Friday, May 18, 2007

ROAR!!!!!!

I wanna RRRRRROOOOOOAAAAAAAARRRRRR~

Now is 12:33am. I know "most" mankind should be sleeping now... but I am no normal mankind! I am "girl-unkind"... or if you wanna say.... "woman-unkind". Why do I still have to be deprived of my holiday entertainment and MY-lifestyle?

Why does Parents and Nagging always come in a package? ok... I am pretty immune to nagging and scolding and whatever you call it. But excessive really can get me irritated sometimes... (like my evil bro says).

And I must also agree... (my fault I know)... I do get over obsessive sometimes. Obsessiveness seems like a double edged sword to me. It can take up all my time and soul, engulf me, blind me of other things, but it can also make me excel in things I am really passionate about (at least in some areas I believe).

But that's not the point... Now is my holiday! I haven really rested for a long time. Whole-heartedly do want I want to do. Why do I need to be nagged by a himself-never-grow-up-old-man-gonnabe?

And this strike me once again... How am I going to cope with staying home in coming sem(s)? I have been relatively free in sch for the past sems. HOW???!!!

I know I know.... parents do all these for my own good. they care, that's why. and I should cherish all these. I KNOW.

Pardon me... Just let me Roar for the time being. Let me ROAR inside, let me roar within, like I have always did. I ll be fine in awhile time. No worries... just wanna type abit and release the Roary-feelings. I ll be fine. I ll be happy home and smiley soon. And I ll get over my obsession pretty soon too. I hope.

~~~~~~RRRRRRROOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRR~~~~~~~

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Silence


Bear with me... I simply cannot stop myself...

Latest holiday activity is to seclude myself and watch Silence 深情密码.
(Can I scream?? please~)
很好看!!! 很好看,很好看,很好看!!!

ok~ I know this drama is not exactly "new", it is released in Taiwan in 2006. but, as usual, Singapore audience never get to watch new and nice shows until Nth years after, or sometimes not even after Oth years after. So... after 2 semesters of hectic + horrible busy-ness... I finally have time to catch up my long want-to-watch show.

and I admit again, the plot is kinda cliche, abit like korean drama, where (at least) one of the main actor (actress) has to die of some cancer (leukemia/ lung cancer/ blood cancer/ this time is liver cancer). Maybe cause the actress is a korean, so the plot sort of become very korean also.

BUT! that's not important at all! Important is... the actor this time is not some "tiny-eyes-plastic-surgery-pencil-sharp-nose-that-never-stop-crying-guy". This is big eyes and real handsome zaizai周渝民. He is faintingly帅 (*Faintz Faintz*). Dun care if you laugh at my obsession bout him... is a real pleasure to watch him. hahah!!!!!

so... while I am still in process of 追看中... please bear with my occasional screaming and multiple exclamation marks. hahah! following is some snapshots of the drama, from www.chinatv.com.tw/event/2006/silence


仔仔周渝民 as 戚伟易

朴恩惠 as 赵深深 & 许志安 as 左钧

仔仔 & 许志安

仔仔 & 赖雅妍 as 米晓光

Monday, May 14, 2007

Angela's Campus Showcase

Yoz!

ok! i am so glad the tips from Blogger employee (Jordan) works. Thank you!!! i can see my "testing testing post" haha! ok...! this is the first getaway from books and notes since holiday start.

Event: Angela 张韶涵 <<梦里花>> Campus Showcase.
Venue: Singapore Polytechnic Auditorium
Date & Time: 7th May 2007 @ 6pm
Attendence: Me & JY. (another JY, not me)

Due to some delay in sch, I reached SP at 5pm, meet my fren JY and start our 1st visit to SP. ahah! Start of "SP之旅". We had a light snack and went off for the 校园演唱. oooh~~~ so excited!!!

Looking at those poly students, we couldnt help but feel OLD~ I guess poly students are mostly about 16 to 20 years old. In this foreign place, instead of looking blur and tourists, i came up with the idea of acting freshies. That would be 16 or 17 years old. "JY! LET'S ACT FRESHIES!!!"

Because I won the tix, we got to sit all the way at the front. Although that wasnt my first attempt sitting rrriiiiight in front, but sitting comfortably (in a school-not-mine), chatting with friend, while others scurry here and there is quite enjoyable. hahah!

and finally... angela appear... she is sooo tiny... but sing as good as the CD. low light plus couldnt zoom that far... so the pic are abit blur...


After a few songs and games with the audience, angela had a autograph session for her 改版专辑. While she's doing that... JY & JY sneak near to the stage and stalk for 丁志勇 to appear. hahha! cos JY (my friend), wanted to take photo with mr. woohoo! and.....

We Succeed....!!!

After this photo with zhi yong, we went out of the auditorium. on the way out, we come across this "adidas girl" (she s wearing a t-shirt with Adidas printed at the back), who stole away the poster sticking on the wall outside the audi. The student helper then took the mic and call for her... "Hey that girl! You cannot take the poster!!! Hey Adidas girl! Come back Come back! Return the poster!" (and the Adidas girl simply too shy to walk back, she continue walking off... not even showing her face to the poor student.) Me and JY stood and watch in amusement. We look at each other and go... "OPPPS~~~ HAHAHAHHA!!!"

Outside the auditorium, we-who-try-to-act-freshies took a few pictures.

(At this point of time... i am wondering if i should upload the freshies-wannabe(s) photos. mmm... *ponder ponder*... ok... one each then!)

My Friend JY

That's me!

Finally~ Testing testing

Testing testing...

Been very pek-chek cos i cant blog. check out blogger discussion forum and realise that this seem to be a problem related to singnet user. argh~~~ and come about a few ways that "might" help for the time being... so here s a trial post. if this is ok... i ll post.

testing testing... testing 1.2.3...

Saturday, May 05, 2007

I Guess

Battle Field -- Level 4 -- Stage 5 -- I Guess I Guess I Guess Guess Guess

Last instalment of Battle Field Level 4. After a couple of days recuperating at the land of far far away, EEY AIJ HOP became slacken mentally. It became especially tough to regain the drive and agressiveness.

So, in a real relax pace... it prepare for the final battle... in its mind is all the wonderful things that it want to do after the battle.

The battle itself was in a relax pace as well... no rushy-ness... but a guessing game for EEY AIJ HOP. Guess??? yesh... guess that is... lack of preparation, a slacken mind, it couldnt remember all it needs to... and everything seemed like a mist of blurry. In situation like this, guessing is the only thing to do.


Nevermind the result (for now). EEY AIJ HOP left. After about a month of seclusion in "Pulau Bukit NTU", the time has finally come to declare the end of seclusion. (Yes, I know Pulau is island and Bukit is hill, but that just serves to emphasize how Ulu the place is. )

With all its things packed, EEI AIJ HOP 离开这个伤心地, and set its journey to the land of far far away. To the place where everything beings, a place where it started out, a place it wants to belong, a place where it can wear pajamas and jump around but nobody would give a glance.

Yup, my job is done. After this final instalment of Battle Field Level 4, the next level should only arrive some time much later. (hahah! Preview: Inbetween there might be a special level... Level 4.5... hahha) In the meantime... I would be updating on my holiday and also maybe some 散文. Haven write for a long long time, so should take some time to complete. Till then, if I think it is appropriate enough, I will post, otherwise, the articles shall just sit in my lappy.

Friday, May 04, 2007

no time

argh~~ no time no time... how come so many things to do???

me just caught the smell of freedom bout 8hours ago... and i have no time to write my final episode of this season's battle field...

