My Hall

Hohoho~

ever wonder how my hall looks like??? the mystery shall be uncovered today! Lets see how untidy it can get!

This is MY table! One of the only 4 pieces of furniture i have (Table, Chair, Cupboard, Bed). Without fail, anyone that comes to my room will comment that i have messy table. and they will compare it with my roomie. "I can see that your roomie is neater than you". What the?? This is called tidyness-in-the-mess. I know where are all my things ok! and i care for my books! i put them horizontally so that there pages will not become crumpled.

This is what my prof had done to me. Look at the mess of notes! Roar~ horrible! and if u can scrutinize it enough, u ll see that those are Diffusion and Random walk notes... ARGH~

After a night battling with Unit Ops, this is what i ve got on my table. mess of eraser rubbing and short segments of my hair. grrr~~~~ horrid

Hoho~ this is MY MUG! Very cute, got this bear on it and says Merry Christmas. I bought it especially for Hall. the brownish content--- my NTU best buddy--- COFFEE! and is specifically Nescafe-3-in-1-Regular.

Add Oil!

The semester is nearing the end, and this is the time where people need to add oil the most.

加油 (jia1 you2): literally means to add oil. In places like Taiwan, it means to refill petrol in vehicles. But very commonly, 加油 is used as encouragement, to means continue striving and working hard (coincide with to "to burn midnight oil", oil for burning and energy for working). It is also used in cheering.

A 无聊 inspiration while mugging for quiz last night... got it illustrated using Paint.

To all my friends who need a little encouragement:

加油加油，JYJY，嘉仪祝加油！And I only use No cholestrol, No trans-fat, Omega 3 & 6 Enriched Canola Oil and Olive Oil. Healthy living starts from OIL!

Mass-undergarment-stealing

Oh My 天! what has the world become??? there are so many weird and mad people all around the place.

few days ago, my hall has "mass-undergarment-stealing". Somehow, all the undergarment hung outside of room to dry are stolen. When i say "all", i means along the corridor, from different room and different people. (hahah~ not mine though, i didnt do laundry on that day. and i never leave my laundry unattended).

and then, when i read the newapaper today (which i haven been doing for a long long time). there is a crazy man that goes around spikking Old~cabby Kopi-O and molest them while they are unconscious. when i look at the paper, i have a (*O*)!!! look... A man, molesting other men, and men at their 50s to 60s. Grrr~~~~ what is wrong with him????!!!!

really 善哉善哉 lo! Not only the polar ice cap are melting, not only the El Nino and flood and drought, PEOPLE are getting more and more strange.

Home Comp: Get well soon

I still cannot understand how come there are so many nothing-better-to-do-nonsense-rubbish-horrible-people out there, make viruses and trojans to make others suffer? WHY!???? Tell me!!!

Somehow, i also dunnoe how, my home comp caught virus (Win32 Agent or AELUPSVC.DLL). The computer starts to restart out of nowhere. Apparently, this is a POWERFUL one, because it terminate all sorts of antivirus software. Whenever, the antivirus trys to remove it, the comp restart. NO CHANCE at all! access is denied to the root file, and i juz cant remove it. Until finally, a software claims that it can remove it, it is removed, but the comp crashed. somehow, a software problem become a hardware problem. The comp couldnt even reboot. And that means that the only chance of reinstalling window will not work also.

My sick bro, (apparently had passed on his virus to the comp, both of them are sick) try all means to saviour the comp... until this morning, he managed to reinstalled it... but as the chinese saying goes 好景不长在. after all the tedious work of installing back all the drivers and configurations, and seem like everything is gonna be ok~..... lightning struck and thunder road again.... in the midst of downloading Window service pack 2.... the comp restarted again!!!! WHY~~~~!!! why do this to us!? ROAR~

I really have no idea what to do....
and i want to re-emphasize, 无聊 people who creates viruses and malware WILL get their retribution.... someday, somehow, they will pay for all the suffering they caused others. 只是时机未到.

My Mental Age

Somehow brought up about this mental age test with CS that day. I did this test a few years back, when i was in my JC years... that time, i m 47 years old!!!! supposedly i will be 50years old now... When i did it again this time, i m 43! ROAR~ old!!! Here's my result:

您的精神年齡43歲 與您實際年齡差23歲
幼稚度24％
成熟度64％
老化度53％

(English)
Your mental age is 43 years old, 23 years difference from your actual age
Childishness 24%
Maturity 64%
Degree of Aging 53%

From: http://hk.geocities.com/ringo_rainbow/age.htm

So old~~~

Horoscope

Saw something real funny on http://ahaoreporter.blogspot.com/ and decide that i shall copy it over here.

白羊座妈妈经常叮嘱羊羊： "穿裙子时不可以荡秋千；不然，会被小男生看到里面的小内裤！"
有一天，羊羊高兴地对妈妈说： "今天我和小明比赛荡秋千，我赢了！"
妈妈生气地说："不是告诉过你吗？穿裙子时不要荡秋千！ "
羊羊骄傲地说："可是我好聪明哦！我把里面的小内裤脱掉了，这样他就看不到我的小内裤了！ "
（勇敢直率、敢做敢为的白羊）

金牛座卖瓜小贩： "快来吃西瓜，不甜不要钱！"
饥渴的牛牛：" 哇！太好了，老板，来个不甜的！"
（持家、想出轨又顾全自己的金牛）

双子座妈妈叫双双起床： "快点起来！公鸡都叫好几遍了！"
双双说： " 公鸡叫和我有什么关系？我又不是母鸡！"
（自我意识强烈、自行思维的双子）

巨蟹座公车上，蟹蟹说："今晚我要和妈妈睡！"
妈妈问道："你将来娶了媳妇也和妈妈睡阿？ "
蟹蟹不假思索：" 嗯！ "
妈妈又问："那你媳妇怎么办？"
蟹蟹想了半天，说： " 好办，让她跟爸爸睡！"
妈妈："！＠＃＄％︿＆＊???!! " 再看爸爸，已经热泪盈眶啦！
（恋母情结、依恋的巨蟹）

狮子座狮狮去参加奶奶的寿宴。到了吃寿包的时候，狮狮问： "我们为什么要吃这种像屁股的寿包？"
众人听了脸色大变。接著狮狮拨开寿包，看看里面的豆沙，说： "奶奶，快看！里面还有大便！ "
众人晕的晕，吐的吐。
（以自我感受、不怕旁人眼光的骄傲的狮子）

处女座处处对肚脐很好奇，就问爸爸。爸爸把脐带连著胎儿与母体的道理简单地讲了一下，说：" 婴儿离开母体之后，医生把脐带减断，并打了一个结，後来就成了肚脐。 "
处处： "那医生为什么不打个蝴蝶结？ "
（好奇心强又追求完美的处女）

天秤座父亲对天天说： "今天不要上学了，昨晚．．．你妈给你生了两个弟弟。你给老师说一下就行了。"
天天却回答： "爸爸，我只说生了一个；另一个，我想留著下星期不想上时再说！"
（聪明、权衡利弊的天平）

天蠍座蠍蠍刚睡著，就叫蚊子叮了一口。他起来赶蚊子，却怎么也赶不出去。没法，便指著蚊子说：" 好吧，你不出去我出去！"
边说边出了房间，把门使劲关严得意地说："哼！我今晚不进屋，非把你饿死不可！ "
（搞不懂、不按常理出牌的天蝎）

射手座射射： "爸爸，为什么你有那么多白头发？ "
爸爸：" 因为你不乖，所以爸爸有好多白头发阿。"
射射：??（疑惑中）射射："那为什么爷爷全部都是白头发？"
爸爸：！＠＃＄％︿＆＊（??）（喜欢思考的射手）

摩羯座一天，羯羯跟妈妈上街；走在路上，突然下起雨来。妈妈拉过羯羯的小手，说："下雨了，快往前跑阿！"
羯羯慢条斯理地问：" 那前面就不下雨喽！？"
（明白现实懒得改变的摩羯）

水瓶座瓶瓶问妈妈： " 问什么称蒋先生为『先人』？"
妈妈说：" 因为‘ 先人 ‘是对死去的人的称呼。 "
瓶瓶说："那去世的奶奶是不是要叫『鲜奶』？ "
（天生的另类、脑筋思考永远和常人不一样的水瓶）

双鱼座爸爸给鱼鱼讲小时候经常挨饿的事。听完後，鱼鱼两眼含泪，十分同情地问： "哦，爸爸，你是因为没饭吃才来我们家的吗？"
（富含丰富同情心、不分情况对象的双鱼）

My god~ i think that description fits me.

Mutated sense of smell

Mutation can occurs to anyone, anytime, any place, though its probability of occurring is extremely low. Unfortunately (I supposed), the frequency of mutation occurs extremely high in my family.... one prominent mutation is the sense of smell!

