th Nov, u might be thinking that all the ATPs must be mugging for the coming battle with AMPs. but no~ we have a more immediate enemy, Bairstow!

yesterday, ATPs clarified with prof kyu bout what he requires for our mathematica assignment 4 qns5. unfortunately, we got the most unwanted answer---Bairstow! ROAR~ nightmare.
"So many profs, put your brains together, i m sure u all will be able to come up with Bairstow".

maybe i m too engrossed with mathematica nowadays, that me respond system become lagging, i only came up with respond hours later. but it s ok, next time he wan us to do some problem... i shall tell him this.

"Sorry sir! that's not my specialisation. I only specialised in telling lame jokes, my field of study is "Lameology"- highly specialised, not many people study it. development of the air-conditioning system is highly suspected to be a result of lameology."

Dean shall continue..."yesh de~ i specialise in Panda Stare, Laughing, and saying Hi~ & Bye~ so important in HR-skill and building rapport with the profs".

Yesh de... you might be wondering what the other s specialisation are... let me tell ya.

Tata specialises in Hiding-Behind-The-Yellow-Rubbish-Bin. and you might be thinking what use is there? This is a highly IMPORTANT skill, to take cover from all potential enemies, putting oneself in the most strategic location and hence most advantageous position. He can see you, but you cant see him!!!

Bunnie specialises in eating Buns, and influencing others to eat Bun, an addiction to bun can be so powerful. Imagine you are addicted to buns and suddenly came the day without bun! oh no~~ oh! almost miss this out, he "might be" capable of a breakthru in human technology---Turning into a CANDYFLOSS. more info of this research project, pls approach dean and Bunnie.

Slackie specialises in sleeping and dozing in class. Have you realise many students fall asleep in class? yesh de, that s becos of him, spreading the virus that all fall aslp, then, he will have less competitors. What a highly intelligent way of excelling!

Skinnie need no introduction, she specialises in becoming skinnie, eat more~ and yet skinnie. Combine with the swift-as-thunder-cold-stare. Oh~mighty.

Last but not least Suppie. He specialises in making bookworm coli. the coliform that is capable of searching thru all the book/internet/journal/bedsheet/table/cupboard... ANYWHERE! watch out, one is right beside yoU! another new research program is... the stalk-shield. crucial in protecting the members of council with his invincible shield in time of need.
Yesh de~ Prof, programming is not our forte. but if you get too bored, feel free to approach me for a lame joke.

"Sir! your mathematica very lame leh! always use MatrixForm and TABLEform... very tired wor, no CHAIRS how to sit?!"

20th Birthday~ Thank you all my friends!

Thank you! Thank you everyone~
Yesh de~ today is my 20th Birthday~~ 2nd bday in NTU spent mugging.
old le old le... no longer a kid. hahah~~

ok... where should i start?? ok, yesterday, "eve" of my bday, a friend of mine insisted to buy me a cake, hmm... i didnt want want him to waste money... so i said no~! like i said, he insisted, so he bought it. he said i din know the importance of my bday. (Really, i appreciated all the effort he put in) But then again, to me, bday is juz another day. I am glad enough juz to receive wishings and greetings from friends. moral of the story is....

真心的祝福，一句就够了. 谢谢

Oh! and today!! my dear panda dean (and her equally lame subordinateS)... after scheming and planning for dunnoe-how-long... yup they came up with the idea to celebrate bday for me!
sob sobz... so previledged to be the first one in ATP to have bday celebrated. I shall be the start, more to come definitely. yesh de yesh de... initialization usually takes some mutated species to start the ball rolling. hahah~

oh, and all the while, dean says she will be soooo busy, cos she need to get really BIG box for my present. (*hmm... so what if she cant find BIG box?*) she say she ll get small boxes (small elementary units) and integrate them together. wow~ only good engineers can think of that! (*so how is she gonna get it delivered to sch?*) oh! the carry-man is always there to do the delivery... yesh~ so nice of her... 感动到~~

finally is the day, dean was assigned the task of buying me cake (an American Cheese Cake! nice tasty delicious cake...), and she got me a red-box-present, (inside is 蔡淳佳 CD!!! ~~~看过了日出，等到了晴天，~~等一个晴天~~我们会再相见~~lalalal~~) and also a bday card... shall not commend on the things they wrote... anyway, nobody will understand what u all are wrting except ourselves.... haha... dear ppl out there~ u ll need excellent mathematica and C programming skill to understand that... decode, encode, and decode again, shift enter shift enter.... hahahahha!!!!

okok... no more crapping... (*serious serious*) I m real touched, 真的很感动 (*wah! got chinese subtitle somemore, juz incase some people wanna read the chinese/english translation*). though i never show it by a few drops of tears... but... really hen gan dong! (*maybe late into the night i might look at the card and start sobbing and then smudge all the words..... hahah~*) Perhaps i m too used to keeping my emotions to myself, that i have difficulties expressing them... sometimes, yea, juz sometimes.

last but not least! Thanks again for all the 祝福. i ll keep them well~ till the next bday. haha. Hopefully i can get Alot alot alot of A+. haha! yesh~ rest of the wishes ... hmm.. let me think of it first. i m not greedy de.