this is what i have been doing for the passed 8hours:

8.00-9.15pm - rush back and watch tv... cos Cai Min You is on channelU (sooo cute lo!!!.. ok this is not the focus... shall not side track)

9.20-12.30am - came back and started msn-ing. and the msn lasted for a long long time... hahha... at peak, i was chatting with bout 8persons, different content and topic. oh! plus sms-ing one more.
within this time... i was too hungry that i started munching on bread. cos i had only ate half a plate of rice at 1pm (to avoid being too full and brain lag)... all the way till 12.30am!

12.30am - i declare that i need to eat, so i got my post-exam-feast of instant noodle..

1.00am - i log off and bath...

1.15am - back from bath and started packing for tml big runaway... and i pack n pack n pack n sneeze n sneeze... so dusty... hahah! until now!!!!

4.10am - i declare that i shall stop... leave the rest till tml... i have finish the major stuff... left a little pantry corner to be clear and my laptop and its friend-printer (cos i still need to use now)

4.10-420am - i am blogging... main point in this blog is to say that i am very busy and grumble bout the mass transfer term paper that i have to compile and edit now.

ok... now is the time... roar~~~~~ anyway... i ll get my final battle field up tml or day after tml. haha!

Friday, April 27, 2007

Bad. Very Bad

Battle Field -- Level 4 -- Stage 4 -- Bad. Very Bad.

This is the second last report for battle field series, a very disheartening one. I witness EEY AIJ HOP stumbled and fell, injured and bled, I see the broken hand and leg. I see how it tries to savior the situation till the very last second -- to no avail.

As predicted, the combined attack by "Kind & motherly-but-no-longer" and "He who think he is merciful" is formidable.

So much so for EEY AIJ HOP's stress and backache the night before the battle, the pain endured did not pay back. The once optimistic EEY AIJ HOP lost hope and faith once again. "No mankind is kind" -- it strongly believe.


Right now, EEY AIJ HOP just want to recuperate from the badly injured battle, in it's most familiar place, the place where it call home. The place where it knows it will be safe and peaceful. A place far away from battle field.

Till the next battle, it shall endure.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Shooting Star

just a random note... cos it thought this is special enough for me to put it down...

I "think" I saw a shooting star just now! while on the phone outside N1.3 BIE building. Maybe it is just me having 眼花 after all the horrible staring at notes. But, alot of things are up to the believer. I choose to believe it is not yan-hua, is a REAL shooting star.

And RJgg also say it is quite common to see shooting stars. AND there's a group of meteorites right now. (saw it on yahoo news, but forgot details le) supposedly one can see bout 30-45 swiping across the sky in an hour... provided good weather and right location of cos. So there is a strong reason, both scientifically and psychologically, for me to believe that I am not that old and blurry-eyes,... yet.

consider myself lucky, cos the weather was infact quite foggy and cloudy, even after the heavy rain. abit scary to stay in there at this late night all alone (ok, there's two other girls whom i dunnoe outside mugging. but in the comp lab... i m all alone.)

right now... i ve to get back to mugging for CRE, the final internal battle. after that will be the last external battle (if u know what i mean). nvm... time for me to get back mugging. maybe i ll sleep "early" later. Nitez!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Battle Field - Unpredictables. Misinterpret. Shivers.

Battle Field -- Level 4 -- Stage 3 -- A Battle of the Unpredictables and Shivers

Third battle of the series. All the way from yesterday, EEY AIJ HOP had been browsing through the martial manuals in a relax tempo. That's because today was an open-everything battle... bring in one tonne of papers and book if you wish to. And so, nothing to memorise about.

As for the opponent, is the all time scary Unpredictable-Prof. His strength is to STUNNED his opponent with Never-See-Before-Attacks. and so, there is nothing much EEY AIJ HOP can do, except to know all its own stuff and imagine all the possible scenarios. It even became a little paranoid trying to think of all the worst scenarios.

The battle place was cold-but-not-too-cold, and somehow, EEY AIJ HOP was nervous, the thought of an unfinished battle kept hovering on it's head. Then, it's hands start to shiver, while the body felt warm. trying very hard to juggle all the things around it with a pair of shivery hands. (*Shiver Shiver*)

Battle today was not as bad as it imagine. Unpredictable Prof did not give TOO Stunning-Attacks. (or maybe because "it" has already experienced the worst, so not as stunned as previous encounters) But all the attacks need endurance to defense. SOOO TEDIOUS argh! It had barely enough time to complete the battle.

But not everything was as smooth as you think. EEY AIJ HOP realised it misinterpreted an attack (after everything ended of course), and therefore wrong response was given... SOBZ SOBZ :(

Hmm... that was sad, because that is supposed to be a simple one. TOO BAD... Only itself to blame for being careless (for the Nth time, in donkey years) The one-eye-paste-stamp syndrome never seem to be cured... and I promise I hate AIJ HOP for that. I suppose the one-eye-paste-stamp illness is so complicated that no known cure are available for it to date. Till the syndrome disappear one day, I can only pray for EEY AIJ HOP that it doesnt recur again (or at least not so often).


Thursday, April 19, 2007

Got Double Dose SHOCKED

Battle Field -- Level 4 -- Stage 2 -- Kena SHOCKED

Today EEY AIJ HOP had a second battle. Battle of the Environment and sinful human. "It" got quite freaked out before the battle cos there s so much martial arts manual to read and MEMORISE! and memorising is definitely not its forte. But fortunately, seem like "THE FORCE" did stayed with it for today. the opponent wasnt strong. so most ppl manage to defeat it with relative ease (at least compared to the previous Mr.Nice-but-no-longer and Mr.Evil-forever, and up coming evil monsters).

Anyway... that is not the main story of todays news report on The Battle Field. The side story is.... EEY AIJ HOP got double dose of SHOCKED. and as mentioned, this battle involves alot of memorising... shocking is definitely not good for memorising work. the story goes like this...

1st Dose -- Mild Dose:

Middle of the night, while it was memorising the thick stack of manuals... it's roomie started mumbling ALIEN language. I promise it is a non-terrestrial language. (must be extra terrestrial!!!).

it goes like this... &(@#&#)@^$&amp;^%*(;amp;@*#)!p;amp;*(@)))*#^#!!$^#Y#*$%($%#)(@(@&)!_!!(@))#$^$(%)<>?*^(^*()(*&^>

GRRR~~~~ Scared EEY AIJ HOP decided to be brave and stopped the roomie from continuing... using its highly intelligent IQ and random response ability, it spoke... "erm... u can off the lights if u want." Luckily... that REALLY stopped the alien language.
GRRR~~~ shock-ked~

2nd Dose -- Heavy Dose:

In the midst of final preparation for battle in the afternoon... it was all FOCUS trying to remember everything. The room was quiet.... and suddenly BANG!!!!! ARGHHH!!!!!

EEY AIJ HOP was SHOCK-KED again... this time much more shocked than the 1st time. Before it knows... the weird roomie started JUMPING UP & DOWN behind. SHOCK-KED + PUZZLED... it decide to ignore her.


Anyway, if u are curious what happened... she got herself her job for the holiday. So when she saw the email (i think), there comes the LOUD BANG, followed by ARGH!!!! (argh for quite long...) then "I GOT THE JOB!!!!" (and finally followed by "it" shocked face)



From past experimental results have tells us that knowledge has extremely low affinity for the brain. Any turbulent or change in surrounding conditions (temperature, pressure, pH, stress level, velocity etc etc...) will cause a irreversible detachment of these knowledge particles from the brain. So... It decided that... if it cannot win the Battle... it will be the roomie's fault. For the double dose shock has intrigue memory lost.