It all originated from my mum... She has an extremely POWERFUL "Spoilt-Food" identifying sense of smell.... one smell... she can tells you if the plate of veg or meat has gone bad. The food tester in my family, she has help us prevented uncountable occasions of food poisoning.

Evil bro~, able to detact slightest smell around the house, like dog smell, food smell (farrrr away~), rubbish smell from downstairs, curry chicken or been hoon smell from few houses away. However, his sense of smell has a unique ability to selectively sense what "it wants to". Such as stinking smell from his socks are selectivity filtered. This special feature has enable him to reduce the amount of time he "think-he-need-to-bath".

Myself~! Special at detacting human scent. (yes! like mozzie or vampires). ME has the ability to distinguish individual smell, especially my family members and friends around me. List of some people that I "Smell" are.... JY, RZ, RJ, G, YY, ZH, TK, papa, mama, evil bro... DO NOT be surprised if you suspect the initial represent you... cos your smell have been registered in my data base. Also, please do not assume that these people are smelly, cos smell is not equivalent to smelly.

"Mutated Sense of Smell"
Place: Canteen A
Date: 12 Mar 2007
People Involved: JY (Me), prof skinny, RZ

Scene 1:
JY (suddenly turn back to skinny): I SMELL RZ! where is RZ? i smell him!
skinny: Har? Hahahahah~~ You smell RZ? hahahahahha (skinny couldnt stop laughing).
JY: i really smell him lah!

Scene 2:
skinny (suddenly turn to JY): EH! JY! RZ really here leh!!!!! see! he over there... wearing black de! OH MY! you really smell him!
JY: OH! see!? i told ya i smell him! I go and tell him

Scene 3:
(JY find her way through the crowd to RZ)
JY: RZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SMELL YOU!!!! Just now i told skinny i smell you, then she say you are here!
RZ: HAR?! Am i that smelly??? (RZ sniff himself... )
JY: no la! not smelly, but i can recognise your smell! hahahha!!!!
RZ: Go away you freak! argh~~~~ you smell me? Cannot believe it! ROAR!!!!
JY: Hahahahhahahha
(End of Scene 3)

Yesh de~ that is what happened today. In X-Men 4, more mutation shall occurs!

6 Weird Things

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.

Wah! this is difficult! ...

1. Weird sleeping time & habits. I think i have very weird sleeping time, my favourite sleeping hour is about 3am to 2pm ba. and i like afternoon naps, erm... ok, not really naps, naps are short, but i sleep for 3-4hours for my naps. apart from the time, i enjoy alot alot alot of pillows and blankets. on usual time, i have 3 blankets, 3 pillows. when i am away from home, say during holiday, i can compromise to just one each. but back home, i ll be overcrowded by all of them. hardly see space to sleep. but i love the comfy though. and i think my sleeping worms infest the entire bed. my mum/dad has all commented that they fall asleep very very easily on my bed. hahahha!!!

2. I like to wash my hands and feet. realise this when i am in sec sch or JC. have an infinity for water and washing. if i dont wash my hands often enough, i ll have this feeling that it is infested with germs and dirt. and i hates that. so I WASH I WASH I WASH WASH WASH!.

3. Short concentration span. I have very short concentration span. after awhile i ll start fidgeting, like butt got needle like that. and i ll like squirming and turning, all kind of funny thing. cannot sit still long enough to study my stuff. haiz....

4. Funny faces. I like to do funny faces to my brother. hahhhaha! if he is a video cam, he would have captured all the most spastic and weird facial expression and posture of mine. so much so he says there is nothing so "unique" as to my funny face. hahhaha! apart from him, i dont usually do that. But, some people still comment i look darn funny, have weird expression when i talk to them. 有meh? i dunnoe...

5. I dun eat shells, all types, like clam, mussles... whatever. and i dun like them too. when i see seashells i ll think it is disgusting and think of it as deadbodies. not romantic at all. got nagged by alot of ppl for being totally un-romantic already. I think flowers are breeding ground for worms, pigeons flying is associated with birds' dropping all over the place, and seashells are deadbodies of some ugly marine animals.

6. Lame? i couldnt think of any specific thing weird about myself le! but "some" (ehmpf) people have said i am "sort of" lame. hahhah! Creating jokes out of nothing and amazing linking ability to adjoint no-link topics together forming jokes-that-are-low-in-temperature. Errmmm... but this is just from some people. not alot! i am a serious, pleasant girl, quiet most of the time. How would i do that. hahah! me got good image to maintain ok~

Wah! hard time thinking of my weird stuff. hahha~~~ Thanks to chiuseng for tagging me.

People that i wanna tagged are:

Evil Bro, JieYing, SiangLeng..... grr~ cant think of anymore, not many of my frens blog. so be it... 50% discount, 3 persons. hahha!!!

13min -- When miracle happens

Do miracles occur? Yes, definitely, it is only a problem when we see it.
In engineering, we always know that ideal situation do not occurs. But... we may get as close to ideality as possible, what about an efficiency of 99.9%.

Today! I experienced a miracle. How much can you do in 13min?
13min... All it takes, from the moment I woke up, to sitting in Lecture Theatre for test. Nope, don't mistaken, i didnt stay in the LT or outside the LT, neither is it a nap.

After studying till wayyyy early in the morning, I went to bed, with Lavendar aroma (essential oil) in every corner of the tiny room. (my fren said that was sucidal, lavendar aroma on test night can really concuss people) That was the third day of my experiment for aromatherapy for treating insomnia. The next thing I know, I opened my eyes, and shocked to find out that it is 8.50am. (woke myself, no alarm was ringing, no phone ringing, nothing!) For ya info, my test is at 9am.

8.50!!!!?!?!?!?!??!?! Oh My God! ARGH~~~~~~~ HOW!!!!!?????

I double the check the time with my clock, alarm clock, and triple check with handphone. REALLY 8.50am, no joke. and there is a sms on my phone.

CS:"the test is at mlt ar?"

I was about to reply (wonder why i do it when i am left with 10min to get to LT for test), typing half way, when the phone rang.

"Hello. JY ar, where is the test ar?"
"Is at LT1a. (how come i am still so calm?). ARGH! DIE LE! I just woke up! (yea, this should be the way... anxious!)"
"... HAR?!"
"Die le!!!!"
"okok... byebye"

I put down the phone, and was lost for about 10sec. Should i brush my teeth first or change my clothes first. or .... ??? Then, i took my toothbrush with toothpaste and ran to toilet to brush my teeth. After that, i ran back into my room to change. and then pick up my bag and ran off to the busstop.

Should i wait for the unpredictable bus? (NTU shuttle bus can take year~~~ to arrive sometimes). Or should i run? (this may be faster if the bus dont come)

No! i shall wait. The bus will definitely come. It will!

and so i waited..... chanting to myself.... BUS!!! COME!!! HURRY!!! BUS!!!! APPEAR!!!

i think the bus "felt" my call! in less than a min, it appeared!!!!!!!
OH! IT CAME!!!!

I hopped on the bus and waited for my destination. in the meantime, i call CS, but he din answer. "oh! has the test started???" i said to myself. and at this point, my phone rang again...

"JY, where are you le?"
"I am on the bus le! at NIE side"
"oh?! that s fast! should be able to make it"
"yah yah, should be reaching in 2-3min. you guys all settled already?"
"sitting down now... hurry come"
"okok!"

as true as it can be, my destinated busstop came into sight, i alighted (no... i should say jump out) from the bus, and ran up the stairs towards the LT. I RUN I RUN I RUN RUN RUN! I CAN! Passer-by must think i am mad.

GRR~ how come nobody outside the LT? i went in, and found my seat in 2sec. head straight, and sat down. The screen infront says "Do not Start YET". PHEW~~~~ i am not late. 9:03!!!with a sip of water and took out my formula sheet and stationery, i look around... nobody started yet.
"You can start now. It is 9.05 now. We will end at 10.25"

The trauma was kept until after the test, i can still feel the blood gushing. How did i did it? haha! i can only say, miracles do happen.
I told CS i arrived in 13min, him, and every other people i told asked me the same question "did u brush your teeth?" ..... YESH DE! I did!. and CS conclude i should go and 烧香还神, same thoughts here, pray to ancestors and all gods who helped me.

So much about how lucky i am. but i hope i dont have more of such traumatising morning adventure. Just let me wake in time ok!

The End??