Ok! some picture taken juz now... Oh, today all of us wear WHITE! all of us~ haha..
Special thanks to chiuseng for the pictures!!! (*Clap clap*)

All of us!! thank you thank you~

ATP

Rankine Division

4 future Tai Tais, lead by TTTT

Special appearance: Visiting Scholars

My red-box-present

Came back room after, and saw my roomie sleeping... all dark... and a present and card on my table... guess what she gimme?? 7 bars of Mentos!!! haha... so nice of her~ I feel soooo fortunate! Thanks fin~! (we took this photo, so that she can send to her parents back at vietnam. Uncle aunty, no worry, your daughter have an abit-crazy-but-very-nice-roommate!)

Prelude

waayyyy before my bday, dear sl, jy and pf already gimme instalment of present le. and today, specially send me the rest of the balance. (and escort me back to bench) hahah~~~ thanks!!

Wrote this during lecture

It was the last lecture of Urban Planning, and i was real ZzZ-ed (Super sleepy that is). then i wrote this "poem"...

我累了。。。

慢慢感觉你的重量
慢慢感觉你不受控制
慢慢失去你的信任
慢慢输给了时间
输给了你

Yesh de~ can see the meaning inside?? if you use mathematica program, code "FullSimplified"... you ll get this output:

"Heavy Eyelids"

Muahahah~~~ yesh de... what a nice way to express my sleepiness.

The Alphabets

Once i receive such a sms from one of my fren. It goes like this...

"A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z.
The person who invented the alphabets must be a genius, but he made a serious message of putting U and I so far apart."

Very sweet message right. But sometime later, i realise a even sweeter part, when i made some typo error when typing.

"The person who invented the keyboard must have realise the mistake, that's why he place U and I side by side."

How sweet of him(or her).

Nag & nag

Nag at my evil bro again juz now. hopefully this time he ll heed my advice. I had already pass him my 毕生的功力，"嘉仪考试秘籍" the rest is up to him le.
maybe it is not his fault afterall. i think i really spoil market for him, that my papa mama thought that things are meant to be this way, "azuming" this and that, and take things for granted. Is my fault, i spoilt them. make life too easy for them. that they have a peaceful and problem-free parenthood. now that my bro give them a tinny winny problem, they imagine he is incorrigible and horrible.
all the best evil bro~ may the force and knowledge be with you!

my personality test

done a super loooong personality test, this time i m more honest with my feelings. here s the result, hmm... accuracy subjected to individual view.

http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=KTObNcYGVeioSbY-KE-ACAAD-f7b8&u=3bf7fd4812c7

let me know if u think the decriptions are accurate ba~

same sentiment

read one of my friend's blog juz now. and really feel 感同身受. suddenly feel... i also don't know how to put it, feel abit happy that at least some people out there have the same feeling as me. and yet sad at the same time that another person is living unhappily.
Does that means i m a unhappy person? hmm... partly true and partly false. (u can use partial differential to see the relationship) i have always been grateful for having a roof over me, food to eat, water to drink (and bath and wash hands blah blah), and blankets to cover, good parents and a good-but-not-so-good-brother. but sometimes, i juz feel that internally i am not a happy person, at least not as happy as i should be, or appear to be.
whenever i want to abandon everything and juz be myself, there will be something inside me that ask me to do the other way. the invisible stress that i constantly exert on myself, for don't know what reason. i think i am juz plain spastic.

坚强的人事幸福的，假装坚强的人是可悲的。但是自己选择假装坚强的人更可悲。
就像笑容是快乐的，但是强颜欢笑是难过的。

don't think i never tried. i had. but i failed.

不断地反省为什么这么辛苦，把包袱卸下，天空会更蔚蓝，空气更清新。

也许坚强和潇洒只是用来掩饰内心的懦弱和不安。
一大桶的冷笑话，也许只是对世界的冷眼旁观，对内心的冷嘲热讽。

hmm... yah, today i finally posted something meaningful after n-light years. or perhaps is the first one that i ever posted... but then again...who cares.