End note: Although I know that EEY AIJ HOP's roomie will be reading this, But as a PROFESSIONAL reporter for the Battle Field... Nothing Shall be Hidden, The Truth Shall be Uncovered, In the Name of Sun and Moon Shall Vow.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Midst of Battle

Battle Field -- Level 4 -- Stage 1

Minute-Peanut-Puny-Micro-Nano-Brain-EEY AIJ HOP had a battle today... and it* can still see the blood oozing from its wounds. The opponent today is combine force from the Mr. Nice-but-no-longer and Mr. Evil-forever. Not enough to make it die... but badly injured.

How disappointing.... Mr.Nice is no longer nice. That truly reflect my 嘉仪名言: 没有Prof是好人! No matter what... sooner of later... the nice one will be overtaken by the dark forces. before you know it, they ll be wearing all black and breathing like Darth Vader. (*Breath-in Breath-out*).

Picture from www.rabittooth.com


Anyway... me is real busy now... no time to get snip shots of battle into Wu Liao series. will only do that when i am free-er. after all the nightmare most probably.
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ME~ (*pray pray*)

End note
* Because i dunnoe EEY AIJ HOP is a male or a female or something else... so i decided to call it "it" for the time being. hahha

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

You Lose

Today I was defeated. Yes, AGAIN.

I dunnoe why, but it is just so. The most irritating part? ... to realise the solution just after everything is over.

Somehow, this picture keep appearing in my head (for the past one year). So now I drawn it, The Wu Liao series (part 5): You Lose


For those who understood this picture, no need for more explanation. I dunnoe how many share the same feeling, but this definitely depicts myself.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Feel it

I FEEL IT once again.

When I feel it, it means the time has come.

"Backache + Neckache + Headache"

the traditional 3-in-1 package, with extra toppings of

"Heavy eyelids + High frequency yawning + High affinity to bed"

And, midnight special of

"Tooth ache" for special guest.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Rainy day

今天下了一场大雨。大得看不清前方,大得让人有一点害怕。
但是我喜欢雨天。当然,那是在我有安全庇护的前提下。

大大的雨点好像在为大地洗澡,用最原始的方式让恢恢蒙蒙的空气,大地,建筑,和人们,再次亮起来。经过一场洗礼,好像一切都苏醒了。

大雨让人看不清远方。这样的朦胧感觉自己特别有安全感,可以尽情地把情绪表露在脸上。
大雨声加上更大的雷声掩盖了人们的声音。感觉自己可以想说什么就说什么。不会有人听见吧?

有时候,感觉雨点是在为我哭泣。是他感受到我的心情吗?还是纯粹巧合?他的心情也不好吗?
还是,他只是让别人看不见我,听不见我,在他的掩护下,让我可以做回自己。仿佛生命最原始的一股力量在陪伴着我。那一刻,我不孤独。

(hmm... become abit sentimental whenever it rains. 虽然华文不是很好,但是,中文字还是最能表达我的心情。)

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Speedy Recovery Evil Bro~

Argh~

Evil bro fell and injured himself just now! one big hole on the chin and 7 stitches now.
Although doctor said it ll leave scar, hope it wont be too bad. take care of the wound bro, if not very ugly ar!

Spastic evil bro called me after falling. Me at all the way other end of singapore lo~ the 遗憾 of 远水救不了近邻. and evil bro say he dun wanna see doc. -__-U. so deep a cut dun wanna see doc! roar~ how can he be so like me??? stubborn us both. we try to cure ourselves whenever something happens. 最好不要惊动爸爸妈妈. but stuff like this still have to la... aiyo~ in the end i called mama to bring him to see doc. hmpf~

take care la evil bro!!!

Friday, April 06, 2007

Yo!


Yo Yo Yo!

Evan Yo 蔡旻佑 (Cai Min You)... recently got really absorbed into his songs. that's why i decided to recommend his album here. He released his 1st album "19" last year, in October. Album titled "19" because he was 19 years old then (20 now... and he is only 4days younger than me).
Cos i haven been listening to radio for a long time, so sort of lost track with pop musics. all the way till CNY this year, saw a new year special programme, he was one of those performer, and suddenly thought that his songs are nice.
and i started listening to his entire album, it was very nice, from 1st track till the last. and is the kind that i ll like more as i listen to it more.

even more impressed after reading some biblio about him!
he started learning classical music at age of 5. he knows how to play violin (major), piano (minor), guitar, drum, and flute (envy envy~). he got into his university being 1st in violin and piano in the entrance exam. (double champion lo~~). his mum being a vocal teacher, taught him singing since young. more amazing, he composed all the 12 tracks in his album. he was producer for some of it also. (so talented~~)

you might think, how was he discovered. well, taiwan's local king Jacky Wu Zong Xian, found him when he was 14 years old. he sign contract with wu zong xian and waited for 5 yrs before releasing his ablum (long long wait). right now, he is SonyBMG 's 强打新人. in good hands i supposed, cos Sony bmg really knows how to publicise, promote and package new artists. letting the public knows him is definitely important for a 新人. no matter how talented, if nobody knows him, there ll be no success in the music industry.
He came to singapore to promote his album now (from tues till today), couldnt go and listen to him live because i am stucked in school. but ppl... look out for him. i believe he ll make it. he ll become famous lo... already a 新人王 in taiwan, he ll make his way to rest of asia.
Those who wanna listen to his album can visit these sites:
搜狗 - www.sogou.com and type in 蔡旻佑
typical love songs (very KTV style): 城外,我可以,我想要说,旋转门
his special style of rock and sci-fic: 梦不落帝国,超人不在家,8Bits,Can You Hear Me
轻快的: 翻不完的夏天,简单

Personally, i really ENVY of ppl who are talented. somehow, my parents did not let me learn anything when i am young. i really knows nothing. no talent at all!!! when i complained to them, they said that it was for my own good (not give me pressure and let me enjoy my childhood). they assume that i couldnt take care of myself, let alone learn stuff. moreover, learning music is very expensive (i din specify i wanna learn music lo). hmpf, not to the extend of pressurising, but exposure and let me learn something i like. really nothing. that s why often, i felt a sense of inferior when i see my peers who are sooo multi-talent.

Children are just like a piece of BIG BIG sponge. They can absorb alot, and learn alot. We shouldnt let this golden learning period be wasted. I always believe that exposing children to the world, and let them explore their interest. What learnt shall stay, no robber or theft can steal it away.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

So accurate test

Saw this on TK's blog, it is a super simple test, just choose the colour you like. and amazing... it is so accurate, at least for this moment.

Colorgenic (http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/)

At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.You seem to lack the energy of late to get up and go. Your objectives appear to be unattainable and no one seems to care. You feel lost, neglected and need some W.T.C. (Warm tender care).You are not an argumentative sort of person and 'rather than fight - you'd switch' (an old cigarette ad cliche). But when you try to assert yourself - as sometimes you may try to do - you meet with so much resistance and effrontery that manifests itself so obviously that you become hurt, indignant and resentful. So in order to have peace and quiet you tend to become inhibited. You keep it all to yourself but deep down, you 'feel' and 'hurt' a lot.For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.

If you know... my msn nick says "no mankind is kind". what a strong reflection of that. and i am seriously tired.

Getting slim

This is a real hectic week... so hectic, i m lost at what to do.

Anyway, on the way back to hall, was chatting with suppie and decided to put my nonsense idea into another The Wu Liao series. here is it.

Monday, April 02, 2007

Today~ Tired~ Tech Comm~

Today is a real roller coaster day... this is how it goes...