结局。结束。结果。
我们常常都在追求一个结局。

“结果呢？！”

追求一个我们所想看到的结局。所谓完美的结局。

“王子和公主快乐的生活在一起。”
世上哪有这种事啊？一点也不真实。

“男孩和女孩的故事终究不能继续”
“医生说出家属最不想听的那句话，‘我们尽力了’。”
“快乐的童话不属于他们。”
哎哟！怎么这样啊？！难道好人就没好报吗？有情人不能在一起吗？

哦！就这样啊？草草了事麻！

真实，又有几何是称心如意的？多少次，我们能得到完整的结局？
现实，总是草草的，不是吗？
多少花，能结果？多少花，开了又落？
结不结，又有何关紧要？只要灿烂过，盛开过。

（一口气写了一大段废话，你可能觉得我一定感触良多，经历了什么。想知道灵感吗？知道了一定觉得我很无聊。卖个关子，我不说。想知道，就自己问我吧！）

Once again

Once again, i ve proven that time is not a constant, and it really can fly. In a blink of eyes, recess week has come to an end, same for CNY, officially ended juz now. Yup, juz now is 元宵节, the last day of chinese new year, the first full moon of the new year. The significance of an ending and a new start. Am i? i don't know.

for the pass one week (or two i should say), i barely had enough time to finish up whatever i NEED to hand up. The others? haha, i don't know. Perhaps i ve got really drained by all the reports (elective report, lab report, tech comm report, and tutorial discussion).

Though overwhelmed by all the work, it might have been my happiest week since the beginning of the year (and i mean the solar calendar, not lunar). I am back in my own world! I may still be nagged by my parents, for sleeping at weird hours (i sleep at 5am and wake at 2pm... opps!), my bro may be at home (but he never bothers me, and when i am bored, he is there for me to disturb), but i enjoy the 清静，宁静，安静，and isolation. i do what i like, sleep like i want to, 难得放纵的吃我想吃的东西, and watch tv like i used to. that feeling is so long lost.

Nevermind the low achievement this recess, nevermind the school work, nevermind the gained weight, nevermind the noisy construction... at least i am me again.

难得放纵

难得快乐

难得我是我

难得还有难得

2007 March 5 12:10am, back to school, back to being a student, i leave the indulgence world of mine...

舍。得。

舍掉慵懒，得到努力

舍去过去，得到未来

舍弃紧握的拳头，得到世界的拥抱

Suddenly

突然间 毫无缘故
霎那间 感情泛滥
忽然间 不知所措

不知不觉，眉头以深锁了不知许久。
是时间？是我？还是别的？

走到最后，是最后？还是新的开始？
闭上眼睛，看不见，但一切都没变。
睁开眼睛，面对的，始终没办法逃。

Post-CNY Updates

Hey all!
It is post, or (more accurately) in the middle of Chinese New Year. I have done nothing productive in the past one week, fri sat sun inclusive. Hmm... maybe u think i must have go around collecting lotsa angbao... erm... NOPE! this year abit break record. so far only 3. so what have i been doing?! Watch TV & DVD, Eat & Sleep. A perfect-qualified-professional-potato-couch. So while i have nothing much to share about my CNY, i shall share bout the four movies i watched this CNY.

Blood Diamond. Apocalypto. 墨攻. and 满城尽带黄金. (watched in this sequence).

All four are very different... very difficult to compare. (hahha...废话)

Blood Diamond is by my favourite leonardo dicaprio, he acted very well in it, and his co-actor Djimon Hounsou acted well too. it is so real you feel painful watching it. i like! must watch. and me pray hard leonardo will get the oscar best actor award.

Apocalypto, directed by mel gibson, is a very "raw" movie. make sure u dun eat too full before watching, alot of blood splashing around. is the story of the survival of the fittest. u see the lead running around and around for whole 2hour. i think he got good work out. hahah! quite rare to see such movies nowadays... simple theme, great movie.

墨攻 is by Andy Lau. hmm... wondering why not alot of people watch it during its release. (at least i dun see very very gooood tix sale). The movie is really about this 多管闲事 guy, who wanna get himself into trouble. hahha!!! witty guy that got himself into 一坛烂摊子. alot of people die in this movie too... oh, a piece of "warning", this movie has quite chimm chinese language conversation. so sometimes you might be lost what tactics they are mentioning. nevertheless, real good movie.

last movie i watch was 满城尽带黄金, erm, despite the mix commends about it, i think it is good. Just watching Gong Li and Chou Yun Fatt act is worth whatever money you spend. the eyes, the 一举手一投足, that s real acting skill.. (esp when compared to mr J... hahah). try to appreciate the setting and stuff ba, real lots of money spent.

Hmm... i realise all four movie got lotsa blood splashing around... hmm... CNY watch movies like these... hahah~ nah~ nice. go watch!

Pre-CNY updates

CNY is approaching, greeting to all, hope everyone have a great year ahead. may all prosper and healthy. Happy new year and enjoy.

(i actually typed a whole lots of things... but in the end decided to delete them... shall not destroy a CNY greeting. yeah... HAPPY CNY again!)

opps... sorry sorry

Opps! din realise my blog comment setting was set to moderated. and blogger din notify me through email either about comment awaiting approval. so i left alot of comments "somewhere out there". haha. (think is due to previous incidents of weird ppl posting weird comments... or u call it spam. so after clicking here and there, i also dunnoe what i have done to the setting. hahah)
ok... now i have got the setting undone. ppl can resume commenting.
thanks for visiting and reading again.
have a nice day =)

Insomnia

What an irony?! I am doing research on Insomnia. What on earth is someone that sleep like a log, and possesses amazing power of sleeping for 15hours a day (for many days) bothered about insomnia?
(ok. in fact i love sleeping so much i ve done alot of readings regarding sleep prior to this, out of my own interest for sleep.)

Anyway, i just found a amazing way that may revolutionise the treatment of insomnia. Wanna know??? that is, to take some of my genes, replicate it, and prescribe to patients. hmm... maybe bioengineering technology aren't that advance yet. More tradition method, take some of my blood, and make into a vaccine. people who are vaccinated would be affected by insomnia no more. Brilliant idea right~? Patented! hahah! (and evil bro says, just the thought of it is scary. the thought that it WILL work.)

Note: regarding my recovery. I am currently "on my (bumpy) road to recovery". Thought i was much better already, but i found myself coughing violently during my nap. and i found Blood in my mucus. (yes, blood, consisting of red blood cell and white blood cell and whatever) quite abit of it actually. At first i thought i am seeing things or hallucinating already. haiz... Battling hard. And i m not giving up. Wish me well!

See doc~ 2nd encounter

It is tuesday. 7 days since the previous time i see doc (the same doc). last wed, and today.

for the sake of my poor roomie, who cant sleep and have to suffer from my "violent" coughing in the middle of the night and early in the morning. and for the sake of poor tutorial n lecture mates who have to endure the "disturbance" every 5min. ---> i gave up trying to wait for the cough to go away itself ~slowly~ (which is what i usually do).

doc say..."oh! ya... u came last week... still haven recover?" (*duh~ if not why do i come and see u again?? not as if u are very handsome hmpf~~~*)

and doc say usually if i dun recover after medication, that means i ve got a bacteria infection. ARGH~~~~ and i have 2 options, to start an antibotic course, or rely on my immune system to battle the bacteria (doc says, "which is possible, but may take longer") .... my choice? the later.
Jia You!! dear immu-sys, yong yuan zhi chi ni! U have all my support! Gambatte!
"so it will be the same drugs as the previous time. give you a less drowsy one" (*sooo thankful~ that "may cause drowsy" drug is reeeeal drowsy. more like sleeping pills.*) "morning take the less drowsy one, night time continue to take the drowsy one" (*argh~ zzzzz). and when i got the medicine, ooh~ other than the cough syrup and less-drowsy-drug, got a different flavour vitamin C! hahahha! (*ok.. nothing to be excited*)

back on the other end of Singapore. my mum and my bro are not so lucky. they din see doc at all. their immune system have to work even harder. Mama coughing badly too, so is my evil bro. (Hey~ at this point you might think i am the evil one to pass the virus to them... NO! that's not true. this is a mystery yet to solve. On tues morning, all 3 of us woke up to feel unwell. me voiceless, mama super dry throat, and bro stuffed nose. and i left home on sunday night. we didnt eat anything heaty or unhealthy before either. so what happened??? none of us know. and none of us know how come only my dad was spared. was it because he is the bday-guy of the month? mysterious~~~)

haiz... is that my chinese new year prelude?! praying real hard all 3 of us recover asap.

Status: Trying hard to recover

hmm... i can conclude the flu virus this time round must be real strong, and errotic, with no sense of sequence.

what i mean by sequence... you know, usually (if u catch a cold), u will start by having fever/flu, then sore throat, then comes the voiceless part, then comes the coughing part... etc.
but this time, i suddenly woke up voiceless, then e body ache, then fever, then the voice came back (alittle) with horrid sore throat, then stuffy nose, and cough cough cough. all screwed up sequence. but still, they come in a package. i got them all. no short change from the virus.

as persistence as me, the virus continue working its way to torture me. after many days of medication, i am still sick. feeling cold all the time, and the bodyache didnt seem to disappear. worst still, i get intense coughing every morning, and every now and then. plus the stuffy blocked nose and my sorethroat.

my parents persuade me to see the doctor again (tml or next few days). in the mean time, battle continues. just hope that no evil prof ask me to answer question at this time, no presentation to do, not much talking to add to the pain, and not too much coughing during lectures.