Shall end here.

my long forgotten blog...

wow~ I found my long forgotten blog!
really donkey light years passed since i last posted (or even come across here). anyway, it is coming to an end for my year2 sem1 already. that means i am growing older again!! talking bout that, i ll be saying byebye to my 19s, in less than 2 week time, i ll be 20. oh no~~~~~ old!!! and i can forsee myself aging real soon. how? how? how??

What duh

Grrrr~ What has the world become???
such that the only thing i can say is dotz dotz dotz....
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BUT
Nevermind. who cares anyway.... cos papa mama always tell us to mind our own business.
so... i just want to be motivated... shall not care bout other things...

dotzyphilic

Happy Chinese New Year ... Welcome the year of Doggy!

Welcome to the year of Doggy! today s 2nd day of CNY, guess everyone should be happily doing home visits and collecting the long await angbaos. good for everyone. as for me, i ve been stoning at home for the pass few days, watching numerous movies on tv and vcds. now? i m TRYING hard to do material science tutorial no.3, wad a hard time. and i hardly progressed. haiz....
OK! new year resolution once again! To become a real mugger and bookworm. study like crazy and excel! yeah! i shall work hard towards my goal. though it look so faraway and un-attainable. haha. but i can do it! xiang1 xin4 jiu4 ke2 yi3, bu4 xiang1 xin4 jiu4 bu4 ke2 yi3.

Year1 Sem2 Starts!!!

First day of Year1 Sem2 in NTU!!!
here i m in my hall printing my endless and overwhelming lecture notes!! i look forward to my new term... and i look forward to myself growing more and more like a bookworm. =)
anyway, i was really motivated and encouraged yesterday after reading and listening to AndyLau 's online diary and journal. if u are interested you can also read it in www.andylau.com this is his online portal that he set up few years back, since then he has been posting his diary every few days, and once in a blue moon his journal, which is voice recorded. now.. why m i so motivated?? ok... i admit i ve been living in my own world ever since uni life... so i only realise andy is injured after reading his diary... even so... he said..."i can still take it..." compared to him, i feel so insignificant... anyway... i m motivated...! and that s good! especially for a new term.

and bout my first day... it started off well.... but somehow half way thru my only lecture today... i suddenly started to feel itchiness in e eyes, and then nose... and then my eyes started to tears and nose blocked... and i sneeze and feel cold and shivery...and haiz.... i lose concentration...
BUT after the lecture... i scurry out of the lecture theatre and there my nose is unblocked!! wala! haha... had some hot coffee... now i m ok!

Ready to study very very hard for the new semester!

My trip to Pulau Ubin

this photo is taken on my cycling trip to Pulau Ubin.
Maybe u didnt know where is pulau ubin, pulau is malay word for island, and pulau ubin is an offshore island at the north east side of tiny singapore. it s a great place to cycle... and feed mosquitoes... haha... it has both the smooth cycling track and the muddy rocky trail for everyone to cycle and trekking......i went there with 2 other of my friends after my exam.. a fine monday, cloudy n windy... had a good time cycling up the steep steep slopes... haha. and this is just one of the slope that i ve conquered. i thought that the black-&-white feeling of this photo is great. wad do ya think?

New Year, new post!

so long since i last posted anything here, cos i thought nobody would ever come across this abandoned blog. but now that i know someone out there may come here, i shall post something. haha.
today is (hopefully) a new start, first day of 2006, the 2nd n a half hour of the new year, i shall put down my new year wish. i hope for good health n happiness for my family n myself. of course, it will be good if i ve some extra money to spare, some sucess to spice up my life. but good health n happiness is definitely the first thing i hope for.
for myself... my resolution for the year is to study hard, mug like i never mug before, and fill my degree audit with A+. 相信就可以，不相信就不可以。that s something that one of my friend remind me of, if i "believe i can do it, i can. if i dun believe, then i ll never be able to do it.."
yup! so if i believe i can... then i can... even if i m good, i can be better... i shall strive to fill my result with A+. haha.
dun think any of my fren would come across this blog, but i shall let my thank for all of them "float" in this cyber space... Thank You all my friends, hmm, without them, maybe i dun have the driving force to do many things.
i use to think that i can live in the whole alone, without friends, now i still think so, just that i ll be much less happy, much less happiness, much more frowns. and now that i m in university, i learnt to cherish the people and things around me. to all my jc friends, i miss them... and i hope we can be frens for many many years to come. maybe i didnt tell u, but i really cherish u.
May all your wishes come true for the New year... 2006 be a great year ahead...