i begin waking up really sleepy. sooo sleepy and drowsy. and i can feel my 1kg eyelids putting extreme pressure on me. and e weight just get heavier. BUT! i cannot continue sleeping, cos today, we need to present our tech comm project (or not i dunnoe).

and so i crawl out of my bed, and back in, and out again, and in again, and out finally.
After all the struggle... finally i left my room for sch, and i thought i am late for lesson. and i took sbs bus instead of sch shuttle bus.

the struggle with e heavy eye lids just continue. to my surprise, i saw my comrades, SZ and ZR are also busy battling wth their eyelids. finally the lesson are over...

the break is another fierce fight, between mass tut and presentation rehearsal and blurness and time. luckily, TK, L & his gf settled the mass tut.

With three pairs of heavy eye lids, one blocked nose, one charcoal-burnt skin, one painful blister on the foot and many uncertainties, 6 "black-warriors" set for the final battle.

We did well i guess, given all the blurness we are in today. unprepared and worried. lost and nervous, roary in side and trembling outside.

At least all are over now. i just feel like taking a nap. and if u have realise by now, i dunnoe what i am typing. "let the finger do the walking", maybe that s what i m doing.

1...2...3... zzz... ZZZ...

Kai1 Bu4 Liao2 Kou3

有些话,就是开不了口。
当面问吗?但是两人之间的和谐很有可能永远的被破坏。
继续猜疑吗?但是天天见面的猜疑真得很难受。
不因为什么,只因为信任不存在了。
一切单纯的事情,都被蒙上一层阴影。
不喜欢带着有色眼镜看人,但是当你没办法再像从前那样单纯的相信时。
一切都不一样了。
事实到底是什么?我想,我永远都不会懂。
没有人会说。没有人肯开口。没有人会自己搓破自己的谎言。
而我,也不想说。
就只能熬到底吧。然后不见面。那就是最好的。
让自己慢慢淡忘一切。希望有一天我能忘记那层灰蒙。
再以平常心看待。
但那会是很久以后。
现在,我没办法。除非,有人打破沉默。
但是那人,一定不是我。
懦弱也罢。猜疑也罢。一定不是我。
时间真的能摸去历史的残影吗?
真的能忘记?还是原谅?
还是。。。陌路人的一切,都不干我的事?

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

What are you eating?

Yoz!

Got real irritated and frusfrated today... so instead of smashing things and 化悲愤为食量, i decided to make yet another of my Wu Liao series. Entitled: What are you eating?

Don't think this is all made up, it happened yesterday, and i almost caused a murder case in sch... haha! My friend got soooo 冷到. Don't think i need to explain who is who.

Monday, March 26, 2007

Pulling Hair

Thank you thank you...

Thanks for the support for my previous post Add Oil. Due to the positive feedback i ve got, i have decided to make a series of it. Tentatively, it will be named "The Wu Liao series". and i welcome better suggestions (for the title and also stories).

Here is another... Called 三毛拔毛 (San Mao Pluck Hair).
It may look like a spastic cartoon to you... but this arise from a scary incident this morning.

Today, i came back from lesson and decided to take a little nap. Took off my spectacles, and untied my hair, i m all prepared to sink in and leave the conscious world for half an hour. BUT!

To my horror!!!!! I saw a whole mess of hair beside my pillow. (and i really mean alot of hair. i couldnt even grab all of them with one hand to throw away). And I emphasize, is beside my pillow, not on it. and the hair appear on both side of the pillow. My GOD! what could have happened?? Did my turned-evil-roomie pluck off a whole bundle of my hair? Or a pervertic person decide that instead of stealing undergarment, he want to change to hair-plucking? Or someone VOODOO-ed me, and pluck off so much of my hair???

I tried very hard to recall what had happened. OH MY! I WAS THE ONE!!!! I vaguely remember myself pulling hard on my own hair (while i am 3/4 asleep, with only a quarter of consciousness to allow myself to remember what had happened). For some unknown reason why i want to do that to myself. ARGH~

I have to do something. Otherwise.... Oh no~ I dare not imagine. Maybe i ll try tying up both my hands so that i cannot pull my hair. or do i wrap up my head so that my hands cannot pluck? or....?

Sunday, March 25, 2007

My Hall

Hohoho~
ever wonder how my hall looks like??? the mystery shall be uncovered today! Lets see how untidy it can get!

This is MY table! One of the only 4 pieces of furniture i have (Table, Chair, Cupboard, Bed). Without fail, anyone that comes to my room will comment that i have messy table. and they will compare it with my roomie. "I can see that your roomie is neater than you". What the?? This is called tidyness-in-the-mess. I know where are all my things ok! and i care for my books! i put them horizontally so that there pages will not become crumpled.

This is what my prof had done to me. Look at the mess of notes! Roar~ horrible! and if u can scrutinize it enough, u ll see that those are Diffusion and Random walk notes... ARGH~

After a night battling with Unit Ops, this is what i ve got on my table. mess of eraser rubbing and short segments of my hair. grrr~~~~ horrid


Hoho~ this is MY MUG! Very cute, got this bear on it and says Merry Christmas. I bought it especially for Hall. the brownish content--- my NTU best buddy--- COFFEE! and is specifically Nescafe-3-in-1-Regular.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Add Oil!

The semester is nearing the end, and this is the time where people need to add oil the most.

加油 (jia1 you2): literally means to add oil. In places like Taiwan, it means to refill petrol in vehicles. But very commonly, 加油 is used as encouragement, to means continue striving and working hard (coincide with to "to burn midnight oil", oil for burning and energy for working). It is also used in cheering.

A 无聊 inspiration while mugging for quiz last night... got it illustrated using Paint.


To all my friends who need a little encouragement:

加油加油,JYJY,嘉仪祝加油!And I only use No cholestrol, No trans-fat, Omega 3 & 6 Enriched Canola Oil and Olive Oil. Healthy living starts from OIL!

Mass-undergarment-stealing

Oh My 天! what has the world become??? there are so many weird and mad people all around the place.

few days ago, my hall has "mass-undergarment-stealing". Somehow, all the undergarment hung outside of room to dry are stolen. When i say "all", i means along the corridor, from different room and different people. (hahah~ not mine though, i didnt do laundry on that day. and i never leave my laundry unattended).

and then, when i read the newapaper today (which i haven been doing for a long long time). there is a crazy man that goes around spikking Old~cabby Kopi-O and molest them while they are unconscious. when i look at the paper, i have a (*O*)!!! look... A man, molesting other men, and men at their 50s to 60s. Grrr~~~~ what is wrong with him????!!!!

really 善哉善哉 lo! Not only the polar ice cap are melting, not only the El Nino and flood and drought, PEOPLE are getting more and more strange.

Monday, March 19, 2007

Home Comp: Get well soon

I still cannot understand how come there are so many nothing-better-to-do-nonsense-rubbish-horrible-people out there, make viruses and trojans to make others suffer? WHY!???? Tell me!!!

Somehow, i also dunnoe how, my home comp caught virus (Win32 Agent or AELUPSVC.DLL). The computer starts to restart out of nowhere. Apparently, this is a POWERFUL one, because it terminate all sorts of antivirus software. Whenever, the antivirus trys to remove it, the comp restart. NO CHANCE at all! access is denied to the root file, and i juz cant remove it. Until finally, a software claims that it can remove it, it is removed, but the comp crashed. somehow, a software problem become a hardware problem. The comp couldnt even reboot. And that means that the only chance of reinstalling window will not work also.