(* I'm a survivor, I will survive, keep on surviving~~~*)

Voice-less

Argh~~~ i woke up this morning, and found that i am totally voiceless, 失声了!!! . an acute pain come within the throat.

BUT! being as 坚强 as i am, i ignore the pain and munch my bread and head for tutorial, and also began my 默剧演出. i try to convey whatever i want, with the most accurate lip-talk. scribbling on paper.. etc.
Somewhere in between the 1st tutorial, i feel like my body is submerged in lemon. soooo tired and 腰酸背痛. to add to the drama, alittle tears covered my eyes.

most evil of all... my dear-frens.. kept laughing at my mishap. somehow, they think the voice-less-jiayee is very funny. *ROAR!* but i couldnt even roar at them. ARGH~~~

Now, back in hall, and after 3hours of sleep. i feel heaty all over, can feel the temperture from myself.. emitting to the surrounding. and the pain and ache didnt go away. as persistent as me.

worry no more people. i ll come back tml with my voice. as alkaline as i can be, without the acidity.

Rainy January

过了一个很漫长的雨季。突然间发觉阳光的美。
很久没有blog, 因为没办法sign-in. 可能是台湾地震造成的网路问题。

最近发生了很多事。复杂的心情不多说。。。
总之，祝愿大家都能珍惜眼前人。很多事，其实都还好，只是太钻牛角尖。
生日的，祝生日快乐。
出国的，祝一路顺风，要保重。
生病的，祝早日康复。照顾好自己才对得起关心你的人。
失去的，不要难过，加油三倍，幸福三倍。

幸福三倍。。。

Holidays have Wings!!!!

Do you know? Holidays have wings! that is the latest discovery made by Professor EEY AIJ HOP of Singapore! yesh~ the new discovery had been published in the latest issue of "Science!" dated 32th dec 2006.

The main focuses of the paper are as follows:

1. Holidays have wings, and that they can fly pass without letting the living species--Human, realising.
2. The so-call "time" in term of seconds, minutes and hours are infact irregular. It is NOT a constant anywhere in history.
3. There is a correlation of time with enjoyment, given by: Length of time is inversely proportional with enjoyment/happiness. In another word, the happier you are, the shorter is the time you will experience, and the more agonised you are, the longer is the time.

28/03 Steamboat at Bugis

after a long long time... fellowship of TJC 28/03 finally get together for a spicey hot steamboat, and an icey cold swensen icecream...
here's some of the photos collected from wenhua, weiling and andrew.

Introducing... from top left: girl-(always)-in-green-- siangleng, yeah, smile more buddy. mysterious girl in light-blue shirt, hmpf... that's me. haha... little known bout her. more n more skinny girl in white-- huili xiao jie. long-hair-girl-in-greenish-blue-- ex-roomie weiling!!! she pass me Goong~ to watch... that fills in my holiday. thanks roomie! only guy standing--Andrew. finally with earring on... so cool~.

Sitting down in front row: NYJC supporter-- saiman. 虽然只在28/03短短的3个月，但是always with us. (*clap clap*). sitting next, is best buddy sheep~ mm... stop oscillating k!? purple-forever-monitress--wenhua. may the purple be with you. hahha! last but not least mousey-Jieying!!! JYJYJY.

三个婆婆妈妈的男人

3 Cheers for buddies

opps... i drop a dumpling down the hole...

Swensen icecream waiting-in-progress.

Girls only.. haha

Roomies~

weiling huiling and wenhua... say yeah~

Thank you our organiser Andrew and coordinator weiling. my part?... help to 放风声. hahha

Grumbles

Warning: Read At Your Own Risk! Not-Interesting-At-All-Grumbles

This saturday (just passed), and sunday (now) are the last 2 days before my IA start... so how is it well-spent??? ROAR~ Not the way I want (which is laze around at home doing nothing). I ended up being free labour for parents... "the carpenter's helper" at factory. ROAR~

But just now met up with Andrew and YY. Nothing much, just to chat and catch up abit. (That's what holidays are for right?? Catch up with old friends and 聊天). Gonna welcome them back into 学生生涯 now, after 2years of 精忠报国.

And the feeling of old-ness kept surrounding me, especially this "holiday". Suddenly the phrase "Year 3 liao leh!!!" kept popping out in conversations.
WH and I went... "OH MY GOD!! We are year 3 liao leh!!!"
and Andrew went... "Wah... Year 3 le... mmm... year3 liao leh"

Grr~ I know I am year 3 la... no need to keep reminding me. Making me feel real old. And the thought that very soon I cannot get student-meal/ student-price/ student-offer really starts to freak me out (OK! not really the offer that matters ok... is the student-identity I am talking about)...

ROAR~ nevermind. Enough of my grumbling. GRRR~~~ I ll get myself something better to do.

(See?! Toldya... NOT interesting at all post)

Happy New Year 2007

Happy New Year to all!
Let give a round of applause for "2007" (*clap clap*)

seldom think of new year resolution, shall put down some this time.

Good health for all, my family, friends, and myself.
Achieve my aims.
Hope i can 放下. alot of things are not as important actually, isnt it? (mama say i ll go mad if i continue to "deteriorate" mentally)
Shall be a less irritating person, and more independent, more 宽容与包容.
Hope the world is more peaceful, more blessing, less cursing, less destruction, less rubbish.
........so far so much. shall not rattle on and on anymore........

Round up for 2006....?

2006 has been a "OK-year". i have been quite good =)

health wise, healthy most the time, except that i was very very very sick on 24th May. haha... during special sem, got so sick i cannot walk (have to use wheel chair lo!), fainted few times, and 上吐下泻. scared my parents terribly. so sorry.

family and friendship relationship wise... family have always been good. deeply feel that they are always my 避风港 when i am down. I love papa mama, and evil bro. Yeah!
friendship wise still not bad.. eh~ but abit weird lo... haha... shall not elaborate the "weird" ppl that i encounter le.. haha!
oh~ sorry to my bro again, papa bought a new handphone, and "as usual", i use the new phone, and my bro use my previous phone. argh~ not me selfish, i tried pursuading papa alot of time to let evil bro use e new phone, but papa insist i use new de. (heehehhe). so i shall juz abid. haha! next new phone will come in 11months time, that ll be my bro de.

academic wise, so-so... still alot of room for improvement. shall gambatte in the new year.

ok... that's all. Happy New Year once again!

JYJYJY

yoz... haven come online for many days. few days ago when i tried to blog, the internet is real slow due to the taiwan earthquake. so gave up in the end.

The eve-eve of new year (30 dec 06), me and jieying went ktv. so happy... although it is abit more expensive due to new-year-eve-eve.. but singing with dear fren is always 无价. haha. two of us sing for 6hours... almost non-stop.. until me abit no voice.. haha!
then we went to cathay cineplex to take a look.. wah! so nice lo.. must make it a point to go there to watch movie.
conclusion? thanks jieying.

oh~ before we went singing we had lunch... both of us have 鸡扒饭 (chicken chop rice). the point is not bout how nice is the food... but the plate. haha... BIG plate. and i means BIG... evidence attached. haha.

Christmas Eve

To all people
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
May all your wishes come true. Enjoy and best years ahead.

REAL HOLIDAY!!!

The start of real holiday~! so happy, so enjoyable, so nice, so lazy, so my-style! hahaha... today..(or maybe yesterday) is the real start of my holiday!!! the jiayee's style holiday, laze at home, sleep like nobody's business, and watch dvd and tv, and ignore all other ppl, do things that i like, roar as i want. ahahaha! so happy~~~.

cos the past few days have been going out, with my roomie, and with my friends. showing roomie around, and mesmerising her with the food around my place... muahahah!!! she is soooo enticed by carrot cake (aka cai tou kui). haha.

oh~ it's rainy season now, real cold, and sometimes unpredictable weather too. people out there please take care of yourself, remember to eat well and sleep well. dun tired out. especially those already sick de... (hmpf, you should know who you are... the one with stomach flu and big hole in the mouth, and the one who vomitted and headache... ).

oh and also send my season greeting here. hope everyone enjoyed and still enjoying their holiday, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Freedom~ (plus Useful Softwares)

YEAH! finally my holiday arrived! REAL holiday! so happy.

oh, today is my last day of work. i have been working since 1st Dec, right after exam on 30Nov. so basically i din rest until now. BUT! tml i ll wake early to do a tidy up of the entire house still, because my roomie is coming over to stay for a couple of days! haha.

bout my work today, i cultivate super-patience in myself. download and do system scan of virus and spyware for my boss's computer (which did not do window update, no antivirus, no spyware removal, no firewall update, and is bugs infested). the most horrid part is the internet connection... is a 52kbps that is downloading at 2kb/s. can u imagine? to download a 11Mb, i waited for 1 and half hours! in the end, AVG failed to install because of the "already-existing" spyware. and i have to download even more things to clear the bugs and worms and trogan. when everything is finally done after lightyears of waiting and 花儿也谢了. me finally run a scan... incomplete scan due to time constrain already dig out 133 infected files. my god. that computer is 中毒很深. hmm... shall not grumble bout the comp anymore...

but i have a 深切的感慨... people, if you all still didn't have a strong and up-to-date antivirus and spyware removal... please~ go get one quick. is it important ok! dun wait till problem arise then panick. and if some people out there are lost... here's some that you can use...