My sick bro, (apparently had passed on his virus to the comp, both of them are sick) try all means to saviour the comp... until this morning, he managed to reinstalled it... but as the chinese saying goes 好景不长在. after all the tedious work of installing back all the drivers and configurations, and seem like everything is gonna be ok~..... lightning struck and thunder road again.... in the midst of downloading Window service pack 2.... the comp restarted again!!!! WHY~~~~!!! why do this to us!? ROAR~

I really have no idea what to do....
and i want to re-emphasize, 无聊 people who creates viruses and malware WILL get their retribution.... someday, somehow, they will pay for all the suffering they caused others. 只是时机未到.

My Mental Age

Somehow brought up about this mental age test with CS that day. I did this test a few years back, when i was in my JC years... that time, i m 47 years old!!!! supposedly i will be 50years old now... When i did it again this time, i m 43! ROAR~ old!!! Here's my result:

您的精神年齡43歲 與您實際年齡差23歲
幼稚度24%
成熟度64%
老化度53%

(English)
Your mental age is 43 years old, 23 years difference from your actual age
Childishness 24%
Maturity 64%
Degree of Aging 53%

From: http://hk.geocities.com/ringo_rainbow/age.htm

So old~~~

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Horoscope

Saw something real funny on http://ahaoreporter.blogspot.com/ and decide that i shall copy it over here.

白羊座妈妈经常叮嘱羊羊: "穿裙子时不可以荡秋千;不然,会被小男生看到里面的小内裤!"
有一天,羊羊高兴地对妈妈说: "今天我和小明比赛荡秋千,我赢了!"
妈妈生气地说:"不是告诉过你吗?穿裙子时不要荡秋千! "
羊羊骄傲地说:"可是我好聪明哦!我把里面的小内裤脱掉了,这样他就看不到我的小内裤了! "
(勇敢直率、敢做敢为的白羊)

金牛座卖瓜小贩: "快来吃西瓜,不甜不要钱!"
饥渴的牛牛:" 哇!太好了,老板,来个不甜的!"
(持家、想出轨又顾全自己的金牛)

双子座妈妈叫双双起床: "快点起来!公鸡都叫好几遍了!"
双双说: " 公鸡叫和我有什么关系?我又不是母鸡!"
(自我意识强烈、自行思维的双子)

巨蟹座公车上,蟹蟹说:"今晚我要和妈妈睡!"
妈妈问道:"你将来娶了媳妇也和妈妈睡阿? "
蟹蟹不假思索:" 嗯! "
妈妈又问:"那你媳妇怎么办?"
蟹蟹想了半天,说: " 好办,让她跟爸爸睡!"
妈妈:"!@#$%︿&*???!! " 再看爸爸,已经热泪盈眶啦!
(恋母情结、依恋的巨蟹)

狮子座狮狮去参加奶奶的寿宴。到了吃寿包的时候,狮狮问: "我们为什么要吃这种像屁股的寿包?"
众人听了脸色大变。接著狮狮拨开寿包,看看里面的豆沙,说: "奶奶,快看!里面还有大便! "
众人晕的晕,吐的吐。
(以自我感受、不怕旁人眼光的骄傲的狮子)

处女座处处对肚脐很好奇,就问爸爸。爸爸把脐带连著胎儿与母体的道理简单地讲了一下,说:" 婴儿离开母体之后,医生把脐带减断,并打了一个结,後来就成了肚脐。 "
处处: "那医生为什么不打个蝴蝶结? "
(好奇心强又追求完美的处女)

天秤座父亲对天天说: "今天不要上学了,昨晚...你妈给你生了两个弟弟。你给老师说一下就行了。"
天天却回答: "爸爸,我只说生了一个;另一个,我想留著下星期不想上时再说!"
(聪明、权衡利弊的天平)

天蠍座蠍蠍刚睡著,就叫蚊子叮了一口。他起来赶蚊子,却怎么也赶不出去。没法,便指著蚊子说:" 好吧,你不出去我出去!"
边说边出了房间,把门使劲关严得意地说:"哼!我今晚不进屋,非把你饿死不可! "
(搞不懂、不按常理出牌的天蝎)

射手座射射: "爸爸,为什么你有那么多白头发? "
爸爸:" 因为你不乖,所以爸爸有好多白头发阿。"
射射:??(疑惑中)射射:"那为什么爷爷全部都是白头发?"
爸爸:!@#$%︿&*(??)(喜欢思考的射手)

摩羯座一天,羯羯跟妈妈上街;走在路上,突然下起雨来。妈妈拉过羯羯的小手,说:"下雨了,快往前跑阿!"
羯羯慢条斯理地问:" 那前面就不下雨喽!?"
(明白现实懒得改变的摩羯)

水瓶座瓶瓶问妈妈: " 问什么称蒋先生为『先人』?"
妈妈说:" 因为‘ 先人 ‘是对死去的人的称呼。 "
瓶瓶说:"那去世的奶奶是不是要叫『鲜奶』? "
(天生的另类、脑筋思考永远和常人不一样的水瓶)

双鱼座爸爸给鱼鱼讲小时候经常挨饿的事。听完後,鱼鱼两眼含泪,十分同情地问: "哦,爸爸,你是因为没饭吃才来我们家的吗?"
(富含丰富同情心、不分情况对象的双鱼)

My god~ i think that description fits me.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Mutated sense of smell

Mutation can occurs to anyone, anytime, any place, though its probability of occurring is extremely low. Unfortunately (I supposed), the frequency of mutation occurs extremely high in my family.... one prominent mutation is the sense of smell!

It all originated from my mum... She has an extremely POWERFUL "Spoilt-Food" identifying sense of smell.... one smell... she can tells you if the plate of veg or meat has gone bad. The food tester in my family, she has help us prevented uncountable occasions of food poisoning.

Evil bro~, able to detact slightest smell around the house, like dog smell, food smell (farrrr away~), rubbish smell from downstairs, curry chicken or been hoon smell from few houses away. However, his sense of smell has a unique ability to selectively sense what "it wants to". Such as stinking smell from his socks are selectivity filtered. This special feature has enable him to reduce the amount of time he "think-he-need-to-bath".

Myself~! Special at detacting human scent. (yes! like mozzie or vampires). ME has the ability to distinguish individual smell, especially my family members and friends around me. List of some people that I "Smell" are.... JY, RZ, RJ, G, YY, ZH, TK, papa, mama, evil bro... DO NOT be surprised if you suspect the initial represent you... cos your smell have been registered in my data base. Also, please do not assume that these people are smelly, cos smell is not equivalent to smelly.

"Mutated Sense of Smell"
Place: Canteen A
Date: 12 Mar 2007
People Involved: JY (Me), prof skinny, RZ

Scene 1:
JY (suddenly turn back to skinny): I SMELL RZ! where is RZ? i smell him!
skinny: Har? Hahahahah~~ You smell RZ? hahahahahha (skinny couldnt stop laughing).
JY: i really smell him lah!

Scene 2:
skinny (suddenly turn to JY): EH! JY! RZ really here leh!!!!! see! he over there... wearing black de! OH MY! you really smell him!
JY: OH! see!? i told ya i smell him! I go and tell him

Scene 3:
(JY find her way through the crowd to RZ)
JY: RZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SMELL YOU!!!! Just now i told skinny i smell you, then she say you are here!
RZ: HAR?! Am i that smelly??? (RZ sniff himself... )
JY: no la! not smelly, but i can recognise your smell! hahahha!!!!
RZ: Go away you freak! argh~~~~ you smell me? Cannot believe it! ROAR!!!!
JY: Hahahahhahahha
(End of Scene 3)

Yesh de~ that is what happened today. In X-Men 4, more mutation shall occurs!

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

6 Weird Things

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.

Wah! this is difficult! ...