Useful softwares:
avast! antivirus... www.avast.com (i use this one... good and easy to use)
AVG... www.grisoft.com (my bro use this... and they have a spyware removal too! my bro highly recommend AVG)
Spybot... www.spybot.com (spyware remover that is free.. easy to use.. average grade)
Lavasoft... www.lavasoft.com (adware remover.. easy to use too)
Trendmicro housecall... www.trendmicro.com (available free online virus scan. but limited capability in deleting/repairing the virus)
for more program can search from www.download.com alot of things there.

yup, that's all i think of now... abit sleepy liaoz.. enjoy!

Birth Date Quiz

saw this on my fren's blog, so when to try out. it is "What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?"... so here's what Nov 8 supposed to be:

"You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single.Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you!Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time.Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 3You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month. "

hahah~ just for fun.. me oso dun believe.

here's the link if you wanna try
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanforyourlovelifequiz/

Joke of the Year?!

wah~ counting down again~ 4 more days to end of work!!! haha!
anyway... I am gonna share a joke today... my evil demon bro say it's not joke of the day/week/month/year... it is joke of the decade. what duh?! how can say me like that.?!

my office now only have me, my supervisor and the cleaner aunty that comes during afternoon to clean up the place (the rest on leave). and last fri, when i came back from the washroom, i overheard their conversation... they speak in cantonese, but me understand... haha...they say... "Jia Yee 很乖 hor"..."Hai-lor hai-lor. 看她样子就知道，静静的，很乖的."... and they continue... saying how good a girl i am. today, they repeated that again. hahah!!! i am right there, and they say... "jia yee is very good girl"... "can see her mum must dotes her very much. so lovable hor~?" and she turn to me and ask..."jia yee ar... ur mum loves u alot hor?"... me feel sooo... so... 心虚. hahah!!! ok... my mum loves me la.. but... hmm... hahah...never mind. yea...

and so i narrated the "story" to my evil bro, he laugh and laugh and say..."WHAT?! These people are NUTTERS... did they know what they are saying???"... and he say this is real funny.
FUNNY MEH??!!! 我不乖 meh?! hahahhah!!!!

yeah~ finally added hitcounter and shoutbox

Yeah! congrats me!
programming idiot like me finally managed to add a shoutbox/tag and hit counter in my blog. somehow i cant access the user friendly version of layout editer from blogger, have to edit the code myself.. ROAR~ nvm... now add le. i think super little ppl will come though.. haha... i can count with my 10fingers. hahah!!!
that's all folks!

which am i?

mousey sent this to me... and i thought certain points are quite accurate... see wad it say bout me...

Nov... Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

haha... wad do you think??? any correct description of me?? (*shall not clutter the main page with the other month's description... shall post them in comment... look for yourself!*)

Tarot card

saw this on tata's OD.... here s my result...

You are The Wheel of Fortune
Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success
The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

Take test at http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot

Killing Braincells

ROAR!!!! i m killing more of my braincells now. Translation is soooo difficult ar!
me felt exploited lo! where got people hire "admin-cum-receptionist" to do translation de? should pay more lo! very TOUGH job leh... make my hair drop and braincell pops (bursting that is). ROAR!
but there's always the good side to everything, time spent pondering over the terms passby quicker. very soon... it is home sweet home time. haha.

ENDURE~ Thee shall. i can see rays of light shining upon me on 15dec, when i have money to spend for the remaining of the holiday. i can sleep like nobody business once and again. muahahhahah!!!!! @@ forward ar... 向前看 & 向钱看. for them two, thee shall endure! hahahh! yesh de... very fast... 8 more working days only.
oh~ share with u all something "interesting"...
when is the last time u all use a Window 98 computer that runs at 64MB Ram and harddisk space of 9GB and having to open a ulu chinese software to read chinese words??? cant remember???! me too! but my ulu company now uses that!
Oh My 天! i cannot imagine how they stand that kinda speed. juz using it for one day typing word doc already frusfrate me... let alone surfing net... and they use 56k pacific net... grrr~~~ (@_@)U. so scary. that s why i dun even wanna try using that to do my subject registration. i intend to let my bro help me in the end. hm... the ironical part?! they use a rather new and good HP printer... so dotz right... get a good and new printer... but a darn lao-ya lok-kok computer... diaoz... dunnoe what they thinking de. hahha! everybody... let us thank for the blessing that heaven befalls on us... that we dun have to use that computer for Mathematica or C-programming. (*pray pray*).

back to the subject registration, the system is so screwed up.. they say CBE yr2 are to register on 05dec 1130, but then, somehow few of us have to register today 04dec 1200, unknowingly, we missed the time, and were frantically trying to register whatever we need in the LAST minute. ROAR! hopefully the rest of them can successfully register for the tut-group and lab-group. and i have assigned my demon bro the utmost important task of helping me do any registration tml (if necessary). hopefully everything goes smoothly. (*pray pray*). Yesh de. Pray darn hard. and ATPs out there, if u see "JiaYee" log on to msn tml... that's my bro... PLEASE~~~ help him along... he's darn blur de.. dun wan me to end up in some strange tut group with weird people. hahha... 拜托了!

1st day of work

yesterday was my first day of work... and i am already counting down to end of work. hahah! 1 down, 9 to go!!! looking forwards to 15dec le! then the real holiday shall start. muahahhah!!!

it ended up very similar job as my previous admin job. i sit right in front of the main door, as a receptionist. then, answer incoming phone call..."Good morning. XXX Automation.....i transfer your call... a moment pls." and i need to do phone-calling too... then job that i hated most... grr~ "good afternoon! XXX automation...may i speak to YYY pls? i would like to do a follow up on our quotation send on XX/YY/2006... .....blah blah blah" So irritating... feel like slamming the phone.
and somehow.. again.. i m being exploited as the admin-cum-receptionist to become Translater.. i got translation job to do again.. the 1st on is on vetting through the Eng-to-Chi translation done. to check if all are correctly done.. guess the topic???? hahahh~ the proposal is about "Municipal Waste-To-Energy. Using Biomass energy and Organic Rankine Cycle" My GOD! is like thermo-cum-environmental mgt modules. read and read... about the benefits of using biomass energy converting system... and how the organic rankine cycle is useful and efficient. soooo familiar. and indeed i learn alot more. anyway... the boss say the english version is written in America... and the chinese translation by china ppl... but! the english is HORRID... must be written by an engineer... no language 可言. imagine he write... "...considering the environmental side".... "side"..... so dotz... environmental aspect/issue all sounds better lo! side... dotz... "we have solid foundation" dotz... solid... so... so... ah beng sound-alike. but the chinese translation also abit pengz de... "Work Process" become "工作程序"...isnt it "运作程序" better? haiz... but hor... cannot complain too much... cos my next task on list is to do one whole eng-chi translation on monday.. die le... later super horrid..
should pay me more right... translation should pay more lo... not "admin" neither is it "reception" job leh! grumble grumble...
nevermind... better than calling... and i m already looking forward to 15dec le... last day of work... the real holiday shall start.

and today... i sooo powerful.. really sleep till "my bro thought i m dead"... i slept from 3am to
7pm!!! night time... till he wake me for dinner. my god... i m so powerful! hahhaha!

JiaYee's Award 2006

Yeah!!!! Today is independent day... celebrating the day we gain freedom once again (*temporary though*)
Last paper... Ch3003 Chemical Thermodynamic mark the end of Year2 Sem1. 30th Nov 2006, 11:45am i (we) walked out of the COLD~ hall C.... relief and free~.... Last paper done!!!! yeah!

To conclude this sem... i shall give out a few awards to certain people... for being special this semester. Not that the rest are not important, but in certain period of time, there are bound to be people that play a more significant role, and less in other time... so before the mediacorp 红星大奖 starts, the 嘉仪大奖 (or 讲..haha) shall go first. here it goes.

(format as follows....
Award ------ Awardee ------
reason)

Best MSN ChatMate: Slackie--Chiu Seng
midnight chat on msn till 5am in the morning, and an active participant of shuzheng-jiayee's sister-talk. also has weird sleeping habits like me, study till dawn and sleep till the sun is above the head. always on msn to talk crap... sooo 实至名归!!