1. Weird sleeping time & habits. I think i have very weird sleeping time, my favourite sleeping hour is about 3am to 2pm ba. and i like afternoon naps, erm... ok, not really naps, naps are short, but i sleep for 3-4hours for my naps. apart from the time, i enjoy alot alot alot of pillows and blankets. on usual time, i have 3 blankets, 3 pillows. when i am away from home, say during holiday, i can compromise to just one each. but back home, i ll be overcrowded by all of them. hardly see space to sleep. but i love the comfy though. and i think my sleeping worms infest the entire bed. my mum/dad has all commented that they fall asleep very very easily on my bed. hahahha!!!

2. I like to wash my hands and feet. realise this when i am in sec sch or JC. have an infinity for water and washing. if i dont wash my hands often enough, i ll have this feeling that it is infested with germs and dirt. and i hates that. so I WASH I WASH I WASH WASH WASH!.

3. Short concentration span. I have very short concentration span. after awhile i ll start fidgeting, like butt got needle like that. and i ll like squirming and turning, all kind of funny thing. cannot sit still long enough to study my stuff. haiz....

4. Funny faces. I like to do funny faces to my brother. hahhhaha! if he is a video cam, he would have captured all the most spastic and weird facial expression and posture of mine. so much so he says there is nothing so "unique" as to my funny face. hahhaha! apart from him, i dont usually do that. But, some people still comment i look darn funny, have weird expression when i talk to them. 有meh? i dunnoe...

5. I dun eat shells, all types, like clam, mussles... whatever. and i dun like them too. when i see seashells i ll think it is disgusting and think of it as deadbodies. not romantic at all. got nagged by alot of ppl for being totally un-romantic already. I think flowers are breeding ground for worms, pigeons flying is associated with birds' dropping all over the place, and seashells are deadbodies of some ugly marine animals.

6. Lame? i couldnt think of any specific thing weird about myself le! but "some" (ehmpf) people have said i am "sort of" lame. hahhah! Creating jokes out of nothing and amazing linking ability to adjoint no-link topics together forming jokes-that-are-low-in-temperature. Errmmm... but this is just from some people. not alot! i am a serious, pleasant girl, quiet most of the time. How would i do that. hahah! me got good image to maintain ok~

Wah! hard time thinking of my weird stuff. hahha~~~ Thanks to chiuseng for tagging me.

People that i wanna tagged are:

Evil Bro, JieYing, SiangLeng..... grr~ cant think of anymore, not many of my frens blog. so be it... 50% discount, 3 persons. hahha!!!

13min -- When miracle happens

Do miracles occur? Yes, definitely, it is only a problem when we see it.
In engineering, we always know that ideal situation do not occurs. But... we may get as close to ideality as possible, what about an efficiency of 99.9%.

Today! I experienced a miracle. How much can you do in 13min?
13min... All it takes, from the moment I woke up, to sitting in Lecture Theatre for test. Nope, don't mistaken, i didnt stay in the LT or outside the LT, neither is it a nap.

After studying till wayyyy early in the morning, I went to bed, with Lavendar aroma (essential oil) in every corner of the tiny room. (my fren said that was sucidal, lavendar aroma on test night can really concuss people) That was the third day of my experiment for aromatherapy for treating insomnia. The next thing I know, I opened my eyes, and shocked to find out that it is 8.50am. (woke myself, no alarm was ringing, no phone ringing, nothing!) For ya info, my test is at 9am.

8.50!!!!?!?!?!?!??!?! Oh My God! ARGH~~~~~~~ HOW!!!!!?????

I double the check the time with my clock, alarm clock, and triple check with handphone. REALLY 8.50am, no joke. and there is a sms on my phone.

CS:"the test is at mlt ar?"

I was about to reply (wonder why i do it when i am left with 10min to get to LT for test), typing half way, when the phone rang.

"Hello. JY ar, where is the test ar?"
"Is at LT1a. (how come i am still so calm?). ARGH! DIE LE! I just woke up! (yea, this should be the way... anxious!)"
"... HAR?!"
"Die le!!!!"
"okok... byebye"

I put down the phone, and was lost for about 10sec. Should i brush my teeth first or change my clothes first. or .... ??? Then, i took my toothbrush with toothpaste and ran to toilet to brush my teeth. After that, i ran back into my room to change. and then pick up my bag and ran off to the busstop.

Should i wait for the unpredictable bus? (NTU shuttle bus can take year~~~ to arrive sometimes). Or should i run? (this may be faster if the bus dont come)

No! i shall wait. The bus will definitely come. It will!

and so i waited..... chanting to myself.... BUS!!! COME!!! HURRY!!! BUS!!!! APPEAR!!!

i think the bus "felt" my call! in less than a min, it appeared!!!!!!!
OH! IT CAME!!!!

I hopped on the bus and waited for my destination. in the meantime, i call CS, but he din answer. "oh! has the test started???" i said to myself. and at this point, my phone rang again...

"JY, where are you le?"
"I am on the bus le! at NIE side"
"oh?! that s fast! should be able to make it"
"yah yah, should be reaching in 2-3min. you guys all settled already?"
"sitting down now... hurry come"
"okok!"

as true as it can be, my destinated busstop came into sight, i alighted (no... i should say jump out) from the bus, and ran up the stairs towards the LT. I RUN I RUN I RUN RUN RUN! I CAN! Passer-by must think i am mad.

GRR~ how come nobody outside the LT? i went in, and found my seat in 2sec. head straight, and sat down. The screen infront says "Do not Start YET". PHEW~~~~ i am not late. 9:03!!!with a sip of water and took out my formula sheet and stationery, i look around... nobody started yet.
"You can start now. It is 9.05 now. We will end at 10.25"

The trauma was kept until after the test, i can still feel the blood gushing. How did i did it? haha! i can only say, miracles do happen.
I told CS i arrived in 13min, him, and every other people i told asked me the same question "did u brush your teeth?" ..... YESH DE! I did!. and CS conclude i should go and 烧香还神, same thoughts here, pray to ancestors and all gods who helped me.

So much about how lucky i am. but i hope i dont have more of such traumatising morning adventure. Just let me wake in time ok!

Monday, March 05, 2007

The End??

结局。结束。结果。
我们常常都在追求一个结局。

“结果呢?!”

追求一个我们所想看到的结局。所谓完美的结局。

“王子和公主快乐的生活在一起。”
世上哪有这种事啊?一点也不真实。

“男孩和女孩的故事终究不能继续”
“医生说出家属最不想听的那句话,‘我们尽力了’。”
“快乐的童话不属于他们。”
哎哟!怎么这样啊?!难道好人就没好报吗?有情人不能在一起吗?

哦!就这样啊?草草了事麻!

真实,又有几何是称心如意的?多少次,我们能得到完整的结局?
现实,总是草草的,不是吗?
多少花,能结果?多少花,开了又落?
结不结,又有何关紧要?只要灿烂过,盛开过。

(一口气写了一大段废话,你可能觉得我一定感触良多,经历了什么。想知道灵感吗?知道了一定觉得我很无聊。卖个关子,我不说。想知道,就自己问我吧!)

Once again

Once again, i ve proven that time is not a constant, and it really can fly. In a blink of eyes, recess week has come to an end, same for CNY, officially ended juz now. Yup, juz now is 元宵节, the last day of chinese new year, the first full moon of the new year. The significance of an ending and a new start. Am i? i don't know.

for the pass one week (or two i should say), i barely had enough time to finish up whatever i NEED to hand up. The others? haha, i don't know. Perhaps i ve got really drained by all the reports (elective report, lab report, tech comm report, and tutorial discussion).