Best LectureMate: Crazie--Shu Zheng--Panda dean
lecture partner throughout the semester. always beside to let me disturb and gossip. haha... started the shuzheng-jiayee's sister-talk and conference. protect me from certain orange-highlighter... make me sooo 感动! thanks girl!

Best Helpline & Sii-Fuu: Farnie--Tata Kuan--He-Who-Get-One-More-Mark-Than-Me
The origin and sii-fuu (师傅) of cold-aura... under his 细心教导 和 循循善诱, i acquired the ultimate cold-aura power... thanks for nagging and bearing with my "hello~ 我是嘉仪，我有问题!!!"... always a phone call away to solutions! thank you thank you.

Best LabReport-Support-Group: ATP--All Types of Professors
Always around to help with lab report... without them... i might have chew up all my lab report already... special thanks to the excel-kings and bookworm coli.

Best Tolerant: Roomie--Fin
able to tolerate one whole semester of lame joke, constant "roarings", weird sleeping habits and other funny behavoirs. note that previous recipent of this award includes weiling (ex-roomie). and the ultimate lifettime holder of the award by my evil bro. 16years of torture, and yet still alive and kicking... that is POWERFUL! hahha

Best Manufacturer: Papa & Mama
a must-thank in all award ceremony... they definitely deserve an award. Produced the Limited-Edition Poh-Siblings in the year 1986 and 1990 respectively... the first product being the better one (obviously!). After service and maintenance is superb!!!

These are the special awards (me dun wanna be 长气 and go on and on like old-grand-mama).. last but not least, thanks to all, whether or not you are mentioned..

Enjoy your holiday to the fullest!

Meaningful

to those people that have enough of my laming and cold-jokes... here's something meaningful...

from the best sheep in the world... he said he learnt this, and he wanna share with me... and i thought that i should post this. here it goes...

Every yesterday is already a dream
Every tomorrow is only a vision
But every today well lived makes every yesterday a dream of happiness
and every tomorrow a vision of hope

Few words, but a lifetime to learn.

Hot Bath~ Best Companion

Introducing my Hall Life Best Companion---(*druming*)---
HOT BATH!

when i say hot bath... it is REALLY HOT... not warm... is HOT... so hot your fingers cannot tahan the heat.
My hall life has negligible entertainment... apart from the laptop (which is my only contact with the outside world... )... Bathing become my favourite past time. HAHAHAH!!!

I had a real bad headache just now... feeling more discomfort than usual headache... after resting... i conclude lying down itself dun help... i need a HOT SHOWER.. so there i go... hoping that the heat can curb the cracking head.

I stood under the intense HOT water... that came gushing down on my tensed up neck and shoulder. RELIEF~~~ the feeling is sooooo GOOD~
and so i thought maybe a little massage can help too... my right hand reach out and massage my left shoulder... Argh! hot! my fingers couldnt stand the heat... then my left hand... both retract in the end to let the water do the job. at this moment, i realise the bathroom became really blur~ and misty~. MY GOD! the water was That HOT! I half-cooked myself!! finally.... i came back... with a satisfied soul... what can i say... hot hot bath in NTU never let me down. POWERFUL heater that always relief the tensed shoulder.

Super-Hot-bath -->
-Increase Heat Transfer
-Dilate the Blood Vessels
-Relief the Tensed-Neck&Shoulder
-Curb the Cracking Head
-Physical Cleansing that Remove Impurities
-Refresh the Senses
-Favourite PastTime
-BEST COMPANION!
(*Clap Clap Clap*)
(Wah i think i have potential to be advertisement script writer. hahah!)

In a Grumpy Mood

Well I am in a grumpy mood since i came back into this room after drowning-fluids exam.. maybe is the lighting, the only light source is my table lamp (and a little from the window).... the rest of the room is gloomy (and infested with mozzie i think)... just bear with me... let me grumble and whine abit... i promise i ll make it short k! (*finger crossed*)

Grumble 1: Letter to the mozzies!
I know i have been into the mozzie thing alot these days... BUT.... not enough! here s letter to the mozzies.

Dearest mozzie,
Hi mozzie, I am jiayee, your food source here. I have a little request regarding your meals.
As a real kind hearted soul, I sincerely dun mind donating a little of my precious blood as your sumptious meals (i know i am sweet... muahahha). but the itchiness is irritating... can you feed properly next time, and make sure you dun drool all over my skin... all the dunnoe-what-secretion from you make me real itchy. hmpf~~~
And, more IMPORTANTLY!! can you pleaaassseee STOP feeding on my sole??? maybe you didnt take biology, but human sole has the thickest skin in the entire body. cutting thru that thick skin can spoil your razor! DUMB! and... i m sure there are better blood elsewhere... like the hands or legs... not the sole please. you dunnoe how horrible it feels when you have a itchy sole... but wear shoe and cannot scratch. even if can scratch, it gets more and more itchy, together with alittle painfulness. PLEASE STOP THIS!!! ROAR!
And that s all i wanna say. Seek your coorperation and understanding. Any inconvenience is utmost apologised.
Yours sincerely
Jia Yee

Grumble 2: Conversation of Michael-Stomacher and Brain-Pitt Part 2
After many days of quarrelling...
Michael-Stomacher and Brain-Pitt just came back from an after-fluid-paper-meal at canteenA. Michael-Stomacher finally had a VERY FULL lunch... fishball-noodles... with volumous amount of noodle. So much that Michael-Stomacher cant finish. here s there conversation...

Michael-Stomacher: SOOOOO FULL~~~~ the aunty mad le! gimme sooo much noodle... she thought i infinite capacity de! CRAZY! now i feel so uncomfy.
Brain-Pitt: OH! Still dare to say! now i feel darn drowsy... all you fault! all the Blood goes to you... and you dare to complain somemore... you din finish your noodle lo! throw away so much!!!! BAD KARMA!
Michael-Stomacher: Eh~ i eat is for your sake lo! i dun eat, you where got energy to think of World Peace~~?! you think i like to eat alot meh! have to work very hard leh!!!
Brain-Pitt: EH~? for me!?! i dun think so ba! you always say..."I Live to EAT!" greedy-noisy-spastic-stomach says it's for my sake! i puke! good-for-nothing but make noise.. aunty give too little tofu you complain, too much noodle you complain, hungry complain, full also must complain. ROAR! shall Ignore you... me go shut-down and rest le.!
Michael-Stomacher: ....... (*one person say everything... i ve no more 台词了*)

ok~ done with it... did i say i ll keep it short? hohoho... k... me sleepy le. no more energy to grumble... so shall end here.

Mozziology

That night, cold and quiet, with the humid air that soften even the coldest and hardest fluids notes (to become as nuan~ as toilet paper, the soft kind). The 3 musketeers gather at NIE. The three, has secluded themselves for many days, hopeing that the evil night never comes. But... here comes the day.... what has to come, has to come... none of them can escape.

"All for one, and one for ALL". And then... it all begins...

The strongest of them all, RenJian, begins his night of BLOODSHED~ Together, he brought his formidable shield--Mozzie Repellent.
The weakest of the three, Lamie, got attacked yet and again, feeling defenceless~ Still, she has her last resort--Nothing-Compare-Cream... aka 无比膏!
The not-so-strong-and-weak, RongZheng, was too desensitised, tired of all the killings and fighting, he choose to sit and watch the brave RenJian protect us all.

For our victory~ For renjian gege~

(*below is the picture of our victory. the gruesome photo may cause discomfort in some individuals*)

These are just part of them, another few are at another table. The white cream are Insect-Repellent, idea of the evil 2 RJ & RZ, to suffocate the dying mozzies.

oh my god!

Oh My God!!!
Now is 4:16AM... why am i blogging at this hour? good question~ because a real funny/horrid/kua-zhang thing happened!
I AM HUNGRY~
yesh~ i am real hungry now, hungry, but don't feel like eating. so here's the psychological vs. physical battle... my body is lack of glucose and ATPs, but the brain refuse to eat. here's their conversation...

Michael-Stomacher says: ARGH~ I want FOOD!!!!

Brain-Pitt says: Dun want lah! you very pig leh~ so late already, gonna sleep soon le, eat now later indigestion. fall asleep wont feel the hunger le.. maybe can dream of a feast! muahahha~

Michael-Stomacher says: You idiot ar!? tell lies will have BAD karma de~ and you think so easy to dream of what you want ar? dream tonight saved for exam questions de, hopefully dream of the answers as well!! kkkekekeke!!

Brain-Pitt says: Spastic! never seen a more spastic stomach than you... think of food all day! can you pleassssse upgrade yourself, be more interllectual and class like me... think of the past, the present and the future, think of how to create "World-Peace~".