Though overwhelmed by all the work, it might have been my happiest week since the beginning of the year (and i mean the solar calendar, not lunar). I am back in my own world! I may still be nagged by my parents, for sleeping at weird hours (i sleep at 5am and wake at 2pm... opps!), my bro may be at home (but he never bothers me, and when i am bored, he is there for me to disturb), but i enjoy the 清静,宁静,安静,and isolation. i do what i like, sleep like i want to, 难得放纵的吃我想吃的东西, and watch tv like i used to. that feeling is so long lost.

Nevermind the low achievement this recess, nevermind the school work, nevermind the gained weight, nevermind the noisy construction... at least i am me again.

难得放纵
难得快乐
难得我是我
难得还有难得

2007 March 5 12:10am, back to school, back to being a student, i leave the indulgence world of mine...

舍。得。
舍掉慵懒,得到努力
舍去过去,得到未来
舍弃紧握的拳头,得到世界的拥抱

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Suddenly

突然间 毫无缘故
霎那间 感情泛滥
忽然间 不知所措

不知不觉,眉头以深锁了不知许久。
是时间?是我?还是别的?

走到最后,是最后?还是新的开始?
闭上眼睛,看不见,但一切都没变。
睁开眼睛,面对的,始终没办法逃。

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Post-CNY Updates

Hey all!
It is post, or (more accurately) in the middle of Chinese New Year. I have done nothing productive in the past one week, fri sat sun inclusive. Hmm... maybe u think i must have go around collecting lotsa angbao... erm... NOPE! this year abit break record. so far only 3. so what have i been doing?! Watch TV & DVD, Eat & Sleep. A perfect-qualified-professional-potato-couch. So while i have nothing much to share about my CNY, i shall share bout the four movies i watched this CNY.

Blood Diamond. Apocalypto. 墨攻. and 满城尽带黄金. (watched in this sequence).

All four are very different... very difficult to compare. (hahha...废话)

Blood Diamond is by my favourite leonardo dicaprio, he acted very well in it, and his co-actor Djimon Hounsou acted well too. it is so real you feel painful watching it. i like! must watch. and me pray hard leonardo will get the oscar best actor award.

Apocalypto, directed by mel gibson, is a very "raw" movie. make sure u dun eat too full before watching, alot of blood splashing around. is the story of the survival of the fittest. u see the lead running around and around for whole 2hour. i think he got good work out. hahah! quite rare to see such movies nowadays... simple theme, great movie.

墨攻 is by Andy Lau. hmm... wondering why not alot of people watch it during its release. (at least i dun see very very gooood tix sale). The movie is really about this 多管闲事 guy, who wanna get himself into trouble. hahha!!! witty guy that got himself into 一坛烂摊子. alot of people die in this movie too... oh, a piece of "warning", this movie has quite chimm chinese language conversation. so sometimes you might be lost what tactics they are mentioning. nevertheless, real good movie.

last movie i watch was 满城尽带黄金, erm, despite the mix commends about it, i think it is good. Just watching Gong Li and Chou Yun Fatt act is worth whatever money you spend. the eyes, the 一举手一投足, that s real acting skill.. (esp when compared to mr J... hahah). try to appreciate the setting and stuff ba, real lots of money spent.

Hmm... i realise all four movie got lotsa blood splashing around... hmm... CNY watch movies like these... hahah~ nah~ nice. go watch!

Monday, February 12, 2007

Pre-CNY updates

CNY is approaching, greeting to all, hope everyone have a great year ahead. may all prosper and healthy. Happy new year and enjoy.

(i actually typed a whole lots of things... but in the end decided to delete them... shall not destroy a CNY greeting. yeah... HAPPY CNY again!)

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

opps... sorry sorry

Opps! din realise my blog comment setting was set to moderated. and blogger din notify me through email either about comment awaiting approval. so i left alot of comments "somewhere out there". haha. (think is due to previous incidents of weird ppl posting weird comments... or u call it spam. so after clicking here and there, i also dunnoe what i have done to the setting. hahah)
ok... now i have got the setting undone. ppl can resume commenting.
thanks for visiting and reading again.
have a nice day =)

Friday, February 02, 2007

Insomnia

What an irony?! I am doing research on Insomnia. What on earth is someone that sleep like a log, and possesses amazing power of sleeping for 15hours a day (for many days) bothered about insomnia?
(ok. in fact i love sleeping so much i ve done alot of readings regarding sleep prior to this, out of my own interest for sleep.)

Anyway, i just found a amazing way that may revolutionise the treatment of insomnia. Wanna know??? that is, to take some of my genes, replicate it, and prescribe to patients. hmm... maybe bioengineering technology aren't that advance yet. More tradition method, take some of my blood, and make into a vaccine. people who are vaccinated would be affected by insomnia no more. Brilliant idea right~? Patented! hahah! (and evil bro says, just the thought of it is scary. the thought that it WILL work.)

Note: regarding my recovery. I am currently "on my (bumpy) road to recovery". Thought i was much better already, but i found myself coughing violently during my nap. and i found Blood in my mucus. (yes, blood, consisting of red blood cell and white blood cell and whatever) quite abit of it actually. At first i thought i am seeing things or hallucinating already. haiz... Battling hard. And i m not giving up. Wish me well!

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

See doc~ 2nd encounter

It is tuesday. 7 days since the previous time i see doc (the same doc). last wed, and today.

for the sake of my poor roomie, who cant sleep and have to suffer from my "violent" coughing in the middle of the night and early in the morning. and for the sake of poor tutorial n lecture mates who have to endure the "disturbance" every 5min. ---> i gave up trying to wait for the cough to go away itself ~slowly~ (which is what i usually do).

doc say..."oh! ya... u came last week... still haven recover?" (*duh~ if not why do i come and see u again?? not as if u are very handsome hmpf~~~*)

and doc say usually if i dun recover after medication, that means i ve got a bacteria infection. ARGH~~~~ and i have 2 options, to start an antibotic course, or rely on my immune system to battle the bacteria (doc says, "which is possible, but may take longer") .... my choice? the later.
Jia You!! dear immu-sys, yong yuan zhi chi ni! U have all my support! Gambatte!
"so it will be the same drugs as the previous time. give you a less drowsy one" (*sooo thankful~ that "may cause drowsy" drug is reeeeal drowsy. more like sleeping pills.*) "morning take the less drowsy one, night time continue to take the drowsy one" (*argh~ zzzzz). and when i got the medicine, ooh~ other than the cough syrup and less-drowsy-drug, got a different flavour vitamin C! hahahha! (*ok.. nothing to be excited*)

back on the other end of Singapore. my mum and my bro are not so lucky. they din see doc at all. their immune system have to work even harder. Mama coughing badly too, so is my evil bro. (Hey~ at this point you might think i am the evil one to pass the virus to them... NO! that's not true. this is a mystery yet to solve. On tues morning, all 3 of us woke up to feel unwell. me voiceless, mama super dry throat, and bro stuffed nose. and i left home on sunday night. we didnt eat anything heaty or unhealthy before either. so what happened??? none of us know. and none of us know how come only my dad was spared. was it because he is the bday-guy of the month? mysterious~~~)

haiz... is that my chinese new year prelude?! praying real hard all 3 of us recover asap.

Monday, January 29, 2007

Status: Trying hard to recover

hmm... i can conclude the flu virus this time round must be real strong, and errotic, with no sense of sequence.

what i mean by sequence... you know, usually (if u catch a cold), u will start by having fever/flu, then sore throat, then comes the voiceless part, then comes the coughing part... etc.
but this time, i suddenly woke up voiceless, then e body ache, then fever, then the voice came back (alittle) with horrid sore throat, then stuffy nose, and cough cough cough. all screwed up sequence. but still, they come in a package. i got them all. no short change from the virus.