Michael-Stomacher says: EH~?! Who is the spastic one lo! I am STOMACH leh, dun think of food think of what???!!! and i repeat... I want FOOD~ no food no ATPs no pyruvate no acetyl-coA and you'll die~ dun even need to think of world peace.

Brain-Pitt says: grumble grumble... make noise all the time... RoAr! purposedly DUN eat~ lallalal~~~ dun eat dun eat~ see you how la~ hahahhah!!!

Michael-Stomacher says: WHEY~~~~

BUT.... that's not the main point
Main point is, my unhappy-stomach is making so much noise, or can call it a concert-band-performance. So loud and high, that it is disturbing my asleep-roomie!
(*she's a light-sleeper though, hmm...am i trying to defend myself the "noise" isnt "that" loud?*)

half of exam done

Yeah, half of the examination for this sem is over. (i wonder should i be happy bout that, another 3 more papers to agonise over... and there goes my roomie, over and done with exam and off to vivocity to shop. roar~~~).

So far, HS803 Comparative society, CH2007 Computational methods for chemical engineering, and Ch2005 Biomolecular engineering II are done! shihlingling is real kind, her paper is so "user-friendly", finished it in 1hour.
hmmppf... make me angry talking about computing. sunshine had joined the evil force, he is no longer sunshine. set some difficult and sure-not-enough-time-to-do qns. ROAR! error here and there. and some spastic mistake i dun even know why i made them. tata is right, "as spastic as jiayee".
and bio! i dun even know why i bother to sleep this morning, went to bed at 5am (note is not a typo error, 5AM), and couldnt sleep, the oxaloacetate and acetyl-coA and lipid protein glucose just couldnt stop oscillating in my brain (brain has lots of protein and use large amount of glucose and ATPs, so you can understand, they are yi4 huo3 de). 7am, my phone rang, someone msg me goodluck for exam, and i barely slept yet. and 7.30am, declare time to wake up. i bathed, drank my ginseng-infested-concentrated-drink and stuffed 3 cheese-buns into my mouth. yesh, i stuffed, just to make such my stomach dont have orchestra performance in the midst of my bio paper. guessed like 1/4 of the answers. haiz... at least now it's over.

came back just now and had a 2 hours nap. the weather is soooo good~. if not for the urban planning paper tml, i would have slept more. but cannot le! so much more to go!!! and why am i still here typing? roar~ (*fly off*)

I WANT SLEEP

it has been shown scientifically human beings are animal with some basic instinct and innate drives that we cannot run away from. this friend of mine is craving for chicken soup... thinking of it since the beginning of the week till sunday morning 4am, waiting for sun to shine, and soup to come. Me? i cant think of any food that i crave for now... all i can think of is... SLEEP. Yesh~

I want sleep... I need sleep... I desire sleep....
I want to sleep
Alot alot alot of sleep
Sleep like it's nobody's business
Sleep without setting alarm clock
Sleep till I am too tired of sleeping
Sleep till the sun rise and set
Sleep till my bro think I'm dead
I want to sleep

ROAR~ can u feel how badly i want to sleep? how badly i want to enjoy one of the best and beloved joy of my life? the kind of sleep that you know you are totally relax. nothing waiting for you to rush when you open your eyes. laze on the bed like you are a worm squirmming there. laze there watching the clock tick, watching it pass 2pm.. thinking of the "lunch" you wanna eat when you wake up..later. and confused over the choice of food. haiz... in conclusion, i want to sleep.

exam inspiration

Yesterday night, or should i say this morning, yea, i came up with this short short paragraph of "article" (too short to be considered one). here it goes...

把心灵填满，在空的世界也不会感到空虚，因为心中没有容得下寂寞的位子。空空的心，再多的声音也不会赶走午夜的寂静。路是自己的，再蜿蜒，再曲折，都要自己走下去，因为世界不会为你停留，你也不能停留在自己的世界。身边的过路人，只能给予暂时的鼓励，剩下的只有自己了。走下去的勇气，来自填满的心灵。自信的心，我握在手里。平淡的心，我放在心里。风大雨大，我漫步风雨。

Abit lame, but never mind. not exactly in a Arty~ mood for good writing (was studying computing at that time, so you can understand kinda mood i m in..) shall improve after the exam!

Battle of Bairstow & ATPs

today is the 10th Nov, u might be thinking that all the ATPs must be mugging for the coming battle with AMPs. but no~ we have a more immediate enemy, Bairstow!

yesterday, ATPs clarified with prof kyu bout what he requires for our mathematica assignment 4 qns5. unfortunately, we got the most unwanted answer---Bairstow! ROAR~ nightmare.
"So many profs, put your brains together, i m sure u all will be able to come up with Bairstow".

maybe i m too engrossed with mathematica nowadays, that me respond system become lagging, i only came up with respond hours later. but it s ok, next time he wan us to do some problem... i shall tell him this.

"Sorry sir! that's not my specialisation. I only specialised in telling lame jokes, my field of study is "Lameology"- highly specialised, not many people study it. development of the air-conditioning system is highly suspected to be a result of lameology."

Dean shall continue..."yesh de~ i specialise in Panda Stare, Laughing, and saying Hi~ & Bye~ so important in HR-skill and building rapport with the profs".

Yesh de... you might be wondering what the other s specialisation are... let me tell ya.

Tata specialises in Hiding-Behind-The-Yellow-Rubbish-Bin. and you might be thinking what use is there? This is a highly IMPORTANT skill, to take cover from all potential enemies, putting oneself in the most strategic location and hence most advantageous position. He can see you, but you cant see him!!!

Bunnie specialises in eating Buns, and influencing others to eat Bun, an addiction to bun can be so powerful. Imagine you are addicted to buns and suddenly came the day without bun! oh no~~ oh! almost miss this out, he "might be" capable of a breakthru in human technology---Turning into a CANDYFLOSS. more info of this research project, pls approach dean and Bunnie.

Slackie specialises in sleeping and dozing in class. Have you realise many students fall asleep in class? yesh de, that s becos of him, spreading the virus that all fall aslp, then, he will have less competitors. What a highly intelligent way of excelling!

Skinnie need no introduction, she specialises in becoming skinnie, eat more~ and yet skinnie. Combine with the swift-as-thunder-cold-stare. Oh~mighty.

Last but not least Suppie. He specialises in making bookworm coli. the coliform that is capable of searching thru all the book/internet/journal/bedsheet/table/cupboard... ANYWHERE! watch out, one is right beside yoU! another new research program is... the stalk-shield. crucial in protecting the members of council with his invincible shield in time of need.
Yesh de~ Prof, programming is not our forte. but if you get too bored, feel free to approach me for a lame joke.

"Sir! your mathematica very lame leh! always use MatrixForm and TABLEform... very tired wor, no CHAIRS how to sit?!"

20th Birthday~ Thank you all my friends!

Thank you! Thank you everyone~
Yesh de~ today is my 20th Birthday~~ 2nd bday in NTU spent mugging.
old le old le... no longer a kid. hahah~~

ok... where should i start?? ok, yesterday, "eve" of my bday, a friend of mine insisted to buy me a cake, hmm... i didnt want want him to waste money... so i said no~! like i said, he insisted, so he bought it. he said i din know the importance of my bday. (Really, i appreciated all the effort he put in) But then again, to me, bday is juz another day. I am glad enough juz to receive wishings and greetings from friends. moral of the story is....

真心的祝福，一句就够了. 谢谢

Oh! and today!! my dear panda dean (and her equally lame subordinateS)... after scheming and planning for dunnoe-how-long... yup they came up with the idea to celebrate bday for me!
sob sobz... so previledged to be the first one in ATP to have bday celebrated. I shall be the start, more to come definitely. yesh de yesh de... initialization usually takes some mutated species to start the ball rolling. hahah~

oh, and all the while, dean says she will be soooo busy, cos she need to get really BIG box for my present. (*hmm... so what if she cant find BIG box?*) she say she ll get small boxes (small elementary units) and integrate them together. wow~ only good engineers can think of that! (*so how is she gonna get it delivered to sch?*) oh! the carry-man is always there to do the delivery... yesh~ so nice of her... 感动到~~

finally is the day, dean was assigned the task of buying me cake (an American Cheese Cake! nice tasty delicious cake...), and she got me a red-box-present, (inside is 蔡淳佳 CD!!! ~~~看过了日出，等到了晴天，~~等一个晴天~~我们会再相见~~lalalal~~) and also a bday card... shall not commend on the things they wrote... anyway, nobody will understand what u all are wrting except ourselves.... haha... dear ppl out there~ u ll need excellent mathematica and C programming skill to understand that... decode, encode, and decode again, shift enter shift enter.... hahahahha!!!!

okok... no more crapping... (*serious serious*) I m real touched, 真的很感动 (*wah! got chinese subtitle somemore, juz incase some people wanna read the chinese/english translation*). though i never show it by a few drops of tears... but... really hen gan dong! (*maybe late into the night i might look at the card and start sobbing and then smudge all the words..... hahah~*) Perhaps i m too used to keeping my emotions to myself, that i have difficulties expressing them... sometimes, yea, juz sometimes.

last but not least! Thanks again for all the 祝福. i ll keep them well~ till the next bday. haha. Hopefully i can get Alot alot alot of A+. haha! yesh~ rest of the wishes ... hmm.. let me think of it first. i m not greedy de.

Ok! some picture taken juz now... Oh, today all of us wear WHITE! all of us~ haha..
Special thanks to chiuseng for the pictures!!! (*Clap clap*)

All of us!! thank you thank you~

ATP

Rankine Division

4 future Tai Tais, lead by TTTT

Special appearance: Visiting Scholars

My red-box-present

Came back room after, and saw my roomie sleeping... all dark... and a present and card on my table... guess what she gimme?? 7 bars of Mentos!!! haha... so nice of her~ I feel soooo fortunate! Thanks fin~! (we took this photo, so that she can send to her parents back at vietnam. Uncle aunty, no worry, your daughter have an abit-crazy-but-very-nice-roommate!)

Prelude

waayyyy before my bday, dear sl, jy and pf already gimme instalment of present le. and today, specially send me the rest of the balance. (and escort me back to bench) hahah~~~ thanks!!

Wrote this during lecture

It was the last lecture of Urban Planning, and i was real ZzZ-ed (Super sleepy that is). then i wrote this "poem"...

我累了。。。

慢慢感觉你的重量
慢慢感觉你不受控制
慢慢失去你的信任
慢慢输给了时间
输给了你

Yesh de~ can see the meaning inside?? if you use mathematica program, code "FullSimplified"... you ll get this output:

"Heavy Eyelids"

Muahahah~~~ yesh de... what a nice way to express my sleepiness.

The Alphabets

Once i receive such a sms from one of my fren. It goes like this...

"A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z.
The person who invented the alphabets must be a genius, but he made a serious message of putting U and I so far apart."

Very sweet message right. But sometime later, i realise a even sweeter part, when i made some typo error when typing.

"The person who invented the keyboard must have realise the mistake, that's why he place U and I side by side."

How sweet of him(or her).

Nag & nag

Nag at my evil bro again juz now. hopefully this time he ll heed my advice. I had already pass him my 毕生的功力，"嘉仪考试秘籍" the rest is up to him le.
maybe it is not his fault afterall. i think i really spoil market for him, that my papa mama thought that things are meant to be this way, "azuming" this and that, and take things for granted. Is my fault, i spoilt them. make life too easy for them. that they have a peaceful and problem-free parenthood. now that my bro give them a tinny winny problem, they imagine he is incorrigible and horrible.
all the best evil bro~ may the force and knowledge be with you!

my personality test

done a super loooong personality test, this time i m more honest with my feelings. here s the result, hmm... accuracy subjected to individual view.

http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=KTObNcYGVeioSbY-KE-ACAAD-f7b8&u=3bf7fd4812c7

let me know if u think the decriptions are accurate ba~

same sentiment

read one of my friend's blog juz now. and really feel 感同身受. suddenly feel... i also don't know how to put it, feel abit happy that at least some people out there have the same feeling as me. and yet sad at the same time that another person is living unhappily.
Does that means i m a unhappy person? hmm... partly true and partly false. (u can use partial differential to see the relationship) i have always been grateful for having a roof over me, food to eat, water to drink (and bath and wash hands blah blah), and blankets to cover, good parents and a good-but-not-so-good-brother. but sometimes, i juz feel that internally i am not a happy person, at least not as happy as i should be, or appear to be.
whenever i want to abandon everything and juz be myself, there will be something inside me that ask me to do the other way. the invisible stress that i constantly exert on myself, for don't know what reason. i think i am juz plain spastic.

坚强的人事幸福的，假装坚强的人是可悲的。但是自己选择假装坚强的人更可悲。
就像笑容是快乐的，但是强颜欢笑是难过的。

don't think i never tried. i had. but i failed.

不断地反省为什么这么辛苦，把包袱卸下，天空会更蔚蓝，空气更清新。

也许坚强和潇洒只是用来掩饰内心的懦弱和不安。
一大桶的冷笑话，也许只是对世界的冷眼旁观，对内心的冷嘲热讽。

hmm... yah, today i finally posted something meaningful after n-light years. or perhaps is the first one that i ever posted... but then again...who cares.

Shall end here.

my long forgotten blog...

wow~ I found my long forgotten blog!
really donkey light years passed since i last posted (or even come across here). anyway, it is coming to an end for my year2 sem1 already. that means i am growing older again!! talking bout that, i ll be saying byebye to my 19s, in less than 2 week time, i ll be 20. oh no~~~~~ old!!! and i can forsee myself aging real soon. how? how? how??

What duh

Grrrr~ What has the world become???
such that the only thing i can say is dotz dotz dotz....
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BUT
Nevermind. who cares anyway.... cos papa mama always tell us to mind our own business.
so... i just want to be motivated... shall not care bout other things...

dotzyphilic

Happy Chinese New Year ... Welcome the year of Doggy!

Welcome to the year of Doggy! today s 2nd day of CNY, guess everyone should be happily doing home visits and collecting the long await angbaos. good for everyone. as for me, i ve been stoning at home for the pass few days, watching numerous movies on tv and vcds. now? i m TRYING hard to do material science tutorial no.3, wad a hard time. and i hardly progressed. haiz....
OK! new year resolution once again! To become a real mugger and bookworm. study like crazy and excel! yeah! i shall work hard towards my goal. though it look so faraway and un-attainable. haha. but i can do it! xiang1 xin4 jiu4 ke2 yi3, bu4 xiang1 xin4 jiu4 bu4 ke2 yi3.

Year1 Sem2 Starts!!!

First day of Year1 Sem2 in NTU!!!
here i m in my hall printing my endless and overwhelming lecture notes!! i look forward to my new term... and i look forward to myself growing more and more like a bookworm. =)
anyway, i was really motivated and encouraged yesterday after reading and listening to AndyLau 's online diary and journal. if u are interested you can also read it in www.andylau.com this is his online portal that he set up few years back, since then he has been posting his diary every few days, and once in a blue moon his journal, which is voice recorded. now.. why m i so motivated?? ok... i admit i ve been living in my own world ever since uni life... so i only realise andy is injured after reading his diary... even so... he said..."i can still take it..." compared to him, i feel so insignificant... anyway... i m motivated...! and that s good! especially for a new term.

and bout my first day... it started off well.... but somehow half way thru my only lecture today... i suddenly started to feel itchiness in e eyes, and then nose... and then my eyes started to tears and nose blocked... and i sneeze and feel cold and shivery...and haiz.... i lose concentration...
BUT after the lecture... i scurry out of the lecture theatre and there my nose is unblocked!! wala! haha... had some hot coffee... now i m ok!

Ready to study very very hard for the new semester!

My trip to Pulau Ubin

this photo is taken on my cycling trip to Pulau Ubin.
Maybe u didnt know where is pulau ubin, pulau is malay word for island, and pulau ubin is an offshore island at the north east side of tiny singapore. it s a great place to cycle... and feed mosquitoes... haha... it has both the smooth cycling track and the muddy rocky trail for everyone to cycle and trekking......i went there with 2 other of my friends after my exam.. a fine monday, cloudy n windy... had a good time cycling up the steep steep slopes... haha. and this is just one of the slope that i ve conquered. i thought that the black-&-white feeling of this photo is great. wad do ya think?

New Year, new post!

so long since i last posted anything here, cos i thought nobody would ever come across this abandoned blog. but now that i know someone out there may come here, i shall post something. haha.
today is (hopefully) a new start, first day of 2006, the 2nd n a half hour of the new year, i shall put down my new year wish. i hope for good health n happiness for my family n myself. of course, it will be good if i ve some extra money to spare, some sucess to spice up my life. but good health n happiness is definitely the first thing i hope for.
for myself... my resolution for the year is to study hard, mug like i never mug before, and fill my degree audit with A+. 相信就可以，不相信就不可以。that s something that one of my friend remind me of, if i "believe i can do it, i can. if i dun believe, then i ll never be able to do it.."
yup! so if i believe i can... then i can... even if i m good, i can be better... i shall strive to fill my result with A+. haha.
dun think any of my fren would come across this blog, but i shall let my thank for all of them "float" in this cyber space... Thank You all my friends, hmm, without them, maybe i dun have the driving force to do many things.
i use to think that i can live in the whole alone, without friends, now i still think so, just that i ll be much less happy, much less happiness, much more frowns. and now that i m in university, i learnt to cherish the people and things around me. to all my jc friends, i miss them... and i hope we can be frens for many many years to come. maybe i didnt tell u, but i really cherish u.
May all your wishes come true for the New year... 2006 be a great year ahead...