as persistence as me, the virus continue working its way to torture me. after many days of medication, i am still sick. feeling cold all the time, and the bodyache didnt seem to disappear. worst still, i get intense coughing every morning, and every now and then. plus the stuffy blocked nose and my sorethroat.

my parents persuade me to see the doctor again (tml or next few days). in the mean time, battle continues. just hope that no evil prof ask me to answer question at this time, no presentation to do, not much talking to add to the pain, and not too much coughing during lectures.

(* I'm a survivor, I will survive, keep on surviving~~~*)

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Voice-less

Argh~~~ i woke up this morning, and found that i am totally voiceless, 失声了!!! . an acute pain come within the throat.

BUT! being as 坚强 as i am, i ignore the pain and munch my bread and head for tutorial, and also began my 默剧演出. i try to convey whatever i want, with the most accurate lip-talk. scribbling on paper.. etc.
Somewhere in between the 1st tutorial, i feel like my body is submerged in lemon. soooo tired and 腰酸背痛. to add to the drama, alittle tears covered my eyes.

most evil of all... my dear-frens.. kept laughing at my mishap. somehow, they think the voice-less-jiayee is very funny. *ROAR!* but i couldnt even roar at them. ARGH~~~

Now, back in hall, and after 3hours of sleep. i feel heaty all over, can feel the temperture from myself.. emitting to the surrounding. and the pain and ache didnt go away. as persistent as me.

worry no more people. i ll come back tml with my voice. as alkaline as i can be, without the acidity.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Rainy January

过了一个很漫长的雨季。突然间发觉阳光的美。
很久没有blog, 因为没办法sign-in. 可能是台湾地震造成的网路问题。

最近发生了很多事。复杂的心情不多说。。。
总之,祝愿大家都能珍惜眼前人。很多事,其实都还好,只是太钻牛角尖。
生日的,祝生日快乐。
出国的,祝一路顺风,要保重。
生病的,祝早日康复。照顾好自己才对得起关心你的人。
失去的,不要难过,加油三倍,幸福三倍。

幸福三倍。。。

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Holidays have Wings!!!!

Do you know? Holidays have wings! that is the latest discovery made by Professor EEY AIJ HOP of Singapore! yesh~ the new discovery had been published in the latest issue of "Science!" dated 32th dec 2006.

The main focuses of the paper are as follows:

1. Holidays have wings, and that they can fly pass without letting the living species--Human, realising.
2. The so-call "time" in term of seconds, minutes and hours are infact irregular. It is NOT a constant anywhere in history.
3. There is a correlation of time with enjoyment, given by: Length of time is inversely proportional with enjoyment/happiness. In another word, the happier you are, the shorter is the time you will experience, and the more agonised you are, the longer is the time.

28/03 Steamboat at Bugis

after a long long time... fellowship of TJC 28/03 finally get together for a spicey hot steamboat, and an icey cold swensen icecream...
here's some of the photos collected from wenhua, weiling and andrew.


Introducing... from top left: girl-(always)-in-green-- siangleng, yeah, smile more buddy. mysterious girl in light-blue shirt, hmpf... that's me. haha... little known bout her. more n more skinny girl in white-- huili xiao jie. long-hair-girl-in-greenish-blue-- ex-roomie weiling!!! she pass me Goong~ to watch... that fills in my holiday. thanks roomie! only guy standing--Andrew. finally with earring on... so cool~.

Sitting down in front row: NYJC supporter-- saiman. 虽然只在28/03短短的3个月,但是always with us. (*clap clap*). sitting next, is best buddy sheep~ mm... stop oscillating k!? purple-forever-monitress--wenhua. may the purple be with you. hahha! last but not least mousey-Jieying!!! JYJYJY.

三个婆婆妈妈的男人

3 Cheers for buddies

opps... i drop a dumpling down the hole...

Swensen icecream waiting-in-progress.

Girls only.. haha

Roomies~


weiling huiling and wenhua... say yeah~

Thank you our organiser Andrew and coordinator weiling. my part?... help to 放风声. hahha

Grumbles

Warning: Read At Your Own Risk! Not-Interesting-At-All-Grumbles

This saturday (just passed), and sunday (now) are the last 2 days before my IA start... so how is it well-spent??? ROAR~ Not the way I want (which is laze around at home doing nothing). I ended up being free labour for parents... "the carpenter's helper" at factory. ROAR~

But just now met up with Andrew and YY. Nothing much, just to chat and catch up abit. (That's what holidays are for right?? Catch up with old friends and 聊天). Gonna welcome them back into 学生生涯 now, after 2years of 精忠报国.

And the feeling of old-ness kept surrounding me, especially this "holiday". Suddenly the phrase "Year 3 liao leh!!!" kept popping out in conversations.
WH and I went... "OH MY GOD!! We are year 3 liao leh!!!"
and Andrew went... "Wah... Year 3 le... mmm... year3 liao leh"

Grr~ I know I am year 3 la... no need to keep reminding me. Making me feel real old. And the thought that very soon I cannot get student-meal/ student-price/ student-offer really starts to freak me out (OK! not really the offer that matters ok... is the student-identity I am talking about)...

ROAR~ nevermind. Enough of my grumbling. GRRR~~~ I ll get myself something better to do.

(See?! Toldya... NOT interesting at all post)

Monday, January 01, 2007

Happy New Year 2007

Happy New Year to all!
Let give a round of applause for "2007" (*clap clap*)

seldom think of new year resolution, shall put down some this time.

Good health for all, my family, friends, and myself.
Achieve my aims.
Hope i can 放下. alot of things are not as important actually, isnt it? (mama say i ll go mad if i continue to "deteriorate" mentally)
Shall be a less irritating person, and more independent, more 宽容与包容.
Hope the world is more peaceful, more blessing, less cursing, less destruction, less rubbish.
........so far so much. shall not rattle on and on anymore........

Round up for 2006....?

2006 has been a "OK-year". i have been quite good =)

health wise, healthy most the time, except that i was very very very sick on 24th May. haha... during special sem, got so sick i cannot walk (have to use wheel chair lo!), fainted few times, and 上吐下泻. scared my parents terribly. so sorry.

family and friendship relationship wise... family have always been good. deeply feel that they are always my 避风港 when i am down. I love papa mama, and evil bro. Yeah!
friendship wise still not bad.. eh~ but abit weird lo... haha... shall not elaborate the "weird" ppl that i encounter le.. haha!
oh~ sorry to my bro again, papa bought a new handphone, and "as usual", i use the new phone, and my bro use my previous phone. argh~ not me selfish, i tried pursuading papa alot of time to let evil bro use e new phone, but papa insist i use new de. (heehehhe). so i shall juz abid. haha! next new phone will come in 11months time, that ll be my bro de.

academic wise, so-so... still alot of room for improvement. shall gambatte in the new year.

ok... that's all. Happy New Year once again!

JYJYJY

yoz... haven come online for many days. few days ago when i tried to blog, the internet is real slow due to the taiwan earthquake. so gave up in the end.

The eve-eve of new year (30 dec 06), me and jieying went ktv. so happy... although it is abit more expensive due to new-year-eve-eve.. but singing with dear fren is always 无价. haha. two of us sing for 6hours... almost non-stop.. until me abit no voice.. haha!
then we went to cathay cineplex to take a look.. wah! so nice lo.. must make it a point to go there to watch movie.
conclusion? thanks jieying.

oh~ before we went singing we had lunch... both of us have 鸡扒饭 (chicken chop rice). the point is not bout how nice is the food... but the plate. haha... BIG plate. and i means BIG... evidence attached. haha.